someone who isn't masking their fears with delusions.Seriously, I am sick of how desperately most everyone I know makes up, or finds, life's true meaning, and I don't mean "be kind, save your money, and enjoy the flowers" shit, those kinds of meanings-of-life I adore. it is the fantasies of Human destiny, the anthropomorphizing of the earth, or gods. the realization that humanity is the most unique and awesome thing ever, and the spirituality we create is even more awesome.It is ego. Everyone always finds a meaning that suprisingly puts them or humanity in a special important place in the universe. it is all very convenient. Somehow an ego driven fearful creature finds a belief to take the edge of their fear, mask their insignificance, while giving them the juice to jack up their ego, and they get to do it all with a false humility and a borrowed sagism. it is all very suspicious.