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破壊を作成する[sourpuss]

About Me


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I smoke weed and do other drugs, im addicted to cigarettes
and i dont have a god.
IM a little antisocial, i dont fit in with many people,
and i am very fucking happy that i get to live.
Im very optimistic and calm,
i dont like fighting, but im
painfully honest.
I dont know what to say of myself,
because its hard for me to be myself sometimes,
i am honest but sometimes bring a fake smile.
I dont think im beautiful, and i am happy like that.
I love music and i love drawing too.
I want to become a tattoo artist and i wish
i lived a solitary life, but actually i have friends
that i actually have fun with, so i guess i cant
live a solitary life, so im cool with that.
i hate conservative or dramatic people,
i hate it when im misunderstood,
i hate it when i act childish,
i love it when it rains,
i wish i had a cat,
i wish i had an unimaginable amount of interesting clothes,
i wish i had a never ending amount of cigarettes,
i wish something amazing happened,
i hope i fall in love one day,
i want warmth.
I wish someone would say the right words in the right order,
i want my world to turn upside down,
i wish one day i knew the words i
really want to say,
i need someone,
something,
i want...
something,
anything...
i have no questions, i dont want to ask.
im immature and dont want to admit it,
but subconsciously i accept it even though
it makes me feel so ugly,
but i realize i have many other beautiful qualities
i feel balanced and happy.
I love the fact that im alive, i love the fact,
that im trully alone and therefore i depend on no one.
I love that i love myself
I love the sky,
I hate the empty sky though
stars arent beautiful to me, theyre the clouds,
trees look like spider webs,
beauty is all around me,
therefore im happy that i have my eyes to look at them.
i hate that im shy, i hate my voice,
i hate the sun sometimes,
i hate the word perfect,
i lie when i exaggerate things sometimes,
you never know when im telling you something honest
unless i say so.
I love my loyalty,
im not innocent therefore i thought of killing many people,
i like dancing but like i said, im too shy,
im a lot more capable than you think
i hate how im always underestimated,
i love it how i can prove myself
i feel sad when people tell me the truth about myself
i wish i could impress everyone,
i wish i was interested in things others are.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

No one really, there is obviously someone out there i would
love to meet, but i still dont know who yet,
so this one person, individual,
thats who i want to meet.

My Blog

yet another vamp stoy, vrincenta vine.

im copying karen chances idea of a modern vamp, so fuckyall-enjoy or go fuck yourselfs :)         &nbs p;         &n...
Posted by on Wed, 13 Aug 2008 21:44:00 GMT

some vamp fic

espaniol:Paso tan rapido que concientemente no me di cuenta que habia corrido,derrepente me di cuenta que mis manos estaban sobre el pecho de alguna persona, i mi cara estaba tan cerca mire hacia la c...
Posted by on Sun, 20 Jul 2008 20:38:00 GMT

Kingdom Heart, read, its really good

As i walk through my thoughts, i enter my memories.Lets say, a year ago.I read my memories, and fell to the floor crying, because...i wanted it so bad.I was scared, but happy, im standing now, im fina...
Posted by on Mon, 04 Feb 2008 01:19:00 GMT

as we started to speak

i didn't even realize what i was saying made any sense until after i started to cry,how could i defy my lie?i didnt know that i actually felt this,my heart hurts, because its been beating too fast,i f...
Posted by on Sun, 20 Jan 2008 02:54:00 GMT

Why?

So, let me get this straight...we achieved the goal of being americans when some people said, fuck these people, i dont want these assholes to reign over me!Ok...well then, why did we still believe in...
Posted by on Thu, 08 Nov 2007 03:46:00 GMT

Poem

As i woke up, i slowly knew where i was.but, those fists, those terrifying screams of pain, of anger.Again and again, was i still dreaming?No.Dreams are much more pleasant, well...Now that i sit here ...
Posted by on Tue, 16 Oct 2007 19:59:00 GMT

Imaginary,

I was trying to sleep, and listened to the song  YOUR STAR byt Evanescence [i love you amy lee!] and cam up with this weird shit in my mind, and then it got better when i heard the song Clowns ca...
Posted by on Sun, 03 Jun 2007 13:54:00 GMT

[R]ikku [[Toxicated]]

even if we dont speak to each other that much, i thank you, because for the past year, you have helped me a lot, thanks!
Posted by on Fri, 26 Jan 2007 23:29:00 GMT