First and Foremost.. I am Horse Obsessed...
and I always have been - I just had to let my dream go for a little while till I was ready and able to make it happen.....
Horses are a huge part of my life now... I have finally found my "place in this world" There is NOTHING I'D rather be doing then riding.... and my long time dream of owning my own horse has finally come true!! And at the perfect time too....
My new love's name is Ben, (also know as Copper Benison) and at first sight I loved him unconditionally with my whole heart.....you may think I am crazy but it's just the way it is - It's the way it will be for it will be Ben that will mend the broken pieces of my life and try to help me make sense of all this craziness - He is perfect for me.. he fits me to a tee... he's a thoroughbred, copper in color with a black mane and tail , he's 16.3 no make that 17.1hands!!!! (we just remeasured him!!!!!) :-0 which means he literally Towers me... haha..but I love it - he gives me sweet kisses and takes a bow on demand (for a treat that is) and I have fallen totally in love with him - his personality is just like me- he has a bit of a temper at times and yet the sweetest side - he demands respect yet gives it at the same time - we both like to be in charge but he will bend if asked and will respond to soft touches and sweet whispers... and lots of love....
He is a challenge for me as I have never ridden anything near as amazing as him and I need to respect him a bit more! I have never liked anything easy anyways... so my theory is...If it's easy, what's the point??? I always have loved a challenge and the harder way better...in anything and everything that I do.......
You Have a Choleric Temperament
You are a person of great enthusiasm - easily excited by many things.
Unsatisfied by the ordinary, you are reaching for an epic, extraordinary life.
You want the best. The best life. The best love. The best reputation.
You posses a sharp and keen intellect. Your mind is your primary weapon.
Strong willed, nothing can keep you down. Your energy can break down any wall.
You're an instantly passionate person - and this passion gives you an intoxicating power over others.
At your worst, you are a narcissist. Full of yourself and even proud of your faults.
Stubborn and opinionated, you know what you think is right. End of discussion.
A bit of a misanthrope, you often see others as weak, ignorant, and inferior.
What Temperment Are You? ..
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I am married to the Love of My Life - how many people can say that??? It has taken me many years and many mistakes to realize that there is just no other guy out there worth my time - noone else can put up with me or deal with me and just plain Love me (whichever me I am that day!!!) Not only is he so amazingly hot and sexy and great in ALL areas..yeah...:-P, but he is funny and smart and pretty much gives me whatever I want and lets me do whatever I want... who could ask for more?!?!?!?
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My Amazing and To Die for Hubby, Dave!!!
Stars: JOSH HOLLOWAY......Need I say more?!?!??! and for those of you who just don't get it.. here you go.....
I never actually go crazy over a star... any star.... sure I check them out and comment.. but none have that effect on me..... so..Imagine my shock and horror, when I found myself all aflutter over Lost's resident bad-boy Josh Holloway (Sawyer). Holloway is everything I have always shunned in a celebrity pin-up. For one thing, he looks like a pin-up. To quote Zoolander, he is ridiculously good looking. Everything about him is manufactured for me to lust after, from his wind-swept hair to his tan, bare feet.
I can't help but have to state that hands down Holloway is the hottest man on earth.... period. And I am posting this as a tribute to those who have the audacity to disagree!!!! You don't have to agree..... wih me completely, just don't try to change my mind!! :-)
I've decided to make a list of all my favorite parts of Josh Holloway that make me weak, so that all of you non-believers can get a better understanding of my ..ummm Fascination with him!!!!! :-o
* The hair. Even in his modeling days, Holloway had at least relatively long hair. As Sawyer, it's about chin-length in the front, a little longer in the back. It's messy, but never looks grimy, even though as a castaway he probably doesn't have access to shampoo. It is hair designed for sex, perfect for running your fingers through. :-o ... lol
* The eyes. On the show, it appears that Holloway's eyes are some shade of blue-ish gray. He has those long eyelashes that old ladies say are a waste on boys, but actually make him startlingly beautiful. He's a pro at the intense stare, whether it's to intimidate or seduce. He can pull off at least half a dozen different cocky eyebrow movements.
* The nose. Oh, yes. Even his nose is perfectly situated on his face. Not that I care, because it's stupid to be attracted to some guy because of his nose.
* The mouth. Mmm. Perfectly shaped and just made for kissing. The makers of Lost know a good thing when they see it, so Holloway's character has already had several make-out scenes, both on the island and via flashback. His kisses look nothing short of amazing.. I am betting that he is an amazing kisser..... :-p
* The stubble. Even trapped on a deserted tropical island, Holloway's character has managed to maintain just the right amount of stubble to highlight the hard line of his jaw. (This stubble also frames his mouth in a delicious way.) Most of the men on the island have a little bit of growth going on, but Holloway's is essential to his character – it makes him a little dirty, a little dangerous, and has women everywhere wondering what it would feel like against their bare skin. :-o.... :-)
* The, um, bit below the waist. I mention this for one reason and one reason only – on the island, Sawyer lives in a pair of jeans, worn just-so around the zipper. There is a fray, a scuff, that I swear is designed just so that I will stare at it and think about sex. No. I swear. It's true. Also, while we're on the subject, there have been at least two scenes that I can think of where we've been treated to the sight of Holloway without a shirt on – from the back. =) and then there's that hint of the "v" that everytime I see I can't help but want to see more..... :-o lol...
* The legs. I have no actual sense of how tall Holloway is, but it would appear that his legs are a mile long. It may just be the jeans. How can a man have hot legs underneath so much denim? I have no idea, but just the suggestion of the muscle in his thighs makes me swoon.
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FRIENDWISE- someone who can keep me laughing and smiling that just wants someone cool to chill with - .....laughter goes a very long way - and if u can keep me smiling and laughing the whole time - u r awesome in my book..I usually get along better with guys..although sometimes I think I am insane because guys are way more dramatic & worse then girls....
Stars:EVANGELINE LILLY "Kate" from Lost....
Music:
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dance & I also play the piano and I would love to learn the drums...Music has always been and always will be a huge part of my life - lol...should try out for American Idol - just to say I did..lol....
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Pretty much anything - some of my favs (especially to work out to) are Puddle of Mudd, Fall out boys, Seether, Pillar,Guns n Roses - especially the old rock like Metallica, Ozzy, Def Lepard
Bon Jovi, Firehouse etc....but my true love is .....country music..shhhhhhhhh...lol
Love to karoake - can actually sing! but mostly to country yes i said country
Movies:
I LOVE MOVIES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Most any movies...I think i have seen half of the B Movies in the local blockbuster......and if u don't know what a B movie is....well, ur screwed...:-)
I love to be scared and I love scary movies!
I love Lord of the Rings....although i love the 2nd one the best and have seen them about 20 times each...everytime u watch them...u see more cool little things..i am addicted..lol..Longest movie I like is The Stand...
Television:
I LOVE LAW & ORDER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! All of them!!! I could watch them ALL day and night if i had the time to!
And "Lost"......that show is great..and don't knock it cause u don't understand it - u have to be smart to follow it - all it takes is a little common sense and a good memory!
House is another favorite of mine - Love that guy - he is someone I would love to meet! and of course I am still an American Idol fan!!!! lol...
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Heroes:
Soldiers.... Fighting for our freedom and our country and our right to protest against wars we may not believe in.. ironic, don't you think?
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