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mäd♥hærtstäbs

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About Me

Jade --
[adjective]:

Tasting like strawberries dipped in radioactive sugar



a living paradox nerdtastic, and prouddifficult, but not "oh-so-impossible" to understandharder to impress than shania twain undependable & independentalways wanting to learn new things inquisitive. usually mellow & eccentric introverted - extravertdramatic. defiant & laconiceasily amused, enegetic & angrychanges her profile song far too frequentlyattention whore at timesex-slave to the ravethrows out her sexuality like star sprinkles kinda in hearts with her hometownborn into the wrong cultureultimately polarized



Send a message if you want to add me. I try to keep my list to people I actually know.
I get off on deleting people.

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My Interests

asians. ♥ .white rabbits .. david bowie .. digital art .. indian food .. boys .. anime .. dark eyes .. pink hair .. wearing too much makeup .. massages .. black&white photography .. playing dress up .. hiking .. writing .. pretzels .. eating drugs like candy .. thunderstorms. ♥ .reading while cuddling .. natural beauty .. remixes .. bubbletea smoothies .. affection .. rollerskating .. romance .. unrequited love .. how moonlight makes snow sparkle .. coffee .. stargazing .. the smell of ice cream cones .. steven shein/lee riot jewelry

Music:


mickey avalon .. christina aguilera .. kidneythieves .. bt .. groove coverage .. tiesto .. ani difranco .. nine.inch.nails .. incubus .. avenue d .. ludacris .. e-rotic .. garbage .. alanis morissette .. benny benassi .. massive attack .. nickelback .. the foo fighters .. jack.off.jill .. madonna .. sneaker pimps .. stabbing westward .. justin timberlake .. portishead .. tricky .. and like, a lot, of other shit. ♥

Movies:



alice in wonderland .. alpha.dog .. american psycho .. a beautiful mind .. can't hardly wait .. chicago .. crash .. the devil wears prada .. dirty love .. finding neverland .. gia .. the holiday .. just friends .. the life of david gale .. mean girls .. memoirs of a geisha .. a night at the roxbury .. party monster .. the princess bride .. rent .. saved .. secretary .. sixteen candles .. stark raving mad .. stay .. thirteen .. zoolander

Books:


french literature [anais nin [house of incest. little birds. henry and june]. simone de beauvoir. jean-paul sartre [no-exit, is a favorite]. others]. memoirs [wasted - marya hornbacher. prozac nation - elizabeth wurtzel. a million little pieces - james frey].

anything & everything else.♥
jeffrey eugenides [the virgin suicides]. william goldman [the princess bride: the good parts version]. judy blume [tiger eyes]

Heroes:

naomi campbell. ani difrano. nicole richie. kate winslet. gwen stefani. hermione granger. christina aguilera. [♥♥♥]

"What sucks is I always go for the guys who can't deal with the pressure of dating someone like me" ~*Christina Aguilera.

My Blog

to-be-continued

okay. I'm back from class now... and finishing my 'blog'ing. lmao. yeah. it's a good class. all my classes this semester are pretty good... pretty chill. I dropped one... so now I'm only taking four. ...
Posted by mäd♥hærtstäbs on Mon, 22 Jan 2007 10:37:00 PST

treat our [love] like a firefly

I don't think I have enough time to actually do a journal entry that holds any justice... but I figured that I'd start one. I have another twenty minutes or so until I have to leave to go to my mornin...
Posted by mäd♥hærtstäbs on Mon, 22 Jan 2007 08:22:00 PST

don't you think every kitten figures out how to get down?

okay... so yeah. I'm still awake. hahahaha. blogging again. bloooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooggiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiing. yep. Today was... okay. It finally got cold outside... so ...
Posted by mäd♥hærtstäbs on Wed, 17 Jan 2007 08:03:00 PST

lost little girl

Soooo... I felt like crap and went to bed early [at like ten] so of course I woke up at two am... and couldn't get back to sleep. lol. That's just me...so I'm blogging on myspace to cure myself? not r...
Posted by mäd♥hærtstäbs on Tue, 16 Jan 2007 02:16:00 PST

NYE

I got this idea from Steph, I guess. cause she blogged about her New Years Eve. and what she did. hmmmmmmmm. what. did. I do?Well. I slept til like. forever. as I usually do. Danny and I went shopping...
Posted by mäd♥hærtstäbs on Tue, 02 Jan 2007 06:15:00 PST

tomorrow came too soon. barely made it through today.

still empty inside. I guess nothing's really changed...20071. Will you be looking for a new job?only if I can find something worthwhile. lmao. I'd like to. yeah. 2. Will you be looking for a new relat...
Posted by mäd♥hærtstäbs on Thu, 21 Dec 2006 10:30:00 PST

there is nothing in this world that could make me feel better right now

I really just want some fucking zoloft or something right now lol. I swear to god that I must be in the 'rare five percent' that suffers from premenstrual dysphoric disorder... because every single mo...
Posted by mäd♥hærtstäbs on Sat, 16 Dec 2006 10:17:00 PST

smile for the camera. you fucking piece of shit.

say [vegan] cheese.okay... so maybe I'm not really as pissed off as I'm advertising. only I am. but it's not really a personal issue that I'm pissed about. haha. I'm just pissed off about how fucking ...
Posted by mäd♥hærtstäbs on Sat, 09 Dec 2006 11:02:00 PST

you're at your best with an ache in your chest

Everyone else is posting blogs left and right... and that's cool. I figured I'd join the club or whatever. because... I don't know. I don't feel like driving back to aurora at the moment [hahahahaha. ...
Posted by mäd♥hærtstäbs on Mon, 27 Nov 2006 08:39:00 PST

what's her name... Lila? you should've let her bleed in the bathtub... she had the right idea.

I have a stunning like nine minutes to journal and feel better about myself. lol. not that I set my ambitions high or anything. lol. I don't know. I probably have longer than that... I have a habit of...
Posted by mäd♥hærtstäbs on Fri, 17 Nov 2006 07:03:00 PST