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I'm nothin but a sexi mexi

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Juggalo from Columbia Maryland, Nuttin but clown love and anyone who don't like it can fuck off.I have a good heart and put up with alot of shit. But by the Lord and Lady even they have a shit list and i am only there child so in short my patience has limits. If you are my friend be my friend. If you are a gonna waste my time and you are already in my life let me know and i will cut you out of my life. If i don't know you and you aren't going to talk to me or anything then leave me alone. I am overhauling my associations. If you are on myspaces dick and you validate your life by the amount of people you have on your friends list then don't waste my time. Everyone else out there " HOW YOU DOIN?"

Wiccan Rede

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Bide these Wiccan laws ye must
with perfect love and perfect trust.
Live and let live
fairly take and fairly give.
Cast the circle thrice about
to keep all evil spirits out;
to bind a spell every time
let the spell be spoke in rhyme.
Soft of eye and light of touch,
speak ye little, listen much.
Deosil go by waxing moon
sing and dance ye Wiccan Rune.
Widdershins go by waning moon
chanting out the baleful tune.
When the Lady's moon is new,
kiss ye hands to her times two.
When the moon rides at her peak
then your heart's desire seek.
Heed the Northwind's mighty gale,
lock the door, and trim the sail.
When the wind comes from the South,
love will kiss you in the mouth.
When the wind blows from the West,
departed souls will have no rest.
When the wind blows from the East,
expect the new, and set the feast.
Nine wood 'neath in cauldron go.
Burn them fast, and burn them slow.
Elderwood, the Lady's tree,
burn it not, or cursed you'll be.
When the Wheel begins to turn,
soon the Beltane fires will burn.
When the Wheel has turned to Yule,
light the log, the Horned One rules.
Teaching, flower bush and tree
by the Lady, blessed be.
Where the rippling waters go,
cast the stone, and truth you'll know.
When ye have and hold a need,
harken not to others' greed.
With a fool, no season spend,
or be counted as his friend.
Merry meet and merry part
bright the cheeks and warm the heart.
Mind the Threefold Law ye should
three times bad and three times good.
When misfortune is anow,
wear the star upon thy brow.
True in love ye must ever be,
lest thy love be false to thee.
These eight words in rede fulfill:
And ye harm none, do what thou will.

The Charge of the Goddess
by Starhawk

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Listen to the words of the Great Mother,
who of old was called Artemis, Astarte, Dione, Melusine,
Aphrodite, Cerridwen, Diana, Arianrhod, Brigid,
and many other names:
Whenever you have need of anything,
once a month, and better it be when the moon is full,
you shall assemble in some secret place
and adore the spirit of Me who is Queen of all the Wise
You shall be free from slavery,
and as a sign that you be free
you shall be naked in your rites.
Sing, feast, dance, make music and love,
all in My presence, for Mine is the ectasy of the spirit
and Mine also is joy on earth.
For my law is love unto all beings.
Mine is the secret that opens the door of youth,
and Mine is the cup of the wine of life
that is the Cauldron of Cerridwen
that is the holy grail of immortality.
I give the knowledge of the spirit eternal and beyond death
I give peace and freedom and reunion with those that have gone before.
Nor do I demand aught of sacrifice, for behold,
I am the mother of al things
and My love is poured out upon the earth.
"Hear also the words of the Star Goddess,
the dust of Whose feet are the hosts of heaven,
Whose body encircles the universe:"
I Who am the beauty of the green earth
and the white moon among the stars
and the mysteries of the waters
I call upon your soul to raise and come unto Me.
For I am the soul of nature that gives life to the universe.
From Me all things proceed and unto Me they must return.
Let My worship be in the heart that rejoices, for behold
- all acts of love and pleasure are My rituals.
Let there be beauty and strength,
power and compassion, honor and humility
mirth and reverence within you.
And you who seek to know Me,
know that your seeking and yearning will avail you not,
unless you know the Mystery:
for if that you seek, you find not within yourself,
you will never find it without.
For behold, I have been with you from the beginning,
and I am that which is attained at the end of desire.

