...JessiCa...

trying

so il admit, lately i havn't been myself, im doing things and saying things that goes against all the things i grew up knowing.  i feel as though im in this destructive path that i can't stop, n ...
Posted by ...JessiCa... on Thu, 13 Sep 2007 08:02:00 PST

bullshit

so im pretty much done trying, i dnt understand ppl at all, i never will.  one second u feel as tho u hav the whole world figured out, the nxt, its pulled rt from under u, ppl jus use u for wat u...
Posted by ...JessiCa... on Wed, 18 Jul 2007 12:36:00 PST

thinkin...

well i was thinkin tonite, well im always thinkin-thats my problem- n all i could think about is that im happy- n it feels great!!!  I love my family n hav friends i would pretty much die for, im...
Posted by ...JessiCa... on Wed, 13 Jun 2007 10:24:00 PST

tired

so im pretty much giving up on ppl.  u always hope for the best, but eventually need to realize that some ppl will never change, n put u thru the same bullshit again and again.  i need to ju...
Posted by ...JessiCa... on Sun, 20 May 2007 09:45:00 PST

new beginning!!!

So im feelin pretty good today.  The last few weeks hav been pretty shitty, but im surrounded by so many great ppl its hard to feel dwn.  I finally feel like im taking the next step in my li...
Posted by ...JessiCa... on Thu, 22 Feb 2007 09:52:00 PST

love is not enough

so i cant really sleep because my heart has been ripped out. how can someone say they love u so much n do these kind of things to someone.  i feel like i could just break down any second, and im ...
Posted by ...JessiCa... on Thu, 16 Nov 2006 12:33:00 PST

love

Right now, I finally know the meaning of love. It's amazing. Everytime i'm around her my heart can't stop beating out of my chest, i'm like a little kid getting to ride a rollercoaster. She has shown ...
Posted by ...JessiCa... on Fri, 13 Oct 2006 04:05:00 PST