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About Me

Well on Dec. 19 I will be turning 28. My life has not been total easy i will say that. I dont know my dad very well as my mom and him divorced when i was about 18 months old and i was not allowed to see him. He was in prison for most of his life (2 times that is) For robbing a bank then he got out and did it again. However when i turned 18 i did find my father in prison and we did write some letters to each other. He passed away shortly after he got out. My mother was a good mom for the most part of it but i have to say i belive that i am more like my father than i am my mother...Enough about that anyway i have been married twice, my x-hubby and i did not make it cuz he liked drugs more than he did me and out little girl. Then i was out partying with a friend of mine and got raped and had a little girl out of that i mean some ppl can not understand why i keep her but she did not ask for this and i am happy i did it seems to help..I have now been married twice and i am now on my own raising my three wonderful girls who are now 9,5,4 they are the reason that i am moving along in life today. Marriage for me as not beening good at all as you can tell i mean twice already and i have three wonderful childern out of it, all i am looking for is for someone to take me and my childern for who we are and not what they want us to be i want someone to be able to take care of us and love us. If you have any questions plz send me a meassage and i will write back soon.get your own layout here. *click here* for new layouts!

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I'd like to meet:

You know who i would like to meet is all the women out there who like to play around and can't handle what comes with it!!!!!! You know the poor little lifes that you take did not ask for you to do what you did and god has a special place and thing for them to do, so as you read this just keep in mind that i am so gald that you a far away from me and i don't know you or know where you live, cause if i did who knows what could happen!!!!!! IF YOU PLAY THEN BE WOMEN ENOUGH TO PAY FOR WHAT YOU DID AND SUCK IT UP What if this had been you?????????Your not a person I want to know anyway!Month OneMommy I am only 4 inches long but I have all my organs. I love the sound of your voice. The sound of your heart beat is my favorite lullaby.Month TwoMommy today I learned how to suck my thumb. If you could see me you could definitely tell that I am a baby. I'm not big enough to survive outside my home though. It is so nice and warm in here.Month ThreeYou know what Mommy I'm a boy!! I hope that makes you happy. I always want you to be happy. I don't like it when you cry. You sound so sad. It makes me sad too and I cry with you even though you can't hear me.Month FourMommy my hair is starting to grow. It is very short and fine but I will have a lot of it. I spend a lot of my time exercising. I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toes and stretch my arms and legs. I am becoming quite good at it too.Month FiveYou went to the doctor today. Mommy, he lied to you. He said that I'm not a baby. I am a baby Mommy, your baby. I think and feel. Mommy, what's abortion?Month SixI can hear that doctor again. I don't like him. He seems cold and heartless. Something is intruding my home. The doctor called it a needle. Mommy what is it? It burns! Please make him stop! I can't get away from it! Mommy! HELP me!Month SevenMommy I am okay. I am in Jesus's arms. He is holding me. He told me about abortion. Why didn't you want me Mommy?Every Abortion Is Just . . .One more heart that was stopped. Two more eyes that will never see. Two more hands that will never touch. Two more legs that will never run. One more mouth that will never speak.If you're against abortion, post this as... I dont care if I lose friends over this UP!!!!!!!!!!!

My Blog

Update/ thoughts

So yea here i am again and i know that it has been awhile, but here i am to update my friends and family.  Things sometimes seem to be getting better i am now going through a divorce for those of you ...
Posted by on Sun, 03 May 2009 10:34:00 GMT

wishful dreams (something i wrote a long time ago)

I slipped into your dreams last night though you did not know that i was there i kissed you lips, cheek, and neck, and gently corressed your hair. So sweet as you was laying there so beautiful through...
Posted by on Sun, 29 Mar 2009 02:32:00 GMT

life

WELL WHAT THE FUCK SHOULD I SAY HERE NOW MY FUCKING LIFE IS NOTHING BUT FUCKING BULLSHIT AND I WANT IT ALL TO GO AWAY AND STAY AWAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!I really dont know where to began on what my life is doi...
Posted by on Sun, 22 Mar 2009 00:36:00 GMT

words

Well it has been a while now and i thought that i could just pass some time by just letting my family and friends know what is up and down this way.  The move has been great i love the new place and i...
Posted by on Wed, 18 Feb 2009 06:29:00 GMT

New house

This is going to be short for now and then when i have more time i will write more, we got a new rent house today and we are all very happy to move out of this house and into a new one, It is 3 bed 2 ...
Posted by on Tue, 30 Dec 2008 22:28:00 GMT

what shall i do

Well i am once again sitten here doing nothing but trying to stay calm and not freak out on everyone the kids are suppose to be taking a nap but they will not listen and well dave is in bed asleep aga...
Posted by on Sun, 28 Dec 2008 13:02:00 GMT

Merry Christmas

Well let me see where i should and want to began! So many thoughts that are in my head and i don't know where to go or what to say to who, where, when and why if you know what i mean. As you know to...
Posted by on Thu, 25 Dec 2008 21:01:00 GMT

thoughts

So i don't even know where to began with this one at all!!!!!!! What does family stand for does anyone out there these days really know what that means and how you are suppose to be towards family...
Posted by on Wed, 03 Dec 2008 23:25:00 GMT

Fucking Docotors

I understand that doctors have to go to school for a long time to get what ever they need to get so they can do there job, but i think that they really need to do something about the one's who are jus...
Posted by on Sat, 22 Nov 2008 09:08:00 GMT

girls night out

Me and Barbara, Frances, Misty we all went out to cutter's last night, all though the bad really sucked bad and we did not like them at all we had so much fun.. When the band took a break and they pl...
Posted by on Sun, 09 Nov 2008 11:02:00 GMT