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♠Bettie Blowtorch♠

Whistle Bait 138

About Me

I can't be bothered by what you think. I bare my cross, my soul, myself. I forgive, but I never forget. I've been put upon this earth in female form. I can handle myself with the best of you, as well as the worst, and I often have. I have the right to remain silent, but I choose to speak, sing, scream. I am lips, hips, tits. I am the power of a woman. Strong like music, true like friendship. Without my friends, there would be no music, only spoken word. I am able to change, so I live without regret, without remorse, only a remix. I am drunk, I am sober. Heaven doesn't want me and Hell's afraid i'll take over. Don't bother trying to censor me, or shut me up, because it won't work. I am cold and distant, yet warm and close, to those who deserve to see that side of me, That part of me, the heart of me. You find me so hard to understand in your world. The world you perceive to be so normal. I am deformed, scorned , reborn. I am me, and I know exactly who I am, what I am, and the wrath I bring. The ugly beauty, The lying truth, The virgin whore, The quiet storm. A lover, a fighter, a saint, a sinner, a sister, a daughter, a mother. Old school. A beginner. I have decorated myself with love, hate, truth, you. All of you, both of you, none of you, more than one of you. With lips like sugar, eyes like meat. I've watched men come, and go, and cheat. I sleep to dream and dream of sleep. I've been crucified, justified, and mortified by my own behavior. Both feminine, and masculine. I am a contradiction, a juxtaposition. My relief is my release, and only time will tell If all's well that ends well. I am unsweetened, unclean. Been called drama queen, ex-girlfriend, ex-member, the tantrum, the temper. I point my finger, take the blame. This time I will own the name. Because no one is going to ruin me. If I have to, I will ruin myself. And it will be my ruin.

My Interests


My AMAZING daughter!, my family, music, fangoria, anti-pop, makeup, books and actually having the time to READ them, art (in MANY different mediums), liquid eyeliner, vintage cars, hearses, beer, black and white photography, museums, art exhibits, poetry, lyrics, classic and modern-day authors, ass-hugging jeans, titty tops, ansel adams, jameson (the devil, in liquid form), black tea, long black eyelashes, laughter, corsetry and lingerie in general, latex, hardcore, bunny yeager, carl jung, politics, bettie page, dita von teese, sake, elvira, marilyn monroe, cooking, martinis, merlot, movies, coop, jimmyo, naimo, elvis, npr, olivia, voodoo dollhouse, caffeine, halloween, horror, troma, poker, philosophy of mind, vodka, piercings and body modifcation in general, pin-up art, spankings, film makers, aspiring film makers, professional photographers, kurt vonnegut jr., tattoos, thunderstorms, tim burton, vargas, poetry, vintage, leopard print, fetish wear, film noir, big, strong men with an addiction to tattoo acquisition, edgar allen poe, stiletto heels, vivienne westwood, jack daniels, eBay, thai food, polka dots, vegas, burlesque, slingbacks, pencil skirts, fishnets, BIG backcombed hair and BIG eyelashes...

I'd like to meet:

This profile is a work in progress, as am I. I'm looking for potential friends, and friends I haven't talked to in ages. I'll make this easy. I'll just tell you what I'm NOT looking for, SO PAY ATTENTION:I'm looking for friends that are REAL motherfuckers. If you have issues, fuck off! Don't waste my time with your bullshit. I do NOT want to meet cold, uncaring, unfeeling, selfish pricks and bitches, Men just looking to get laid, Thugs, People looking to add me to their "chick/friend" collection, Men old enough to be my daddy, or young enough to be my little brother, Men who can't keep up their end of a commitment (serious or otherwise), Drama queens/kings and people with chips on their shoulders, Those that are only comfortable in a "herd-like" environment, Yo-boys, Yo-girls, Emo fags, Men who wear eyeliner or more makeup than I do, People that attempt to change their personal "style" (and I use that term VERY loosely) more often than they change their drawers, Momma's boys, Sociopaths, Foot-fetishists, Fat-fetishists, Those who think it's cool to "pop their collars", Young muscle-bound studs who think they're the shit, Deadbeat daddio's or mommas, MILF hunters, Junkies, Doms/Domme's, Boys who wear girl pants, People without goals and aspirations, Extreme right-wingers, Liars, Cheaters, Men who don't know when to keep it in their pants. I only want to meet people of originality and substance, not empty shells or carbon copies of originals. I will NOT accept EVERY add request I get, please try emailing me before you request my "friendship", unless I personally know you. I will not befriend you just to up your numbers. ALSO: I am a thick, voluptuous, curvy woman with fabulous taste. I also have brains, a sick sense of humor, and the intellect to back it all up.

