what you feel is what you are and what you are is beautiful |
ah.
i want a boy.
thats about it
my last one broke up with me on our anniversary, sucks for him he lost an amazing girl
whatevaa. im wayy over it
i just want another boy
t... Posted by t.e.c.h.n.o.x.s.l.u.t™ on Wed, 02 May 2007 04:05:00 PST |
please dont hurt me, i cant handle it anymore. |
seriously, im starting to beleve there is no decent male on this earth, or atleast in south jersey.
i want a fucking boyfriend who wont break up with me on our 2 month anniversery, yaknow? that... Posted by t.e.c.h.n.o.x.s.l.u.t™ on Wed, 04 Apr 2007 06:11:00 PST |
your holding a lot of stuff in, let it out. |
im not myself.
im freaking over nothing
frequent panack attacks
i hate being this way
im starting t go bak to my old habbits.
i need tostop
and breath
but i cant, my life is too ... Posted by t.e.c.h.n.o.x.s.l.u.t™ on Wed, 20 Dec 2006 02:22:00 PST |
living is easy with eyes closed. |
soo i like someone new. and he knows it, and he knows i want to date him. and im pretty sure he feels the same way.
the thing is, hes under a buttload of stress, and it makes me sad to see... Posted by t.e.c.h.n.o.x.s.l.u.t™ on Sat, 14 Oct 2006 02:41:00 PST |
im a complete mess |
seriously right now i honestly beleave that god has something against me.
so my boyfriend and i broke up
he broke up with me
via myspace.
WTF WHO DOES THAT?! JESUS CHRIST HE COULD... Posted by t.e.c.h.n.o.x.s.l.u.t™ on Thu, 14 Sep 2006 02:33:00 PST |
im a complete mess |
seriously right now i honestly beleave that god has something against me.
so my boyfriend and i broke up
he broke up with me
via myspace.
WTF WHO DOES THAT?! JESUS CHRIST HE COULD... Posted by t.e.c.h.n.o.x.s.l.u.t™ on Thu, 14 Sep 2006 02:33:00 PST |
wtf to food |
aghh whenever i eat i feel like "wtf you heffer put that down"
godd i wish i didnt think thatt. and theres soo many skinny pretty girls at schooll. and that makes me like a bajillion more self conciou... Posted by t.e.c.h.n.o.x.s.l.u.t™ on Thu, 07 Sep 2006 02:40:00 PST |
cherokee schedule |
tell me you in any of my classes. or send me your schedule so i'll have something to read, haha.
1- earth science/lab- Clark GG202
2.health ( monday- thursday) powell DD106
2-study hall ( frida... Posted by t.e.c.h.n.o.x.s.l.u.t™ on Fri, 01 Sep 2006 09:03:00 PST |
eeek. |
i dont feel good.
i feel weird.
i hate guys
but i want aboyfriend so bad.
i wish i could see whats wrong with me so i can fix it
maybe then boys will want me.
i madea bad mistake
... Posted by t.e.c.h.n.o.x.s.l.u.t™ on Sun, 13 Aug 2006 11:59:00 PST |
shes not that easy. |
so i finally talked to the guy i like alot. it was interesting. but im still insecure as hell. we're haning out soon and im like " omg i need to look good" cause nobody really ever has had a cru... Posted by t.e.c.h.n.o.x.s.l.u.t™ on Tue, 25 Jul 2006 08:09:00 PST |