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Tonya

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Well what to say about me? What do you wanna know? I'm 21 years old, I'm an EMT and love my job. I'm a country/farm girl. I have a brown and white paint horse, a black and white stud pony with blue eyes, and 2 miniature horses. I also have 3 dogs, a black lab, a yellow lab, and a pain in the butt Great Dane, cats, chickens, guineas, all the normal stuff. I drive a 2002 Saturn SC 3 door or my 92 F-150. I'm a mechanics daughter so yes I know my way around a car and can do just about anything I really have to on my vehicles. I am happily TAKEN in a committed relationship so please don't send me messages if your only goal is to try to get with me. ITS NOT GOING TO HAPPEN! Don't start stuff theres already more than enough drama in our lives we don't need you sticking your nose in there too. Wanna know anything else just ask! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ BARREL RACING It's Not Just a Game You think there's nothing to this game; three turns and a gallop is rather tame. One dresses nice, sits up straight; makes some circles and out the gate. Well then you need to take a ride; on a good horse, not a snide. Take a real good seat and very firm grip; because you are in for quite a trip. You'll reach the first running thirty five; when she drops her butt and seems to dive and changes directions in one heart beat; you'll be happy she's still on her feet. Oh! You're not finished, not even near, that jerk you felt was her shifting gear. As you regain your balance and breath again she's bearing down on the second can. It's not as easy as you're about to learn; if you ride her through this second turn. Now you're headin' for number three, when she leaves there set her free. If you make the run, you've done well, and I'm sure that you can surely tell, real barrel racing is a thrill requiring courage and lots of skill! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I wish you could know. I wish you could know what it is like to search a burning bedroom for trapped children at 3 AM, flames rolling above your head, your palms and knees burning as you crawl, the floor sagging under your weight as the kitchen below you burns. I wish you could comprehend a wife's horror at 6 in the morning as I check her husband of 40 years for a pulse and find none. I start CPR anyway, hoping to bring him back, knowing intuitively it is too late. But wanting his wife and family to know everything possible was done to try to save his life. I wish you knew the unique smell of burning insulation, the taste of soot-filled mucus, the feeling of intense heat through your turnout gear, the sound of flames crackling, the eeriness of being able to see absolutely nothing in dense smoke-sensations that I've become too familiar with. I wish you could read my mind as I respond to a building fire "Is this false alarm or a working fire? How is the building constructed? What hazards await me? Is anyone trapped?" Or to call a medical call, "What is wrong with the patient? Is it minor or life-threatening? Is the caller really in distress or is he waiting for us with a 2x4 or a gun?" I wish you could be in the emergency room as a doctor pronounces dead the beautiful five-year old girl that I have been trying to save during the past 25 minutes. Who will never go on her first date or say the words, "I love you Mommy" again. I wish you could know the frustration I feel in the cab of the engine, squad, or my personal vehicle, with my foot pressing down hard on the pedal, my arm tugging again and again at the air horn chain, as you fail to yield the right-of-way at an intersection or in traffic. When you need us however, your first comment upon our arrival will be, "It took you forever to get here!" I wish you could know my thoughts as I help extricate a girl of teenage years from the remains of her automobile. "What if this was my daughter, sister, my girlfriend or a friend? What were her parents reaction going to be when they opened the door to find a police officer with hat in hand?" I wish you could know how it feels to walk in the back door and greet my parents and family, not having the heart to tell them that I nearly did not come back from the last call. I wish you could know how it feels dispatching officers, firefighters, Paramedics and EMT's out and when we call for them and our heart drops because no one answers back or to hear a bone chilling 911 call of a child or wife needing assistance. I wish you could feel the hurt as people verbally, and sometimes physically, abuse us or belittle what I do, or as they express their attitudes of "It will never happen to me. I wish you could realize the physical, emotional and mental drain or missed meals, lost sleep and forgone social activities, in addition to all the tragedy my eyes have seen. I wish you could know the brotherhood and self-satisfaction of helping save a life or preserving someone's property, or being able to be there in time of crisis, or creating order from total chaos. I wish you could understand what it feels like to have a little boy tugging at your arm and asking, "Is Mommy okay?" Not even being able to look in his eyes without tears from your own and not knowing what to say. Or to have to hold back a long time friend who watches his buddy having CPR done on him as they take him away in the Medic Unit. You know all along he did not have his seat belt on. A sensation that I have become too familiar with. Unless you have lived with this kind of life, you will never truly understand or appreciate who I am, who we are, or what our job really means to us...I wish you could though. this is not 4 me to be a hero but the one that did not make it out!!! so when you go to bed, just think what some people do to save your life!!!!!!!!When the Lord made EMT's, he was into his sixth day of overtime when an angel appeared and said, "You're doing a lot of fiddling around on this one," And the Lord said, "Have you read the specs on this order? An EMT has to be able to carry an injured person up a wet, grassy hill in the dark, dodge stray bullets to reach a dying child unarmed, enter homes a health inspector wouldn't touch, and not wrinkle their uniform." "He has to be able to lift three times his own weight, crawl into wrecked cars with barely enough room to move, and console a grieving mother as he is doing CPR on a baby he knows will never breathe again." "He has to be in top mental condition at all times, running on no sleep, black coffee, and half eaten meals. And he has to have six pairs of hands." The angel shook her head slowly and said, "Six pairs of hands....no way." "It's not the