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theres always going to be that one thing you wished for but didn't get. that one mistake you can nev

About Me

+hey there, name's Manda +i just graduated longview high school.. and lobos are gonna dominate 4A! +i go to UT Tyler in the fall so i wont be going too far. +i'm an artist & photographer, and i'm gonna major in graphic design. +i'm a big city girl, born and raised in Dallas but just about the only blood that shows through me is from daddy's country folks. +i'm half asian and half german/cherokee mix and i never conform to any one style.. call me poseur if you want but i'm still gonna dress emo one day, and preppy the next +i'm willing to try anything once and if i come off as girlie, you're in for a big surprise because i can pretty much be any guy's best friend (and i get into trouble cuz of that so girls- imma tell u straight up if you know it you better not even think it!)[LOVEMYFLASH]
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My Interests


Random things I like:
my ipod video sharpies kissing in the rain emo things safety pins chocolate black wristbands ddr starbucks my superchic lapto and cherry cokeoh... and my boys, how would i live without you?

I'd like to meet:

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like the rising tide,
beating hearts grow but never die
i want you to know i'll stand by your side.
i see who you are and who else can compare?
i meant what i said when we were standing there:
until the end, that's where we begin to see
from here until eternity,
it is our hearts that define what has meaning in this life
some will ask how can this be
or how our love can be real
but when our thoughts are on the line
...it was you who made my damaged self feel.

Music:


im the queen of all things musical out there.
ask me a band, i probably listen to them. except some country, deathmetal, and rap.
im sorry. they just don't qualify as music.
don't believe me? ask my friends.

Movies:


i love romantic movies dearly. from dramatic to comic. like:
+blood & chocolate +the titanic +the notebook +employee of the month +lord of the rings +underworld +pirates of the caribbean +james bond: casino royale +step up && step up 2 +never back down

Television:


I don't watch TV ever unless these shows are on:
+Private Practice +Grey's Anatomy +LOST +american idol +new amsterdam +assorted anime

Books:


books i read the most when i do read:
+the mists of avalon +harry potter series +lost years of merlin series +daughters of the moon series +lord of the rings series +eragon +half-human

Heroes:

aii. idk. myself. lol that wasn't conceited..

My Blog

how static is now all i hear..

"how static is now all i hear.."couple months shy of being eighteen years old,we had busted down the doors of every opportunity we've had.we raced down life like progressive chords,stealing attention ...
Posted by æmÐndîîedarliingæ on Tue, 23 Sep 2008 12:57:00 PST

i will build a boyfriend of dirty feathers and lyrical garbage.

you know, my love, daily, it seems, you run around in my headlike you have nowhere better to go.you won't give my heart a break will you?always running in high speed,like an air conditioner in califor...
Posted by æmÐndîîedarliingæ on Wed, 03 Sep 2008 04:25:00 PST

from the journal of "take me back"

here we are, eyelash to eyelash once again.this is not new to us, but tonight its different..our hearts burst into flame from the ashes.you asked me if this was worth it,i told you then you'd be my fa...
Posted by æmÐndîîedarliingæ on Tue, 19 Aug 2008 03:14:00 PST

Updates for the Summer :) read me

hey you guysyea its really been a while since i'm updated you guys on whats been going on.. but i'll do the best i can. i graduated from LHS last month, and moved out. i live in the apts behind the ma...
Posted by æmÐndîîedarliingæ on Fri, 04 Jul 2008 05:58:00 PST

madi dear cant we just disappear.?

tell her to put her blue jeans back on, her looks have run out. it ain't the lace, but the heart he's looking for he knows this, but won't open his eyes because he won't see anything but risk and ...
Posted by æmÐndîîedarliingæ on Tue, 27 May 2008 03:17:00 PST

heart grenades

we are alive for a moment, one second in the great abyss of timeall the bleeding and all the hate, just one blink of an eyeall the conflict, visits dire pain on human lifeare we missing what it is to ...
Posted by æmÐndîîedarliingæ on Tue, 29 Apr 2008 08:43:00 PST

baby i think i owe you one

[[i ain't the firstperson in this first-person ode]]so i was thinking about what i've done to youits been three days since i've heard your voiceand i ain't all right without youa one night stand in a ...
Posted by æmÐndîîedarliingæ on Sun, 27 Apr 2008 05:48:00 PST

from the journal of "i must be dead" {explicit}

The first time that we had sexI bled onto his sheetsAnd I do assumeThat they were ruinedOf any further useI told the truthHe stole my youthAnd now I'm not brand newIt would seem soHe said you knowYou ...
Posted by æmÐndîîedarliingæ on Sat, 26 Apr 2008 09:59:00 PST

lovesounds.

wrote this a little while ago..quote me on it if you likeit has to be both sided to an extent for it to be real//true.its being overprotective but understanding,obsessive but selfless, passionate but ...
Posted by æmÐndîîedarliingæ on Wed, 09 Apr 2008 06:36:00 PST

song of hope.

verse-iwhen you took my heart, you took one of your heartstringsand tied it to me, like a velvet ribbon sling.you wound the ribbon around it and marked me as yours,held my heart to your chest and carr...
Posted by æmÐndîîedarliingæ on Sun, 16 Mar 2008 11:14:00 PST