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smiles and her laughter

It's not that I hang on every word, I hang myself on what you mean, It's not that I keep hanging on,

About Me

i go to san jose state, i fall off my skateboard a lot, i do the art and design thing. i live with 2 awesome chicks. i'm wicked busy these days so give me time after you send anything my way. let me know if there's anything i can pray for you. thanks for stopping by!

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My Interests

running with my dog and taking him to the lake, wakeboarding, snowboarding, skateboarding (are u bored?), sitting in the grass on a warm day, hot tub parties with dave's roomies, singing out loud, camping, bungee jumping, anything outdoors pretty much, baseball, drawing, writing, always being right (jk), sarcasm, jokes made by 5 year olds, beach/pool days, in and out runs, chinese firedrills, roadtrips, california (as a general subject, lol) running into things, making fun of myself, concerts, spongebob squarepants, turtles, and my favorite is any kinda fun that involves you being yourself without stimulant, etc.

I'd like to meet:

The guys who wrote this and for whom they wrote it: (i'm about to get a little emo on you)
Please understand
This isn’t just goodbye
This is I can’t stand you
This is where the road crashed into the ocean
It rises all around me
And I am barely breathing
A thousand faces will choose to ignore
Curse my enemies forever
Let’s slit our wrists and burn down something beautiful
This desperation
Leaves me overjoyed
With fading lights that lead us past the lives that we destroy
I listen to you cry
A cry for less attention
But both my hands are tied
And I’m pushed into the deap end
I listen to you talk
But talk is cheap
And my mouth is filled with blood
From trying not to speak
So search for an excuse
And someone to believe you
And for interesting moves
I’m empty with the need to
Curse my enemies forever
Let’s slit our wrist and burn down something beautiful
This desperation leaves me overjoyed
With fading lights that lead us past the lives that we destroy
Curse my enemies forever
Let’s slit our wrists and burn down something beautiful
This desperation is leaving me overjoyed
With fading lights that lead us past the lives that we destroy
Please understand
This isn’t just goodbye
This is I can’t stand you
Funeral For A Friend - Into Oblivion (Reunion)

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Music:

Favorite song of all time STILL: blink 182, dammit. the anthem, the epitome!, of growing up. Ask me what's on my nano, i've got something for everyone.

Movies:

various indi. stranger than fiction, life as a house, garden state, a selection of less than 5 "chick flicks", lots of comedy, some drama and action and suspense, and sprinkle on a teeeeny bit of horror and there ya have it.

Books:

currently reading: unshakeable foundations

Heroes:

you know in superhero movies like old superman and stuff, the guy would save somebody's life and they'd say "you're my hero!".... well that's what jesus does for me. none of the others i aspire to be hold a candle to him.human hero: dad and mom, for two dramatically different but equally important reasons

My Blog

A Few More

Maybe if I just peel back a few more hours of night fill them with slow, lulling music time will stop. TickTIPerhaps the deep will carry over into another dimension, another time, where I feel differ...
Posted by smiles and her laughter on Sun, 24 Sep 2006 05:21:00 PST

Escape...

So confused and hurt I cant imagine tomorrow anymore. I drip into the ethereal a melting dream of perfection and hope to come out in one piece. Coast through the mountains of depression building up ar...
Posted by smiles and her laughter on Sat, 23 Sep 2006 01:23:00 PST

LYRICS OF MY PAST

this is what's in my head when i come back to lodi:Sew this up with threads of reason and regretSo, I will not forget. I will not forgetHow this felt one year six months agoI know I cannot forget. I c...
Posted by smiles and her laughter on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

LOVE FALLS

Love Falls a liitle writing about my thoughts today I know this guy named Mike, well Michael actually, but I'm not even sure anyone calls him that anymore. I still do but I don't know if he notice...
Posted by smiles and her laughter on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

CHECK IT OUT... DISAPPOINTMENT

Disappointment by Sarah Alberg I've been dissed, I've been ditched I've been dogged, I feel lost I can't seem to stay clear of the seems and this tear just keeps growing inside of me ripping u...
Posted by smiles and her laughter on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST