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I AM 30/I WANT to freak out!/I LIKE fashion, art & music/ I WAS skinny/I CAN make u happy/I CAN'T say no, sometimes/I MUST forget about it/I HAVE to be spiritually mature /I BELIEVE in second chances/I AGREE with the Law of Karma/I HATE stupid people!/I ENJOY bumming around my room/I SHOULD give to charity/I MAKE other people laugh/ I SURVIVED Mt. Pinatubo!/I ADMIRE inspiring people/ I LONG for happiness?/I WORK hard/I THIRST for knowlegde/I THINK I'm a good example/I WATCH tv everyday/I CONSIDERED living abroad/I LOVE my family/I SAY no to drugs/ I WAKE up late/I RESPECT everybody/I DREAM of becoming famous/I ALWAYS pamper myself with good things/I DON'T smoke/I DRINK!/I ADORE natures beauty/I LISTEN when someone cries/I KNOW how to have fun/I CHOOSE my friends/I TREAT people fairly/I FEAR losing a loved one/I MATURE gracefully/I OBSERVE keenly/I GIVE my best in everything I do/I SELDOM have bad moods/I EAT a lot!/I FEEL bad when being neglected/I LIVE life to the fullest!/I WISH I am smart as Bill Gates/I HAD enough of life's pain/I CARE for my Gabee/I PRAY for strength/I LOVE (myself)/I DO believe in destiny/I STILL am waiting for destiny to happen/I GUESS this is me: I AM PATOK!___Knowing and accepting completes me. Knowing that life can't be perfect and accepting and acknowledging all the hurt...___It's not how low you fall but how high you rise after. I'm glad I've grown to be this strong. Everyone stumbles, but not everyone gets back on their feet. I'm lucky to be one of the few people who easily stands from a fall. I call it a blessing...___I've lived a happy life, I've no regrets. I'm grateful to have been blessed with good things & good people around me. Good friends, supportive family, an adorable/good looking son, patok peeps, God & angels, and a job that I enjoy most___ what more can I ask for???