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The Charge of the God

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Listen to the words of the God, who is son,
brother, lover and consort of the Lady.
I am the fleet deer in the forest,
I am the beach which receives the waves.
I am the sun which warms the earth.
I am the Lord of the Spiral Dance of Life,
Death and Rebirth, the gentle Reaper,
the Winter Stag and the Spring Fawn.
All things are of Me for I am of the
Goddess, opposite, yet not opposing.
I bring forth from the womb that is a tomb,
for I am the seed which fertilizes.
I am abundant life, for I am
the grain that grows and I am death,
the harvest in the fall.
And I am rebirth after darkness,
for I am the seed that springs forth anew.
I am fertility, the spreader of life, and
I am the Lord of Death which adds value to life.
I am the Guardian of the gate between life and death.
I am the King of the underworld,
where no living being may venture,
but I am also the King of rebirth, turning the tomb into a womb.
I bring love and strength, peace and passion,
hope and joy, for I am the gentle lover in the night.
All that comes from the Great Mother, the
Divine Star Goddess, who is Mother of us all.


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The Charge of the Dark Goddess

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The Dark Goddess speaks to us,
through the mouths of Lilith, Kali, Tiamet, Hecate,
Nix, the Black Madonna, Nemesis and Morgaine.
I am the Darkness behind and beneath the shadows.
I am the absence of air that awaits at the bottom of every breath.
I am the Ending before Life begins again,
the Decay that fertilizes the Living.
I am the Bottomless Pit,
the never-ending struggle to reclaim that which is denied.
I am the Key that unlocks every Door.
I am the Glory of Discovery,
for I am that which is hidden, secluded and forbidden.
Come to me at the Dark Moon and see that which can not be seen,
face the terror that is yours alone.
Swim to me through the blackest oceans
to the center of your greatest fears--
the Dark God and I will keep you safe.
Scream to us in terror, and yours will be the Power to Forbear.
Think of me when you feel pleasure, and I will intensify it,
until the time when I may have the greatest pleasure
of meeting you at the Crossroads Between the Worlds.
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Sabbat: Samhain

..tr It is also known as Ancestor's Night, Feast of the Dead, Shadowfest, Halloween, and All Hallow's Eve. It is celebrated on October 31st. or the first Moon in Scorpio. This is considered the Witches' New Year. The yearwheel has had one full turn. During this night rituals to honor our ancestors are celebrated. It is said that the veil between the worlds is thinner or weaker. Therefore, it is an excellent time for divination. It is a time to shed away all ideas and influences. It is a time of reflection, of looking back over the last year. Black candles are lit to ward off negativity. Orange candles are lit to bring changes. The colors of the season are black and orange.
Traditional herbs: acorns, asters, benzoin, ferns, honeysuckle, marigold, milkweed, mums, myrrh, oak leaves, passionflower, pine, rose, sage, Solomon's seal, and thistles.
Traditional incense: benzoin, myrrh, and sage.
Sacred gemstones: carnelian, lapiz lazuli, sapphire, and yellow agate.
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Sabbat: Yule

..tr This sabbat is also known as Winter Solstice, Winter Rite, Midwinter, and Alban Arthan. Yule is celebrated around December 21st. or the first day of winter. The night prevails over the Earth making it the longest night of the year. In some traditions, it is the time the Holly King overcomes the Oak King. For most pagans this is the time when the Goddess gives to her son, the Sun God. The Winter Solstice has been viewed as a time of divine births. Yule is celebrated by lighting fires or candles, and the use of the Yule log.
It is typical to decorate the Yule tree, make wreaths of holly, and exchange gifts. A portion of the Yule log is saved and kept to protect the house and then to be lighting next year's log. Burn bayberry candles to ensure wealth and happiness throughout the year. These are lit at the beginning of the ceremony. Decorate your altar with mistletoes, holly, colored lights, a candle in the shape of Kriss Kringle (Santa Claus), homemade wreath, and presents wrapped in colorful holiday paper. The traditional food of this season is roasted turkey, nuts, fruitcakes, caraway rolls, eggnog, and mulled wine.
Traditional herbs: bay, bayberry, blessed thistle, cedar, chamolile, evergreen, frankincense, holly, juniper, mistletoe, moss, oak, pinecones, rosemary, and sage.
Traditional incense: bayberry, cedar, pine, and rosemary.
Sacred gemstones: cat's eye and ruby.
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adopt your own virtual pet!Layout made by wikid xx letteThey that can give up essential liberty to obtain a little temporary safety deserve neither. Ben FranklinIf Clinton deserved impeachment, Bush deserves imprisonmentDissent is not a crime. Yet.If war is the answer we're asking the wrong questionDissent is the highest form of patriotism -Thomas JeffersonSmile, the government is watchingBush wants your kids to go to Iraq... So why aren't his kids there?Those who vote decide nothing. Those who count the votes decide everything. -Joseph StalinOnce we had Clinton, Johnny Cash and Bob Hope. Now we have Bush, no cash and no hopeLiberty and justice for all (Not available in all areas)Religion, get out of politics or be taxedDon't vote. It only encourages them. We we ignore them maybe they'll go away.Democracy is a device that ensures we are governed no better than we deserve. Which, apparently, is not very well.- George Bernard ShawPoliticians always tell the truth, when they call each other liars. That's how you can tell they're lying: when their lips are moving.If you're not outraged you're not paying attentionSupport the troops, bring them homeEvery citizen is responsible for every act of his government -Gandhi.I think therefore I'm an independentA nation of sheep will beget a government of wolvesDissent is not disloyaltyIf you let TV ads tell you how to vote, you deserve what you getTerrorists can't destroy America, only Americans can do thatRepublicans / Democrats Same stink, different pilesIndependent doesn't mean moderateThe people's right to know is inversely proportional to their ability to be fooled.Anyone who seeks the presidency should be barred from it.A patriot must always be ready to defend his country against his government.-Edward AbbeyPoliticians, like diapers, shoud be changed often. And for the same reasonSupport our troops. Question their leadersElephants and Asses screwing the massesImpeach the Presdent, House and SenateDemocrats are worse than Republicans and vice versaThe trouble with political jokes is how often they get electedIn politics, stupidity is not a handicap. -NapoleonIt's 98% of politicians give the rest a bad nameWhat good fortune it is for governments that people do not think. -Adolf HitlerI tremble for my country when I reflect that God is just. -Thomas JeffersonWe cannot defend freedom abroad by deserting it at home -Edward R. MurrowPeople who like sausage or respect the law shouldn't watch how either is madeAnnoy a politician, think for yourselfAll governments are corruptUnited we stand not blindly we followStop repeat offenders, don't re-elect themThe "war" on terror is a scam and you're the suckerIt is dangerous to be right when the government is wrong.- Voltaire

