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About Me

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i'm amber
and i promise you,
you will never meet someone quite like me.
i guess i'm a complicated person.
i tend to keep to myself,
but i'm really friendly.
i make new friends every day.
i understand more than most.
i'm really observant.
i'm really lame.
i go off on rants and tangents a lot during conversations.
the sunrise is my favorite time of the day,
i honestly think it is the most beautiful sight to see.
i'm hard to read.
i'm competitive.
i don't put up with bullshit from anyone,
and i don't like liars.
i hurt people when i don't mean to.
i'm the most indecisive person i know.
i'm terribly impatient at times.
i try my best to be as nice as possible.
i'm a huge nerd; i love video games and the occasional comic book.
i love to read.
i always try to give back to the Earth and Her Offspring.
i have my own style. maybe not completely unique but its my own.
i have big lobes, lots of piercings, and proud of them.
i think tattoos are beautiful.
i'm great at communicating,
but have an issue expressing myself verbally.
i'm the most loyal person you'll ever meet;
if i have your back, trust me you'll know it.
i'm very loving and affectionate.
i'm a great listener.
i love it when i'm asked for advice.
i love to escape by; writing, music, reading, my friends, volleyball.
i love to learn new things.
i'm still growing up, and until the day i die i won't stop;
age is just a number, and who said the old are always so wise?
i try to treat every day like it's my last,
and i regret nothing i do or have done.
you only live once, so why think twice?
CHALIM

hahaha i had to put that up.
you have to represent what you are right? ;D
You're out in left field, and lacking interest.
You fight the boredom...it makes no difference.
Your mental health kid, that's what's in question.
Keep acting obscure, we'll keep them guessing.
The moment ideas are conceived,
They'll be out of touch, obsolete.
They're faking champions hand picked,
And all the fights have been fixed.
You wake to suffer through the day,
Trade a dream for the pay.
Well here's the fact I hope it sticks,
You're just alive out of habit.
“Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate.
Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.”

-- Marianne Williamson


"Life is not measured by how many breaths we take,
but by the moments that take our breath away."

--Anonymous


I'd rather be hated for who I am
than loved for who I am not
and i just want to break free.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:


I don’t think you know
What these words mean
I don’t think you know
What we could be

and I will wait forever cause I think you’re the one...

i want a friend, mostly.
just someone who i can be comfortable with,
as a friend, lover, and companion.
someone who is as down to earth as i am.
someone who doesn't mind coming over and just watching movies and playing video games with me.
someone who loves food as much as i do,
and won't care about my weight when it fluctuates.
someone who won't care about my appearance as much as i don't care about theirs.
someone who loves my piercings(and future tattoos(: ).
someone who will study me as much as i study them.
someone who would want to try and get in my head and figure me out,
decipher my actions and words like i do to them.
someone who can pick me up when i'm down,
wipe away my tears and just hold me when i can't hold myself.
someone who loves to cuddle as much as i do.
someone who will call me when they're upset,
and will need me when they're down as much as i would need them.
someone who will call me and let me fall asleep on the phone and just listen to me sleep,
just to pretend they're laying next to me.
someone who understands i don't care about monetary items.
someone who is as romantic as i am.
someone who will sing me to sleep,
or tuck me in,
or play with my hair while we're laying next to each other,
or put their hand on my face when they kiss me,
or write me a song,
or kiss my forehead,
or play-wrestle/fight with me,
or take care of me when i'm sick,
or cook for me,
or cook with me,
or go to an arcade or a bowling alley with me cause we're both lame like that.
i want someone i can relate to;
someone who understands my life isn't easy,
and can help me go through it all.
someone who understands and sees the world for what it really is,
like i do.
someone who won't take me too seriously.
someone who can make me laugh.
someone who loves to see me smile.
someone who loves to make me laugh.
someone who can act like a little kid with me.
i want someone that will make me feel beautiful for once.
i want to get inside someone else skull.
i want someone to call my own,
and in return,
be someone's one and only.

I hope it's something worth the waiting,
cause it's the only time that I ever feel real.

And I knew that I would love you,
for as long as you'd let me.
...and i haven't caught my breath since the moment that we met.

My Blog

tattooooos :[

seei want my tattoos already.and i can't get them :[ughhhonly a year and half to go until i can,but that seems soooo farrrrrD;
Posted by on Mon, 02 Mar 2009 21:11:00 GMT

wowwwww.

motherfucker how dare you fucking judge me.how fucking dare you,you have no idea what i've lived through,and how dare you point the finger at me and tell me what you think is wrong with me,just becaus...
Posted by on Wed, 28 Jan 2009 01:45:00 GMT

nothing will ever stop me.

i may seem to be completely different than who i really am.i'm more than the naked eye can see.i'm indescribable.i've been called wise in the past.i've been called stronger than people 30 years older ...
Posted by on Sun, 20 Apr 2008 17:53:00 GMT

RIP katy.

Katy,i'm sorry this had to happen.i'm sorry for your familyand your closest friendswho had to get the phone call.i never got to know you Katy,not as well as most.but even with not knowing you like the...
Posted by on Sun, 25 Nov 2007 12:20:00 GMT