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just plain lydia will do.

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About Me


I've been around.
Im fairly good at explaining myself, but I do it best in paragraphs. Im not the nicest person all the time, but that is mainly because I only surround myself with people who enjoy using their brains. I've got this whole "intelligence" thing on lock down, and im incredibly oppionated at all the right, and wrong times. I enjoy art, its one thing im good at. Graffiti, graphic design, & painting - im all about it. I love music, without it i'd be very lost. I drink alot of coffee to keep myself energized, and rarely sleep when I need to. I have a slight obsession with batman. My grammar is terrible, but i write on a daily basis, and dont tend to worry too much about the format. I have a vast interest in psychology, sociology, & criminology. I dont even need to rack your brain to know your life storey. Im very judgemental & very good at reading people. Im slightly cocky, and a little bit egotistical at times. I give most people a chance, but typically one chance is all you get. I spend most of my time with my wife; shes my other half. We speak a language only the two of us seem to understand, and get high off life on a daily basis. The rest of my time is either spent with my man-friend (who is totally better than cookies), or sleeping. I love sleeping :). Im really quiet most of the time, but when i have somthing to say its normally worth hearing. Im currently majoring in elem. edu, but the truth is.. 10 years from now, I have nooo idea what i'll be doing. I'd love to own a resteraunt, its an aspiration of mine. My wife says im a virgin to every day experiences. I've never had waffles, maybe i'll make it my new years resolution to try them somtime. I enjoy people with substance, people who defy the norm just by being themselves. I am incredibly creative in my thinking process, and exterior. I love body mods, and piercings [8]. I really dont care about much the majority of the time, im fairly easy going. Super nintendo makes me excited. I wear my slippers everywhere. No-cal is where my heart is, I hate Michigan and the shitty weather which surrounds me. I have a very strange, cynical dark comedic nature about me that not too many people understand. You'll never figure me out, im very hard to read. I spend hours on crimelibrary reading case files. Im just myself, and I know who I am. Thats more than most people can say. Im lydia, plain and simple & yet thats an understatement.

My Interests

The New. The Old. The good. The Stuff. The Usual. The Extrodinary. The Cold. The warm. The Luke-warm. The hostile. The exciting. Never the dangerous. The Bling, The blang. The Sleep. The everything.

I'd like to meet:

I've reached the conclusion that labeling things only leads to the disaster of them. I've met a guy, I actually met him 2 years ago. He respects me, and treats me, better than any other guy whose ever came my way. So thats one thing, im not interested in meeting. I've already found him.

An Open Minded Human Being. Fancy people. Not a boy who wears the same pants as me. Someone with good music taste, appreciation for the arts. People with fucked up, cynical senses of humor, so i dont feel like in the only one who laughs at all the wrong times. Someone who enjoys spghetti-os just as much as i do. Someone to talk to mayn, its lonely in these parts of the woods.

Music:

Im a sucker for nice beats and a good flow. Which is why hip hop is my one true love. I tend to like darker precise rythmic notion.But beyond that, im open to so much more. Horrorcore. Underground Hip Hop/Rap. 80's. Psychedelic rock. Jazz/Swing. Electronica. Polka. Classical. Ska/Punk/Oi/Crust. Reggae. Rockabilly. Death Metal. Grunge. random: Labels: Psychopathic, Suburban Noize. Strange Music. Rhymesayersectectect.

Movies:

Film is nice
Kids, Life as a house, almost fameous, Spun, My First Mr., Party Monster, White Oleander, Mi Vida Loca, Virgin Suicides, Ken Park, wonderland, CAMP, Bully, Welcome to the Dollhouse,Requiem For A Dream, Ghost World, Edward Scissorhands, the basketball diarys, Slums of Beverly Hills, the craft, igby goes down, pieces of april,harold and maude, house of 1000 corpses, trainspotting, eternal sunshine of the spotless mind, girl6, harold and kumar go to white castle, donnie darko, crash, the butterfly effect, My summer of love, Thumbsucker, Fern Gully ;] fight club, Hedwig, My summer of love, Kiss Kiss Bang Bang, momento :) i love film.

My Blog

Its Nice

I've been feeling life lately. Everything about life. This not smoking thing has seemed to help me live in reality and now hold things against others that once in the past I saw as downfalls. I've jus...
Posted by just plain lydia will do. on Sun, 17 Dec 2006 10:44:00 PST

The Heat Of The Moment.

(I just want this, for my own personal gain)Stephen Braun,I wanted to write you an email, because I have no other way of contacting you, that seems worth it to me. I sent you a text the other night th...
Posted by just plain lydia will do. on Sun, 10 Dec 2006 08:04:00 PST

I've Lost my mind.

Im not sure whats going on. If its me being sick, or what it is. But I've seriously lost my mind today. I've been thinking completely insane, and I just want to stop. Maybe its because im sober. A bad...
Posted by just plain lydia will do. on Sat, 09 Dec 2006 07:30:00 PST

fucking shit.

My brian seems to be in this sense of overdrive, and I just feel as though I want to go back to sleep. Michael & I went and got sushi last night, and my tummy has been all fucked up. On top of tha...
Posted by just plain lydia will do. on Sat, 09 Dec 2006 04:31:00 PST

Golly Gosh.

He knows, that I know, that everything I ever said out of context was complete bullshit. And the only feeling which has ever seemed right is the one which involves him. He knows I loved him, and he kn...
Posted by just plain lydia will do. on Fri, 08 Dec 2006 09:54:00 PST

oh man.

I've been sleeping since like 7:00ish. I remember laying down because I felt exhausted and then I just woke up because I realized fuck me anal its 10pm and I was suppose to do somthing with k, and now...
Posted by just plain lydia will do. on Tue, 05 Dec 2006 07:18:00 PST

ive got.

7 minutes until i have to leave for work, for 2hrs and 45 minutes. and yes they're serious. i've realized its getting easier as the days go by, to realize what i need to do with my life, and who not t...
Posted by just plain lydia will do. on Fri, 01 Dec 2006 06:35:00 PST

Hello, boredom.

(1) Your gender: female(2) Straight/gay/bi?:  straight(3) Single?:  yes(4) Want to be?:  i think so.(5) Your birth day:  3/7/88(6) Age you act: 45(7) Age you wish you were:  5...
Posted by just plain lydia will do. on Thu, 30 Nov 2006 10:47:00 PST

The Funk.

I cant sleep anymore. Im a little off, a little distant, a little whack! but im livin. I've got a pocket full of sunshine filled with tomorrows promise for a brighter day. No more kiss's, and no more ...
Posted by just plain lydia will do. on Wed, 29 Nov 2006 09:03:00 PST

If your fall I will catch you, i will be waiting.

I wish I had alot to say, But I dont. Stephen and I broke up today. I told him I couldnt be with him when I cant honestly say that Im not in love with him. I seem to always go back to him when ever I ...
Posted by just plain lydia will do. on Fri, 24 Nov 2006 06:40:00 PST