My Interests

Dark Carnival, Faygo, Wicca, Music, Traveling, Meeting people, hanging out, concerts, writing poems, fire and rescue, EMS, Anatomy and physiology

I'd like to meet:

Preferably someone that's down, if they like me and i like them then it's all good. I'll know when i meet them. Talk to me and see what ya think. Los and Lettes represent all ya'll my family, all you jugga hoes can suck on my balls. Would like to find that special someone but all i get are friends. At the rate i'm going i'll have Noah's fucking Ark in my phone book.

Music:

Manson, Disturbed, Incubus, Antiflag, The Offspring, ICP, Darklotus, Twiztid, ABK, Blaze, Korn, System of A Down, Rage Against The Machine, AFI, All American Rejects, Box Car Racer, Hoobastank, Stained, Kitty, Cradle of Filth, The Exies, Taproot

Movies:

i'll admit it , i'm a star wars kid. That aside i love fucked up movies that mess with your emotions and your mind like a clock work orange, KIDS, and Requiem for a Dream...

Television:

Aqua Teen Hunger Force, Celebrity Death Match, Babylon 5, Star Trek, Gundam Wing, Inuyasha, The Grim Adventures of Billy and Mandy.

Books:

if i like it i read itFirefighter 1 book

Heroes:


TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Jinx
Birthplace: Baltimore, MD (St. Agnes Hospital)
Current Location: Columbia, MD
Eye Color: Brown
Hair Color: black and dark brown
Height: 5'7
Right Handed or Left Handed: Right
Your Heritage: Human
The Shoes You Wore Today: Black and Grey sketchers
Your Weakness: pick one
Your Fears: not being able to help and protect those i love and care about most
Your Perfect Pizza: pepperoni, italian sausage. mushrooms, and extra cheese
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: this year is almost over so nothin
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: Hi o
Thoughts First Waking Up: too cold
Your Best Physical Feature: when get a good one i'll let ya know
Your Bedtime: whenever i go to sleep
Your Most Missed Memory: i don't miss any
Pepsi or Coke: Faygo
MacDonalds or Burger King: Checkers or Rally's
Single or Group Dates: Single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Nestea
Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee: Chai
Do you Smoke: nope
Do you Swear: yup
Do you Sing: not well
Do you Shower Daily: pretty much
Have you Been in Love: yup
Do you want to go to College: yup
Do you want to get Married: definately
Do you belive in yourself: to an extent
Do you get Motion Sickness: nope
Do you think you are Attractive: not particularly
Are you a Health Freak: nope
Do you get along with your Parents: hell yeah
Do you like Thunderstorms: you don't know the half of it
Do you play an Instrument: trying to learn
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: a sip and it tasted like death
In the past month have you Smoked: does second hand count?
In the past month have you been on Drugs: no
In the past month have you gone on a Date: not really
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: sadly yes ( i work there)
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: nope
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: nope last month was yummy though
In the past month have you been on Stage: nope
In the past month have you been Dumped: nope
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: nope
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: nope
Ever been Drunk: nope
Ever been called a Tease: yes
Ever been Beaten up: no
Ever Shoplifted: no
How do you want to Die: in my sleeep
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: Special operations fire fighter/ paramedic
What country would you most like to Visit: Canada
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: Greeen, grey, brown, and black
Favourite Hair Color: Red
Short or Long Hair: either
Height: doesn't matter
Weight: doesn't matter
Best Clothing Style: non- prep
Number of Drugs I have taken: n/a
Number of CDs I own: not enough
Number of Piercings: none
Number of Tattoos: none
Number of things in my Past I Regret: none