hands that are causing me problems," said the Lord, "It's the three pairs of eyes an EMT has to have." "That's on the standard model?" asked the angel. The Lord nodded. "One pair that sees open sores as he's drawing blood and asks the patient if they may be HIV positive," (When he already knows and wishes he'd taken that accounting job) "Another pair here on the side of his head for is partner's safety. Another pair of eyes here in front that can look reassuringly at a bleeding victim and say 'You'll be all right ma'am' when he knows it isn't so." "Lord," said the angel, touching his sleeve, "rest and work on this tomorrow." "I can't," said the Lord, "I already have a model that can talk a 250 pound drunk out from behind a steering wheel without incident and feed a family of five on a private service paycheck." The angel circled the model of the paramedic very slowly, "Can it think?" she asked. "You bet," said the Lord. "It can tell you the symptoms of 100 illnesses, recite drug calculations in its sleep; intubate, defibrillate, medicate, and continue CPR nonstop over terrain that any doctor would fear...and still it keeps its sense of humor." "This EMT also has phenomenal control. He can deal with a multi-victim trauma, coax a frightened elderly person to unlock their door, comfort a murder victim's family, and then read in the daily paper how EMT's were unable to locate a house quickly enough, allowing a person to die. A house which had no street sign, no house numbers, no phone to call back." Finally, the angel bent over and ran her finger across the cheek of the EMT. "There's a leak," she pronounced. "I told you that you were trying to put too much into this model." "That's not a leak," said the Lord, "It's a tear." "What's the tear for?" asked the angel. "It's for bottled-up emotions, for patients they tried in vain to save, for commitment to hope that they will make a difference in a person's chance to survive, for life." "You're a genius," said the angel. The Lord looked somber, "I didn't put it there."
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Well I can honestly say that as far as looking for that one special guy I'm not looking any more. I'm extremely happy with the one that I lucked out finding. Hes definitely something special and unlike anyone that I have ever met. I love you hunny :-* ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~
EMS / EMT Comments1. It’s important to have a man who helps at home, who cooks from time to time, cleans up and has a job. 2. It’s important to have a man who can make you laugh. 3. It’s important to have a man who you can trust and who doesn’t lie to you. 4. It’s important to have a man who is good in bed and who loves to please you in every way you desire. 5. It’s very, very important that these four men don’t know each other.
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Tonya
Birthday: August 16th
Birthplace: PA
Current Location: PA
Eye Color: changes
Hair Color: dark
Height: short
Right Handed or Left Handed: right
Your Heritage: Native American PA Dutch
The Shoes You Wore Today: Work Boots
Your Weakness: there are a few
Your Fears: Spiders and being alone
Your Perfect Pizza: Ummm I dont know its a toss up
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: personal
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: LMAO LOL
Thoughts First Waking Up: you have got to be kidding me or shut up cat I am not getting up yet
Your Best Physical Feature: Good Question
Your Bedtime: when ever my head hits the pillow
Your Most Missed Memory: personal
Pepsi or Coke: PEPSI
MacDonalds or Burger King: Wendys?
Single or Group Dates: depends
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Nestea
Chocolate or Vanilla: both
Cappuccino or Coffee: Cappuccino
Do you Smoke: na
Do you Swear: sure do
Do you Sing: haha not well
Do you Shower Daily: atleast once if not more a day
Have you Been in Love: thought so.....
Do you want to go to College: already have some done
Do you want to get Married: some day
Do you belive in yourself: on a good day
Do you get Motion Sickness: na not normally
Do you think you are Attractive: maybe
Are you a Health Freak: no way
Do you get along with your Parents: for the most part
Do you like Thunderstorms: only when I'm with someone
Do you play an Instrument: 2 actually
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: uhhh yea actually
In the past month have you Smoked: na
In the past month have you been on Drugs: nope never
In the past month have you gone on a Date: yea
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: uhh yea
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: nope
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: ewww no
In the past month have you been on Stage: umm no
In the past month have you been Dumped: no
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: not in a really long time
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: never
Ever been Drunk: not really tipsy yes drunk no
Ever been called a Tease: all the time
Ever been Beaten up: na just by my sister lol
Ever Shoplifted: nope
How do you want to Die: isn't it a bit morbid to plan your own death?
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: changes all the time
What country would you most like to Visit: Holland
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: any it doesn't matter
Favourite Hair Color: what ever
Short or Long Hair: short but if longs their thing and works for them so be it
Height: any thing taller than me lol
Weight: doesn't matter
Best Clothing Style: what ever is them
Number of Drugs I have taken: none
Number of CDs I own: enough
Number of Piercings: 5 ears twice and tongue
Number of Tattoos: 3 in one star of life horse shoe and roses on my back
Number of things in my Past I Regret: personal but everyone of them has made me the person I am today

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Just another update

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Posted by on Mon, 01 Sep 2008 14:37:00 GMT

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Posted by on Wed, 07 May 2008 05:04:00 GMT

My latest thought on my life

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Posted by on Mon, 14 Apr 2008 06:28:00 GMT

I love people

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Posted by on Thu, 10 Apr 2008 13:22:00 GMT

A little something to keep me sane

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Posted by on Thu, 03 Apr 2008 08:42:00 GMT

Life...

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Posted by on Wed, 12 Mar 2008 04:17:00 GMT

Bored and sick

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Posted by on Wed, 06 Feb 2008 06:17:00 GMT