Music:

Punk, Rockabilly, Psychobilly, Some Electronica (mostly hardcore), SOME country, Old school 80's shit, Some metal/death metal, And some Industrial: THE MISFITS (Danzig, NOT Michael Graves), Samhain, Naked Raygun, The Man In Black, THE CRAMPS!, The Chop Tops, The Divinyls, Slow Suicide Stimulus, The Damned, Depeche Mode, Los Gatos Locos, Dead Kennedys, The Unseen, She Wants Revenge, The Mutilators, GWAR, Demented Are Go, Mad Sin, Alec Empire, Dimmu Borgir, The Vandals, Stellar Corpses, Dresden Dolls, The Polecats, Motorhead, Guana Batz, The Slanderin', Thee Merry Widows, Saddle Tramps, Nashville Pussy, Sasquatch and the Sick-a-billies, The Ramones, Lords of Acid, Agnostic Front, Jack off Jill, Nick Cave, NOFX, Henry Rollins, The Strokes, Bad Brains, The Haunted, Levi Dexter, The Quakes, Hellbillys, Frenzy, Los Gatos Locos, Batmobile, 3 Bad Jacks, Stigma 13, Cenobites, Satan's Teardrops, Lordi, Rise Against, Strung Out, Dick Dale, Exploited, Lamb Of God, Face To Face, Fugazi, The Massacres, Dropkick Murphys, Coffin Nails, Cannibal Corpse, The Meteors, Lacuna Coil, The Deadutantes, Flametrick Subs, MC5, Guana Batz, Jeff Buckley, Godless Wicked Creeps, Opeth, Bullet For My Valentine, Formaldebrides, Social Distortion, Road Kings, Os Catalepticos, Hillbilly Hellcats, Wanda Jackson, Carl Perkins, Blondie, Sublime, The Cure, The Devilheads, Hank Williams, Jr and III, Roy Orbison, Meteors, The Spectres, Nekromantix, The Phantom Rockers, Black Flag, The Koffin Kats, Atari Teenage Riot, Nurvus Rex, Buck Owens, Spahn Ranch, Ministry, The Transplants, Murder City Devils..... And the list goes on and on and on.

Movies:

A movie horror, B movie horror, Japanese horror, Troma, Fulci, Romero, etc. ZOMBIES, ZOMBIES and MORE ZOMBIES! My tastes aren't THAT limited, but as you can tell, I love the blood and gore. I REALLY love Fearnet on my HDTV, and the Independent Film Channel. Maybe someday i'll actually fill this whole section out.

Television:

I watch alot of A&E (The First 48, Cold Case Files, City Confidential, Intervention, American Justice, etc.), The Food Network (Iron Chef America, Good Eats, Everyday Italian), Bravo TV (Project Runway, Top Chef, etc.), The History Channel, and Discovery Health. I also watch reruns of Six Feet Under (best show EVER!) and Dead Like Me, when I actually have the time to stare at the idiot box.