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!
Your Five Variable Love Profile
Propensity for Monogamy:
Your propensity for monogamy is high.
You find it easy to be devoted and loyal to one person.
And in return, you expect the same from who you love.
Any sign of straying, and you'll end things.
Experience Level:
Your experience level is high.
You've loved, lost, and loved again.
You have had a wide range of love experiences.
And when the real thing comes along, you know it!
Dominance:
Your dominance is low.
This doesn't mean you're a doormat, just balanced.
You know a relationship is not about getting your way.
And you love to give your sweetie a lot of freedom.
Cynicism:
Your cynicism is medium.
You'd like to believe in true and everlasting love...
But you've definitely been burned enough to know better.
You're still an optimist, but you also are a realist.
Independence:
Your independence is low.
This doesn't mean you're dependent in relationships..
It does mean that you don't have any problem sharing your life.
In your opinion, the best part of being in love is being together. The Five Variable Love Test

My Blog

Another profound question for the masses

Why do people insist on doing fucked up shit and then have the audactiy to get pissed off at someone for calling them out on it?
Posted by I'm nothin but a sexi mexi on Wed, 21 May 2008 09:42:00 PST

For those of you that dont know

I may not be the smartest, prettiest, coolest, or nicest person out there. I may not be patient, nor tolerant of what i consider to be bullshit. I may be direct and to the point and be blunt to the po...
Posted by I'm nothin but a sexi mexi on Wed, 21 May 2008 09:33:00 PST

Puttin in the work

Ok so everyone has things that have to work on. I whether you choose to believe it or not am human and have some things i need to work on. Well I'm in the process of working on my heart. Pretty much i...
Posted by I'm nothin but a sexi mexi on Thu, 14 Feb 2008 07:37:00 PST

To those of you that matter most, those of you who became my family

To those of you whom i have been down with for many moons, and ya'll know who you are, to those of you that have never done anything ridiculously fucked up to me, for those of you that have sacrificed...
Posted by I'm nothin but a sexi mexi on Wed, 24 Oct 2007 12:03:00 PST

I am what i am

I aint mad at anybody. Love people though i don't often understand them. I'm not on the same channel everyone else is on and i know that. People do me wrong but i hold it against no one. I get togethe...
Posted by I'm nothin but a sexi mexi on Wed, 01 Aug 2007 03:55:00 PST

Traitor

Alright ya'll one of the things i can't stand are punk ass spineless people that sell out people that should mean the most to them. People that pick friends over family. Not sayin that family has to ...
Posted by I'm nothin but a sexi mexi on Thu, 05 Apr 2007 11:04:00 PST

Screw Gaia Online

5. Gaiaonline 61 up, 156 down An anime online community.People who join...1. have no social life outside of the computer.2. are desperate for a bf or gf3. want to "cyber" because they have no h...
Posted by I'm nothin but a sexi mexi on Thu, 05 Apr 2007 09:13:00 PST

Firefighter1 turn out gear

I got my gear finally and we were doin speed drills pretty much all of class which was fun. Turn out gear has to be put on complely within 1 minute. My best time was around a minute so with practice ...
Posted by I'm nothin but a sexi mexi on Thu, 22 Feb 2007 11:54:00 PST

Thankful for the family that adopted me in

         Some people have so much and yet are never satisfied they are  always wanting and taking without regard for others. They get so caught up in their...
Posted by I'm nothin but a sexi mexi on Tue, 02 Jan 2007 09:29:00 PST

kid shit

Now it has come to my attention that there are those out there who don't like me that much. Shocker I know and why it is that people do more fucked up shit then i do and still have issues with me i ha...
Posted by I'm nothin but a sexi mexi on Wed, 06 Dec 2006 02:01:00 PST