Several years ago I experienced a resurgence of my ability to dream. I'd long wanted to become a father someday, but hadn't met someone to have a relationship with that would lead to that. I'd been in and out of depression and was stuck. In a moment of emotional upset I called out for help. Two nights in a row I had the most profound dreams of my life.
The first night healing balls of red light and blue light were put into me and a warm large hand touched my back momentarily as I slept. I instantly felt peaceful, relieved.
The next night, I had the most profound, light-filled dream of my life. I was in a rocking chair holding an infant and looked into its eyes. I recognized who it was, someone I'd known and loved who had died in 2001. Tears of joy. I gradually began to come alive. It gave me the strength to want to love again and to look for a mate.
I have been drawn to the western states since early adulthood and now I've moved from Texas to Oregon. I was drawn to the mountains, but especially to American Indian children. This relationship is about to begin.
I will be a father soon enough, possibly by adoption.
I live close to the Earth and grow a lot of my own food in beautiful gardens that will make me and my mate (and child) happy in a place that is our own.
More than anything, I've dreamed of having a person in my life who'd become my partner and soul mate. I've met many soul mates I've known from other lifetimes, but what I want is a life mate. I've met someone who just may become that.
I will have a modest home Don't give up on your dreams, your intuitions, your passions that give you purpose for living and energize you to meet the world head-on. They are there for a reason. They may go dormant for a while, but if you lose touch with them, they will always be there and will sprout and grow and flourish like a seed becoming a tree if you allow it to happen.
My dream ends, just as a story. My dream ends with me at death, about to cross over, with pure Love and peace radiating from me as I enjoy the presence of those around me and give them a blast of Love before I'm off. I will leave no unfinished business, no karmic debts or debtors, no regrets. ... I'm a dreamer. I know I'm not the only one
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HEALING SERVICES
Energy healing as I do it works whether you are in the same room with me or at a long distance, with animals and humans. Message me.ASTROLOGY SERVICES
$40 - 90 each consult suggested, depending on your ability to pay.- Birth chart interpretion
- Chart comparisons for relationships
- Current trends/predictive for understanding your opportunity windows and matters of personal growth
- fertility cycles
TESTIMONIALS "You may not know it, but things you've seen and said have often given me hope when things looked their darkest. I have had several astrological consultations with Joe McAfee and find him both highly knowledgeable and extremely insightful. He is equally adept in the more esoteric precepts of astrology as well as the more pragmatic. When reading transits, he has been able to give me good advice and ample information so that I can make wise decisions during times of change." Sue Wood
"I have known Joe personally for 5 years {since 2000}, he has been doing my charts and his insight and ability read the stars and beyond is amazing. He has helped me through some rough periods in my life and his advice has been invalauble. I would recommend Joe's readings to anyone who really wants to understand themselves and know what is going on in their lives." Sherry Mendoza
"very good and intuitive insight in the essence of the horoscope" Maria G., Munich
"I am sincerely grateful for the time and energy Joe put into my astrological birthchart. Not only did he write out seven beautiful pages of notes with his insights, he also spent over an hour on the phone with me discussing it. The strong intuitive abilities combined with a unique gift as a compassionate astrologer makes a consultation with Joe a potential catalyst for deeper knowledge of self." Julia O.
"I am so grateful for Joe's knowledge on astrology. It has really provided me with a key to knowing myself better and facilitating healing that wouldn't have happened had I not requested his knowledge. A rare and amazing gem he is. He is very thorough and knows what he is talking about, and you will find something beautiful working with him." Lissa