fuckedupfashionwhore

this dream consumes me.

About Me

My name doesnt really matter. People are amazing at assuming things. So lets play a game. Make up my story.aim. artsykarmynn.there's this boy in oakland that im pretty head over heels about

My Interests

Veritatem facientes in caritate "Speaking the Truth in Love."surreal love stories. like heloise and peter abbelard. philosophy. i ve been told it "leads you to the wrong path" but i ve only felt enlightened and enriched by it. music. is full of inspiration and talent. education. nothing is more important. friends. you know those who don't leave you for some fucking stupid boy. i have two Real friends. that's good enough. ideas. creative input. values. and morals. honesty and respect. laughter. pretty things. aesthetically pleasing. no i don't think people are hot. vocabulary. grammar. spelling the rain. cuddling. writting checks.polka dots shows. coffee. tea. getting "shit faced" with the only two people that matter. german shepards.and fashion. duh. my Idea of it. fuck your high fashion couture shit.oh yeahhh im gonna open a store. and its gonna be the shit. secret code the black penguin

I'd like to meet:

my best friends anthony d. cervantes and hedy paniagua. they made me love myself.

Music:

inspiration. and intelligence.My favorite band is (r.i.p)the dog and pony show and nirvana.

Movies:

negative. if you know me you know i know nothing about movies.

Television:

that makes me laugh.

Books:

the ones you grow from

Heroes:

RIP. Kurt Cobain.

i thought he was the one.

George Mawson. For introducing me to philosophy. Mary Nuemann. For expanding my love in art. debbe sylvas and anthony d. cervantes. I love them more than anyone.My sister. My family. And hedy. Paniagua. Te quiero.

My Blog

boofuckingwho.

where to start.these past days have been demeaning.i realize how weak i really am.ive always been that independant girl who doesn't need anyones help. but the truth is i really depend on too many peop...
Posted by fuckedupfashionwhore on Wed, 23 May 2007 11:24:00 PST

never gets old.

RE: Bananna Penis. gwen thought me hoe to spell that one. Body: uhm i dont really know what to say. carmen is a nice girl, who has a big heart (the big ones hurt more) but i dont really KNOW her... i ...
Posted by fuckedupfashionwhore on Tue, 03 Apr 2007 11:06:00 PST

it is time

that i let go of some things.nothing can really describe what i feel when i talk to you.except for that i get this pure and authentic form of real happiness and true sadness.you were (are) everything ...
Posted by fuckedupfashionwhore on Sat, 31 Mar 2007 01:05:00 PST

beggar with a soapbox

so i just finished talking to monika on the phone and its so amazing to find out someone feels the same way i do.these days have been confusing.ive tried so much to explain to her what i feel for him....
Posted by fuckedupfashionwhore on Sun, 18 Mar 2007 03:22:00 PST

and i simply couldn't resist.

the truth is i Love you more than ever.i can't even feel sad or mad.because all i feel and know is that you are an amazing individual and i admire you more than anyone.its so hard to contain not talki...
Posted by fuckedupfashionwhore on Fri, 26 Jan 2007 01:13:00 PST

tears with no point. no end.

and it all has to do with a picture that I depicted and made of pure perfection.fuck everyone. im so over demeaning words and verbal abuse. so tired of everyone pin pointing out what is wrong with me....
Posted by fuckedupfashionwhore on Sat, 20 Jan 2007 01:34:00 PST

"love is something someone like you would never understand."

first of all. yes according to my views people are lurking some major shit here. to trash talk me or whatever. i make them public for a reason. i have nothing to hide. so commence your judgement. &nbs...
Posted by fuckedupfashionwhore on Mon, 08 Jan 2007 11:14:00 PST

to: your burning desire

----------------- Original Message -----------------From: Your Burning DesireDate: Jan 2 2007 3:11 PMwant to know something that makes me laugh about you? its the fact that youre sitting there talking...
Posted by fuckedupfashionwhore on Wed, 03 Jan 2007 10:26:00 PST

bryan with a y.

Ceci and I are talking about how I want to have one of his illegitamite kids and I'd be happy forever.I've talked about him so much today.Fuh. I never thought I'd find someone so perfect.And I can't h...
Posted by fuckedupfashionwhore on Thu, 28 Dec 2006 12:43:00 PST

goodbye.

So I guess I'm pretty over things.She can have you. I'm done playing fucking stupid ass games.I'm 20. Stop being an indecisive fuck and grow up.Fuck you seriously. Go do more drugs.No. I don't fucking...
Posted by fuckedupfashionwhore on Tue, 26 Dec 2006 11:35:00 PST