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About Me

"I've met God across his long walnut desk with his diplomas hanging on the wall behind him, and God asks me, 'Why?' Why did I cause so much pain? Didn't I realize that each of us is a sacred, unique snowflake of special unique specialness? Can't I see how we're all manifestations of love? I look at God behind his desk, taking notes on a pad, but God's got this all wrong. We are not special. We are not crap or trash, either. We just are. We just are, and what happens just happens. And God says, 'No, that's not right.' Yeah. Well. Whatever. You can't teach God anything."
My name is
I live at home.
I don't do anything special.
I'd like to know what I wanna be when I grow up, but I'm not ready to grow up. Even tho people snare at me for not doing so... it's not really their life I lead so I couldn't care less.
I'm me. I don't wanna change.
I talk to this guy from Scotland that I've never met before. I'm kinda attached to him, but not at all seeing how it's physically impossible at the moment.
My mom is my true best friend.
My dad is, my dad. He's kind of impossible to explain.
My brother is younger than me, taller than me, bigger than me, but he still doesn't know that he could kick my ass yet. I'm pretty sure he could kick your little brothers ass, not physically but, you know, like in a "Best Little Brother" competition.
I like my friends, but if when the time comes for them to live up to their potential, I sometimes wonder if they'll actually be there.
I second guess my self too many times to count.
There are sometimes when you can't get me to talk, and there are sometimes when you can't get me to shut up.
Sometimes time doesn't heal.
I'm not sure what it means to be an American. & I'm sometimes ashamed to be one.
I'm dragging this out...
but if you're curious, I'm not afraid.

My Interests

I don't know what's interesting until it happens or I find it.
I try to surround myself with things I like because why would I wanna be around things I don't?

I'd like to meet:

Someone in particular.
And anyone in particular, particularly someone.

Music:

Broken Social Scene, Tokyo Police Club, Tapes 'n Tapes, Someone Still Loves You Boris Yeltsin, Coldplay, Silversun Pickups, Clinic, Vampire Weekend,Frank Sinatra, Radiohead, The Strokes, Modest Mouse, Nirvana, Incubus, Kasabian, Of Montreal, The Kooks, Bloc Party, Interpol, Beirut, A Perfect Circle, Sublime...
Country
Opera
Bluegrass

Movies:

M. Night Shayamalan
Stanley Kubrick
Quentin Tarantino

Television:

ATHF... You know. That's some sexy shit.

Books:

1984

Heroes:

You're my hero.

My Blog

Old

i actually wrote this over a year ago... but i just had to post it now because it makes total sense to me. or, for the most part, due to how ironic it is. or that i feel more strongly now, about ...
Posted by anticipated serendipity on Sat, 09 Jun 2007 12:17:00 PST

Never Before and Never Again

know what i mean? it's groovy.no lies. straight up fucking gangster for sure.
Posted by anticipated serendipity on Fri, 18 May 2007 06:12:00 PST

A Reflection

Suddenly,I'm surprised by my own appearance.A safe conviction, surrounded by apathy.Desolate days, followed by insomnia,And doubting perseverance. True,I'm believing you've obtained the better view.Bl...
Posted by anticipated serendipity on Fri, 27 Apr 2007 09:21:00 PST

"It's raining." "Yeah."

So, I thought I'd post a blog. Cause, they're nice to read on occasion. Anyways, my life as of now... I can't complain... at all.I've got amazing friends, amazing parents, someone that I love and...
Posted by anticipated serendipity on Tue, 24 Apr 2007 08:12:00 PST

Oceans Never Listen To Us Anyways

I've never wanted to have anything else before this. And the afore mentioned carries a note of the following: 3) You want something even more when you can't have it. 2) Up until this very moment I tho...
Posted by anticipated serendipity on Sun, 01 Apr 2007 05:35:00 PST

Tuesday

yay for tomorrow and driving allllllllllllllllllllllllll the way to akron ohio.it'll stillbe a nice trip tho.not too happy about not being home in about a week and i miss some one. a LOT!
Posted by anticipated serendipity on Tue, 27 Mar 2007 12:07:00 PST

iminlovewithalexandhisdeviousaffairs

it was thought. and now it's known, that there was a needed 'spark'. and it is also known, that the 'spark' that was needed, has been seen. by eyes no less than mine. and tasted of sweet triumph and d...
Posted by anticipated serendipity on Sun, 04 Mar 2007 09:49:00 PST

I Wanna Know Who Reads Me...

If you are reading this, and even if i don't know you... even if we've never talked or met, even if we're not even friends, and even if we don't talk any more - and especially if I do know you- I...
Posted by anticipated serendipity on Thu, 22 Feb 2007 02:48:00 PST

Nobody Said It Was Easy.

'ello. today was fun.'shopping' with adam and ashly. yeah, cuz we're cool. me n ash walked around best buy and target talking in english accents. we got a lot of strange looks. oh well. i've been watc...
Posted by anticipated serendipity on Wed, 21 Feb 2007 11:49:00 PST

Elephant GUN!

so---- its one a.m.and i am absobloodylutely bored...well, not exactly bored...more like ummm... useless at the time...but i dont think calling myself useless is any better than just saying im bored.....
Posted by anticipated serendipity on Fri, 09 Feb 2007 10:21:00 PST