Books:

I love old Classic Lit. I have been reading alot of Child Development books lately. Politics and war, in general are usually a good read: Lord Of The Rings, Mr. Nice, Black Dahlia, Clandestine, White Jazz (anything by James Ellroy), The Gunslinger Series, The History of American Funeral Directing, the Mayfair Witches, How to Make Friends and Kill Them, Killplay, Hot Zone, Virus Hunters, Demon in the Freezer, Biohazard - the History of USSR's Coldwar Biological Weapons Program, Night, Duck for President, Everyone Poops. Just to name a few. As far as authors, I have pretty eclectic tastes, these are just a few: Hunter S. Thompson, Stephen King, Charles Bukowski, Mikhail Armalinsky, Hermann Hesse, Albert Camus, Franz Kafka, Jack Kerouac, William S. Burroughs, JD Salinger, Allen Ginsburg, Aldous Huxley, Jean-Paul Sartre, Friedrich Nietzsche, Anthony Burgess, Fyodor Doystoevsky, Abby Hoffman, Ayn Rand, Chuck Palahniuk, Ken Kesey, Vladimir Mayakovsky, and Leo Tolstoy.

Heroes:

I am my own fucking hero.

My Blog

Hipster Infestation Alert, Care and Non-Feeding.

Hipster Infestation Alert, Care and Non-Feeding. You've seen the warning signs, you can tell somethings not quite right so nows the time to do something about it. A step-by-step guide on how to rid yo...
Posted by ♠Bettie Blowtorch♠ on Sun, 13 Jan 2008 11:03:00 PST

"Im SO rockabilly, I shit cans of PBR..."

This reminds me of a few people, and as much as I WANT to name names, I won't be that much of an asshole. =) i'm so rockabilly i spraypainted my tires white, to create a white-wall.i'm so rockabilly m...
Posted by ♠Bettie Blowtorch♠ on Thu, 20 Dec 2007 04:27:00 PST

What if 20 MILLION ILLEGAL ALIENS vacated America?

WHAT IF 20 MILLION ILLEGAL ALIENS VACATED AMERICA?By Frosty WooldridgeOctober 29, 2007 NewsWithViews.comTina Griego, journalist for the Denver Rocky Mountain News wrote a column titled, 'Mexican visit...
Posted by ♠Bettie Blowtorch♠ on Mon, 17 Dec 2007 11:19:00 PST

Exit Chicago on 11-27-07. BE THERE!

I'll be there catching up on old times with one of my most favorite people EVER! My good friend, and Ava's auntie... Miss Devon. " ...
Posted by ♠Bettie Blowtorch♠ on Tue, 30 Oct 2007 07:01:00 PST

What has YOUR mother taught YOU?

1. My mother taught me TO APPRECIATE A JOB WELL DONE."If you're going to kill each other, do it outside. I just finished cleaning."2. My mother taught me RELIGION."You better pray that this will come ...
Posted by ♠Bettie Blowtorch♠ on Mon, 14 May 2007 04:20:00 PST

Where the hell does the time go?

It felt like I was pregnant FOREVER. Labor? 3 fucking days of intense contractions followed by a botched epidural, followed by ANOTHER epidural that barely took effect. Then an emergency C-secti...
Posted by ♠Bettie Blowtorch♠ on Sun, 22 Apr 2007 12:34:00 PST

Men/Boys. Some good advice for the ladies.

If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition to save you from heartache. Stop ...
Posted by ♠Bettie Blowtorch♠ on Fri, 13 Apr 2007 09:59:00 PST

Bid on a date with ME or other gorgeous Deluxe Dolls models!

  Hosted By: Twisted Wish ProductionsWhen: Saturday Apr 28, 2007at 7:00 PMWhere: The Woodgate Clubhouse1695 Bayberry LaneSycamore, IL 60178United StatesDescription:Twisted Wish Productions Click ...
Posted by ♠Bettie Blowtorch♠ on Tue, 10 Apr 2007 03:26:00 PST

You should be HERE and HERE - Because I said so. Oh...and i'll probably be there too.

  PEARLS MAHONE & THE ONE EYED JACKS!!!NEXT FRIDAY! BE THERE!APRIL 21ST IN ELGIN!!! IT'S GONNA BE ONE HELL OF A NIGHT! DON'T MISS OUT! ...
Posted by ♠Bettie Blowtorch♠ on Thu, 15 Mar 2007 10:42:00 PST

It's official!

I'm 30. Bah. xo
Posted by ♠Bettie Blowtorch♠ on Wed, 21 Feb 2007 10:09:00 PST