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Sailin

your task is not to find love but to find all the barriers within yourself that you have built again

About Me

Evolving at a quantum pace. Overcoming .666 genetic self destruct ratio. Dismantling obsolete social armor to expose precious human tenderness. Rewriting divine comedy without sarcasm or bitterness. Going deeper forward and higher inward. Spiraling out of chromosome 23 orbit into mutagenic 46+2 cosmonautics using exponential Fibbonacci growth cycle propulsion modulated with chemical resonance feedback encryption. Realigning matter anti matter corkscrews to calibrate immortal magnetic gyroscopics. Elemental Magic. Subconscious reality creation, The alchemy of ecstacy and agony. Dissecting the microcosm to understand the holographic macrocosm. Penetrating desire with a virgin sense of wonder. Getting up, getting in, and getting off. Dancing the Forward Upward Spiral towards Divinity.

My Interests

Genetic cryptography, hip hop, goddess worship, hallucinatory phenomena, rock climbing, holography, cabala, martial arts, quantum physics, occult sciences, trade embargos, sacred geometry, tarot, biotechnology, shamanism, conspiracy theories, linguistics, astrology, human anatomy, ritual magick, traecheotomys, zero point energy, electronic music, spiritual weaponry, hieroglyphics, samsara, love triangles, dragons, birth control.

I'd like to meet:

Alex Grey, Godel, Eminem, James Narby, Maynard James Keenan, Lee Harvey Oswald, Marilyn Monroe, Gregg Braden, Nostradamus, Shakira, Jesus Christ, Tupac, Aleister Crowley, Dick Cheney, Mumia, Sparticus, Jimmy H. Woo, Machiavelli, Leo Da Vinci, Tori Amos, Hunter S. Thompson, Barbara Kingsolver, Michael Talbot, Che Guevarra, Francis Crick, Paul Simon, Fidel Castro, Aesop Rock, Henry Rollins, Bruce Lee,

Music:

A Perfect Circle, Tori Amos, 50 Cent, Radiohead, Johnny Cash, TV on the Radio, Tool, Immortal Technique, Aesop Rock, El-P, Pink Floyd, David Bowie, Eminem, Madonna, Modest Mouse, Paul Simon, Bjork, Sting, Cannibal Ox, Jimmy Hendrix, B.B. King, Jay-Z, Boards of Canada, Bob Marley

Movies:

Crash, Requiem for a Dream, American Beauty, Big Lebowski, Chasing Amy, The Crow, Memento, Dream with the Fishes

Television:

Idiot Box..

Books:

Awakening to Zero Point, The Cosmic Serpent: DNA and Origins of Knowledge, Skinny Legs and All, History of a Species in 23 Chapters, Poisonwood Bible, Holographic Universe, Still Life with Woodpecker, Alchemist Encyclopedia, Myths and Symbols, The Red Tent, Embracing Desire, Enders Game,

Heroes:

Grandpa, Hunter S. Thompson, Willie Condon, Eminem, Oscar Wilde, Geronimo, Gelileo, Joan of Arc, Randy White

My Blog

admit it

you all love each other, and life wouldnt be worth livingwithout someone to sing to you.just admit it, if only to yourselfand have a nice day.
Posted by Sailin on Fri, 08 Jun 2007 12:45:00 PST

DisMayad

Without gratitude every gift becomes a burden, every ladder becomes a cross. Take what you are offered without any ambivalence or expectation. I want to merge back into the primal tune I woke up out o...
Posted by Sailin on Sat, 24 Feb 2007 04:12:00 PST

Breathe to Heal

Ive always kept myself in 'shape' to respond effectively to the fight or flight instinct, and the constant muscle tension has warped my skeleton, calcified injuries and pinched nerves. The process of ...
Posted by Sailin on Thu, 07 Dec 2006 08:31:00 PST

And on the 7th day, God wept for Joy.

I dissolved into the ether, imploded back through the Core into the void inside my ego, the space between Me and mySelf(less(ness)). Beneath the layers of fear of death, fear of Abandonment, lies a s...
Posted by Sailin on Fri, 01 Dec 2006 04:17:00 PST

the Inner Gap

There you are again...it was hard to reach you through all that bliss. We thought maybe we had lost you, the pulse was weak and the breathing so rapid. Good to see you again young hapless warrior, sti...
Posted by Sailin on Sat, 18 Nov 2006 05:50:00 PST

Leviathan Snores

So you've taken the plunge, traded passion for peace. Abandoned your madness, blown out the flame of your manic joy, destroyed tragic pain and battered sadness in a last ditch effort to try and achiev...
Posted by Sailin on Mon, 06 Nov 2006 10:41:00 PST

Howl

Our inner beasts circle, slowly closing in for the delicious moment of truth. These glossy fangs reveal your most hidden desires, claws penetrating your velvet facade and spilling the real nature of y...
Posted by Sailin on Fri, 03 Nov 2006 06:19:00 PST

The rise and fall of Nebuchadnezzar

Tyranny constricts growth in any system. Never underestimate the persuasive power of love. You can only be an asshole until you don't have the money to be an asshole anymore. Then you will have to lea...
Posted by Sailin on Mon, 30 Oct 2006 09:43:00 PST

City of Thorns

Portland makes me lonely. A city run by cigarettes and coffee. Sunny days seem shorter and spirits fold inward, delicate origami wings flap wet and desperate, crushed between the cracks of a nicotine ...
Posted by Sailin on Wed, 11 Oct 2006 01:08:00 PST

Flight 777

stop wasting your energy on defenses, open yourself fully to pleasure and pain. get off your anorexic spiritual diets and start feasting on the full sprectrum of emotion. this world is a buffet, fill ...
Posted by Sailin on Fri, 29 Sep 2006 11:36:00 PST