ABOUT ME IS HARD - I HAVE LOST SOME PARTS OF MY LIFE - I FORGET WHO AM I MOST OF THE TIME - THE MEASK I WEAR HELP ME STAY FOCUS. I WEAR SO MANY MASK. TODAY - I AM DEEPLY DEPRESSED. MOST DAYS I AM HAPPY. LIKE A TRAPPED MOUSE. IF IT WAS 5 YEARS EARLIER I WOULD TURN TO DRUGS - TO MAKE THE FEELING GO AWAY. I DON'T DO THAT TODAY - WHICH IS THE BEST DECSION. I LOVE MUSIC - HOUSE MUSIC. I'M IN A RELATIONSHIP - WITH MY HUSBAND - BUT IT FEELS LIKE MORE OF A PARTNERSHIP. SOME DAYS I AM HAPPY, OTHERS I'M JUST HERE. I LIKE GIRLS, JUST AS MUCH I LIKE BOYS. BUT IF I EVER CHOOSE TO BE WITH GIRLS IT WOULD DESTROY MY FAMILY AND MY CHILDRENS LIVES. THATS THE OTHER MASK. a