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About Me

i want to love everyone i know. love is the reason for my life - it's the reason i'm alive, & my reason to go on living. to love god, and to love people, & to be loved by god & by my friends & family - there is nothing better.
i am InTP - introverted, intuitive, thinking, and perceiving. supposedly that means i have an analytical mind, which i suppose i agree with. i value logic highly, and love puzzles of all kinds.
i'm not half as bad as god is good.
i'm interested in the world. i'm interested in how it works, how people think, how societies function, and how it all came to be this way. i'm interested in helping to fix the places where it's broken and people in it who are broken. i'm interested in hearing stories, and learning what all the world we live in has to offer.
i know debris, it covers everything, but still i am in love with this life.
i'm married to my soul mate, and the world has never been more beautiful. he is evidence of god's love and provision for me, and i couldn't ask for anyone more perfect. we are better together than we are separately.
& when it's over, all that matters is the love you gave away.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

imperfect people.

if you've never stared off into the distance, then your life is a shame.

My Blog

it’s not often i get on here.

i don't have an internet connection in my apartment (yet).  plus, blogging bores me nowadays.  but, some people read these & think that i am a very depressed person because when i do wan...
Posted by on Tue, 25 Dec 2007 16:40:00 GMT

a thing about me that matters, but doesn’t matter.

..>You Are Balanced - Skeptic - PowerfulYou feel your life is controlled both externally and internally.You have a good sense of what you can control and what you should let go.Depending on the situat...
Posted by on Sun, 21 Oct 2007 11:29:00 GMT

i love september.

it's shaping up to be a really great month, in so many ways.it's so nice to be happy!
Posted by on Sat, 15 Sep 2007 17:21:00 GMT

i'm not finished, but it's beautiful so far.

i'm aching.  not a feeling sorry for myself aching so much as a figuring myself out kind of aching.  i get unsettled when i don't understand myself or what's going on in my own head, when i'...
Posted by on Thu, 21 Jun 2007 20:54:00 GMT

steadfast love.

here is a reason i really really love god:he really knows what i need, & when i ask him, he always fulfills it.in the first 70 chapters of the psalms, god's steadfast love is mentioned 37 times.&n...
Posted by on Sat, 02 Jun 2007 22:15:00 GMT

r.i.p. kurt vonnegut

thanks for all the great stories.november 11, 1922 - april 11, 2007.
Posted by on Wed, 11 Apr 2007 22:39:00 GMT

guitar hero.

IS THE BEST VIDEO GAME EVER.except dance dance revolution.  i think.the point is, i am a proud new owner of guitar hero 2, & it kicks ass.
Posted by on Mon, 09 Apr 2007 20:28:00 GMT

resurrection.

disclaimer:  this is the obligatory easter blog, but i hate to be trite.  i apologize for any semblance of it in the following.i don't understand death.  i've never experienced it [of c...
Posted by on Sun, 08 Apr 2007 19:30:00 GMT

the time traveler's wife.

whenever i finish a really, really good book, i always feel small & alone.  the time traveler's wife was infinitely beautiful, tangible & unreachable, eternal & surreal.  it made...
Posted by on Sun, 01 Apr 2007 19:14:00 GMT

newt.

newt gringrich is a racist idiot, who probably only speaks one language.http://www.cnn.com/2007/POLITICS/03/31/gingrich.bil ingual.ap/index.html
Posted by on Sat, 31 Mar 2007 23:15:00 GMT