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About Me

I am a proud mother of two young sons. Jayden Zahmaai, whom is deceased and Davion Johann Jr. My motivation to continue this struggle called life is because of them. Jayden inspires me to be a better me. That little boy instilled so much knowledge and wisdom into me that it's almost unbelievable. But, my little Angel is in God's hands now smiling down on me and his baby brother. As well as a mother I am also the wife of Davion a/k/a J Goddi he is my King and I am his Queen. I am also a nursing student at Charity School of Nursing and will be graduating in 2008. I so love my life!!!!!!!

My Interests

Visiting the mausoleum frequently. R.I.P. JAY-DOGG!!!!Taking care of home. Making sure that lil Turk and big Turk are straight. Finishing nursing school. Spending time with the fam, eating out, going to the movies, and Blockbuster nights.

I'd like to meet:

I can't wait to see my Angel Baby in Heaven!!!!

Music:

First and Foremost me, Da Lyrical Princess. I am a singer so I love my music. My husband J Goddi, the group I am apart of Pepperoni Pie aka Equivalent, Musiq, Beyonce, Keyshia Cole, Mary Mary, Fantasia, Jennifer Hudson, and a few other artists who can sing LIVE and don't need a lot special effects to make them sound like something.

Movies:

Set It Off (I cry every time they kill Cleo, before I turn the movie off I have to rewind it all the way to the beginning so all the girls can be alive. Silly Huh!!!! LOL!!!) Daddy's Little Girl, Da Wood, Da Bestman, John Q (I would do the same thing to have Jay back) Coming to America, Ray, Five Heartbeats, Temptations, and the list goes on and on and on!!!!

Television:

I don't have much time to watch television and most of the junk is garbage anyway because everything is reality. But when I do get a chance to chill I like to watch Girlfriends(the re-runs, I hate the new shows they need Toni) Soul Food, My Wife and Kids, and Jamie Foxx.

Books:

The Bible KJV!!!! I'd be LOST without it.

Heroes:

My Angel Baby Jayden Zahmaai Ferguson. Jesus, thank you for what you did at Calvary.

My Blog

What I Really Need

This past weekend I found myself in a dark room, by myself, crying in desperation of something........something that I just couldn't pin point.............until, I thought about EVERYTHING that's tran...
Posted by FaLL BaCk on Sun, 15 Jul 2007 07:46:00 PST

The Greatest Man on Earth!!!! A Real Man a Great Father!!!

In the wake of all the excitement of Mother's Day I want to take the time out to show appreciation to my King. My husband is the greatest man on Earth. He has faced many obstacles in ...
Posted by FaLL BaCk on Sun, 13 May 2007 10:14:00 PST

Missing Jayden

Hello, Old Friend,Oh, yes, you knowI lost my child a while ago.No, no pleaseDon't look awayAnd change the subjectIt's ok.You see, at first I couldn't feel,It took so long, but now it's real.I hurt so ...
Posted by FaLL BaCk on Wed, 09 May 2007 04:55:00 PST

Just A Wish List

Wish List 1. I wish my child hadn't died. I wish I had him back. 2. I wish you wouldn't be afraid to speak my child's name. My child lived and was very important to me. I need to hear that he wa...
Posted by FaLL BaCk on Tue, 19 Dec 2006 10:20:00 PST