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-ANDY-

whatever doesn't kill you simply makes you... stranger.

About Me

my name is ANDY. i condiser myself to be an optimistic pessimist. i enjoy indie pop, french/british history, parker posey movies, vodka, designer couture, strong coffee and menthol cigarettes. i have a dry and sometimes very dark/obscene sense of humour ["i live there"]. the best times i've had in my life have been on dahncefloors with my best friends [robert, linddsaayyy and cari]. i believe in myself, despite being extremely self-depricating. it's been a wh-ile since i've "felt better". i'm still learning to make important decisions with a good balance of heart and mind. spinach is disgusting, but i eat it anyway....that's all. _________________________________________________________ .. _____________________________________________________ __________________________________________________NOBODYKNOWSME..

My Interests

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I'd like to meet:

rock and roll. Zooey Deschanel <3 Tom Ford <3

Music:

Aaliyah. All Saints. AMY WINEHOUSE. Beastie Boys. Billie Holliday. BJORK. The Bravery. The Cardigans. Carly Simon. Cat Power. Cibo Matto. Cut Copy. David Bowie. Death From Above 1979. Dixie Chicks. Fiona Apple. FLEETWOOD MAC. Girls Aloud. Gogol Bordello. Goldfrapp. Hole. Kate Bush. Kate Nash. KT Tunstall. KYLIE MINOGUE. Le Tigre. Lily Allen. Lykke Li. M.I.A. MADONNA. Marilyn Manson. Marianne Faithfull. Moloko. Muse. Neko Case. Nico. Nina Simone. Placebo. Patti Smith. Peaches. PJ HARVEY. Poe. Rilo Kiley. Roisin Murphy. Santogold. Scissor Sisters. Serge Gainsbourg. Siobhan Donaghy. Sophie Ellis-Bextor. Smashing Pumpkins. SPICE GIRLS. STEVIE NICKS. Sugababes. TORI AMOS. Vampire Weekend. The Velvet Underground. The White Stripes. 311.

Movies:

Natural Born Killers. The Craft. Marie Antoinette. Rules Of Attraction. Romy & Michele's High School Reunion. Elizabeth. House Of Yes. Grindhouse. Hocus Pocus. The Addams Family[s]. Clue. Broken English. Showgirls. Swept Away. Juno. The First Wives Club. Almost Famous. Girl, Interrupted.

Television:

Buffy.Little Britain.Family Guy.The Comeback.

Books:

Anything by Billy Childish. Marie Antoinette: The Journey. Memoirs Of A Geisha. Harry Potter[s]. Vanity Fair. Rules Of Attraction. American Gods. 72 Names Of God. Twilight[s].

Heroes:

Madonna. Stevie Nicks. Billy Childish. SPICE GIRLS. Hyacinth Bucket.

My Blog

"for it is in death.....that we are reborn"

the last 5 days have been...exhausting, physically, but especially emotionally.my grandmother passed away on thursday.unless you know me or my family personally, this was...a major change in the setup...
Posted by -ANDY- on Tue, 23 Sep 2008 07:30:00 PST

why...so...serious?

where has the summer gone?it seems as if the semester just ended and *poof* here i am, gearing up.preparing for the fall. and everything else. this summer has been one big emotional strain.my weight h...
Posted by -ANDY- on Wed, 30 Jul 2008 10:12:00 PST

freedom comes when you learn to let go.

i haven't spent a nite in tears in a very long time.real tears. raw emotion. knock down drag out.i'm exhausted.i don't like to cry. especially in front of people.sure, it facilitates release, but i've...
Posted by -ANDY- on Sat, 07 Jun 2008 10:40:00 PST

i have always been a storm.

"learn to be a stranger....in silence....she says, "excalibur"the lake is beginning to thaw now and cracks are starting to appear in the ice.the rain has also brought a large fog over the lake.nature ...
Posted by -ANDY- on Tue, 01 Apr 2008 07:15:00 PST

love is the drug

there's a dead mouse next to my bed...no shit! i'm looking right at it!my kittens left him there...as a gift, a love token...if you will.i've been walking around in a daze for the last 2 weeks since r...
Posted by -ANDY- on Wed, 20 Feb 2008 06:34:00 PST

conscious of nothing...but the will to survive

"the ceiling is moving....the mind comes alive"my best friend and i went to toronto this past weekend to see the spice girls.it was something i had waited over 10 years for.i've always had to defend m...
Posted by -ANDY- on Fri, 08 Feb 2008 06:32:00 PST

the needle has landed again. let it play.

isn't it odd that when one needs to rest the most, they find themselves unable to settle. i just can't sleep....[i didn't get much rest last nite anyway, after the course of nearly 5 bottles of champa...
Posted by -ANDY- on Wed, 02 Jan 2008 10:29:00 PST

favs of 2007.

Every year, I pick my favourite albums released. Here's the pack this time round, bitches.1. - Roisin Murphy - 'Overpowered'I was completely blown away the first time I heard this album. It's pop, but...
Posted by -ANDY- on Sun, 16 Dec 2007 10:59:00 PST

you can grow flowers. from where dirt used to be.

i love it when fall rolls around. it tends to bring two things with it, in a personal sense for me.the first can be described as an internal mental combustion, of sorts. i go crazy. i stay in, wrapped...
Posted by -ANDY- on Sat, 13 Oct 2007 09:52:00 PST

i dont open boxes i am told not to

change. most people fear change, more so than hiv or the debbil.i, personally, welcome change like an old friend...because everything in life is just temporary.the other nite, as i was auto-piloting a...
Posted by -ANDY- on Tue, 04 Sep 2007 07:25:00 PST