I·L·L♥RIGINAL [Goin back to Florida]

I'd like to meet:

I'm thick, big, plump, bodacious, bbw, or whateva but I love what I see in the mirror & I know I look damn good! If you don't like it? Sucks to be you. Everybody has an opinion & I'm down with that just don't try to get me to change mine - it wont work. I've changed a lot through the years but mostly in the last year & I'm trying to find myself completely. I'm very determined not to be another statistic [im sorry if you don't understand that].
I don't do 'casual sex' like most girls my age & I doubt you'll have the ability to make me do anything I dont want to do.

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In a nutshell I'm... very confident. a day dreamer but realistic. a leader not a follower. kind of high maintance with a tomboy charm. friendly but sarcastic. affectionate but find it hard to express feelings of love. quiet but fun. caring. opinionated at times. easily amused but easily bored. a push over but stubborn. easy to get along with. honest. loyal. clumsy. a night person. a good listener. grateful. highly emotional but can put on a front. a tease. slow but witty. nice. mature. generally happy. creative. random. a meany. a joker but gullable. tickle-ish. sweet. don't really give a shit what other people think of me. not a shop-a-holic but I'm a makeup whore. Virgo. giddy. very naughty. a worrier but laidback. lazy but determind. silly but sensible. sometimes lucky but not generally in the areas i would like to be. a wishful thinker. a scatter brain.

What makes me tick... Adventuring to different places. Accessories. Almost all Animals. Being around loved ones [?]. Chinese Takeouts. Clothes. Iced Tea. Doing what I want. Family. Friends. Getting ready to go out. Going out.Hair Straighteners. Hugs. Kisses. Late nights, late starts to the day. Laughing so hard I cry. Meeting new people. Memories. Money. Music. My bed. Myspace. Nice people. Parties.Pink. Romantic guestures. Whispering Sweet Nothings. Shopping. Suprises. Taking photographs Unexpected texts and phone calls. newports. most 80s classic rock. kinky sex. drinkin. concerts. make-up. artificial nails. my puppy. perfume. sexy men. sexuality. sex toys. beautiful females. sleeping late in comfy beds. & cosmo magazines.

& What grinds my gears... Animal cruelty. Arguments. Attention Seekers. Awkwardness. Being treated like a child. Big egos. Bitchiness. Boredem.Change. Cheats. complications. Discrimination. Distance. Empty words. Fakes. Feelings. Fights. Illness. Jealousy. Liars. Loneliness. Mornings. Narrow minded people. People talking over me. politics. Public speaking. Sadness. Silence. Spiders. spitefulness. shallow or cruel people. self pity. big women in skimpy clothes. skinny model type bitchs who think they're better then me because they can fit into a size zero or big girls who act like they're tiny & try to squeeze into a size zero. fashion industry. most mainstream music. short or chipped nails. country or jazz music. talkin about politics & religion. crying. being overwhelmed. sappy love movies. drugs. & more...

Music:

I ♥ all kinds of music literally...threesix, b.t.n.h, gangstaboo, 2pac, avant, rickross, kelis, NATAS, killaklankaze, PDM, koopstaknicca, e40, kinggordy, shyone, HOK, ABK, t9X, QStrange, halfbreed, darklotus, oldtwiztid, oldicp, esham, blaze & psychopathicrydas, cradle of filth, static x, old mudvayne, zao, animosity, rammstien, six feet under, cannibal corpse, dying fetus, exhumed, journey, nugent, lynardskynard, ledzepplin, guns&roses, ozzy, vanhalen, defleppard, whitesnake.

Movies:

Heroes:

RIP PAPA ♥ I miss you more each passing day.
Grandpa you did a better job wit me than your son
No disrespect to my father but you got the job done
Taught me how to win respect that I'll never forget
Working hard all your life poured blood, tears, and sweat
Taught me honor and pride, and I feel hollow inside
Wit out 'chu in my life I'm so sorry you died
But you were the glue that held the family together
Never thought after you passed that the family would sever
All of our ties, and just stop communicatin'
But without ya love I guess we started hatin'
But we was all there around the hospital bed
We were prayin' and cryin' I said goodbye then I kissed ya forehead
Watchin' my hero trying to breathe on a respirator
Yesterday the pain was even greater watchin' as you fade away
Right before my eyes, wishin' I could save you
Right until the end you were so strong and brave too
RIP {MOMMA} WHITE
RIP {MOM} BOYLES
RIP JUDY ARNOLD
RIP LYNX'S MOM
RIP ASHLEE K
See you at the CROSSROADS.