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Have you ever seen a group of skydivers jumping out of a plane at the same time, by the dozens? As they begin their free fall the start to grab hands, as to make sure to all stay in a group. As the group gets larger and larger the mass of people begin to form a sort of snowflake or random geometrically concocted shape. As the numbers grow, the shape becomes even more beautiful and unique, while still holding the original shapers within its womb. By the time everyone has jumped out of the plane and terminal velocity is reached the tangled web is complete, and it is amazing. There are, however, two conditions to this idea. One is that for that beauty to be achieved everyone must jump (there is nothing sadder than one lone skydiver). And two, everyone must be falling for a long enough time, close enough together, that they are only an arm length away to hold on to. Because thats where the beauty truly lies, inside the arms length that they all are from one another.My life is like that. My friends and I are like those skydivers, making one tangled web of beauty as we fall to Earth... only we didn't bring parachutes.xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxx

My Blog

In regards to how much of a dick I can be, and how much of a dick I’m not

It has recently come to my blaring attention that I have pissed someone in my life off. I wouldn't exactly call this person a friend, but more of an acquaintance, although I appreciated him regardless...
Posted by on Tue, 27 May 2008 12:53:00 GMT

phantom pinky

  i remember it as if it was tomorrow i had a pinky (well, i had two in fact, but the second is superfluous to the story) and one day it was gone just as simple as that gone now in the long run m...
Posted by on Sun, 24 Feb 2008 20:54:00 GMT

An ode to your ex and current boyfriends

An ode to ex and current boyfriendsi hate you abuserand all you have done to heri hate you long distancefor you are not here to dispell my hopesi hate you married manwilling to hurt so many, least of ...
Posted by on Fri, 21 Dec 2007 20:11:00 GMT

Heresy

You're not how I remember you So distant and such I dreamt about you again Have you committed Heresy for my touch? If at all possible to rewrite scripture in a way that makes us right, a more per...
Posted by on Thu, 20 Dec 2007 21:46:00 GMT

Love and Uno

I was thinking today about how love is really just a game. There are winners and losers and feelings are bound to get hurt. It's the nature of competition. But what kind of game? It's way too complica...
Posted by on Wed, 19 Dec 2007 19:38:00 GMT

never stop making me pay

with shaking hands ive lost commands as to why my heart still beats a smile in place to mask the face of all my lifes defeats lost the friend found the end as destiny concretes release my soul sm...
Posted by on Sun, 11 Nov 2007 18:03:00 GMT

Me Gustas Cuando Callas

..> ..>   Pablo Neruda ..> ..> Me Gustas Cuando Callas Me gustas cuando callas porque estas como ausente, y me oyes desde lejos, y mi voz no te toca. Parece que los ojos se te hubieran vol...
Posted by on Fri, 09 Nov 2007 07:18:00 GMT

Facing the Gale

At the time of me writing this blog, in the Lords year of two thousand and seven, I'm sitting on a boat, facing gale force winds, strong tides, and a bitchy crew on my way to a dock that is either flo...
Posted by on Sat, 03 Nov 2007 10:30:00 GMT

To all the girls I’ve loved before...

...and those who never really loved me. Acceptance is a dirty word, inaction is a dirty thought, and honesty is a dirty lie. Thinking not wanting me makes you special is your first mistake. It merely ...
Posted by on Sun, 28 Oct 2007 04:57:00 GMT

random thought, random mn

In this world, I am certain of just one thing, that I do not want to live in a world of uncertainties. I would love to exist in a stratosphere, mesospere, atmosphere where I can be me, and all the me'...
Posted by on Sun, 07 Oct 2007 09:13:00 GMT