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About Me

My real name is of no importance to you or anyone, the only name that all my friends know is kept only to them. This tone wasn't meant to sound mean.You want to know more of me, then all you have to do is ask, and we'll see if I shall provide you with a response. First off though, I guess it is fine to know the basics. I am a very honest guy, and I always mean what I say when I'm giving a compliment to someone, I never lie to a friend or an enemy, cause I see no point in it. I show honor and respect to all, including my enemies. I'm also a evolutionary gothic buddhist. I am in tip-top shape for anything, I am very athletic and very agile, but I do have a downside...I was given all these great things, but I was also given something else, something that is to equal out the equation. When one is given great strength, one is also given a curse to go with it, mine just so happens to be a lung disease, that is very severe, or at least it can be, especially during harsh environments, and at times very fatal. But I'm happy with what I got, for I am a buddhist, and I wouldn't change anything. Yes, I am gothic, one that is still true, and it truly infuriates me when people get the wrong idea of me, sure i'm gothic, but I am not a satanic worshiper as everybody thinks all gothics are. But frankly, I don't give a fat flying fuck, what you label me as, you can call me a satanic worshiper all you want, but in reality, I know the truth, and thats all I need, thats what being a gothic is about, so why don't you just sit down and listen to your fucking head. Not much hurts me, it all kinda just rolls of my shoulders, but when someone, who I thought was my friend, actually gets the wrong idea, and labels me, that truly hurts, cause you know a friend can cause more pain than an enemy, and their have been times that this has happened to me, those times, I have felt what pain really is, and that truly sucks. Another thing I tend to do is ramble on a lot sometimes, I don't yet know why, but HEY, who cares, it's not like anybody really reads these things fully nowadays, anyway back to the basics. My true ethnicity is basically a hybrid haha, I'm half Caucasian, and African American, at one time i was thought to have been presumed part Native American, but seeing as how stories told to you as a child, dramatically change when your balls finally fucking drop. Anyway, Music is life to me, along with the ways of the Samurai and the Ninja. I have been training my body and mind for the preparation of joining a martial arts school of Ninjutsu, but as for now, i am learning the ways and the history of both. I apologize for boring all who read this so i will continue on to other things. The Music i listen to is a wide range of things, i am always open minded when it comes to music, i listen to everything except Country, and Rap doesn't do it to well for me. I think that it is only fair that I tell you one of my fears, actually I really only have like a few but the top one is...Churches, I have a strange fear of churches, I am not possessed or anything like that, it's just something different, in a way, you might think that it is pride or something, but I just think that since I was of the faith of Christianity, and abandoned it for my own reasons, (and I know that the Christians who are reading this are saying that it's a wrong reason already)that I shouldn't be allowed back into his home. Plus, along with that, I tend to feel a bit strange every time I go near one. As a last say, I would like to thank those people who took the time to read a bout me, I am truly Honored, Thank you.
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Those who would like to meet me, i am very open minded with others. I would mostly like to see how my old friends are doin and maybe even be a part of their lives once again. But not to be very picky or anything, I would like to meet other goths like myself...just throwing that out there.Venus Hum would also be nice, mainly just Annette Stream of Venus Hum haha.And my beautiful and lovely little niece Eleanor Jane Mattefs, along with my little nephew Nathan ;) [He's beautiful Brittany ;)] but i can never forget about Kayden Elyse Vensel [born from my good friend Tricia ;)]Heres my little niece Eleanor... http://eleanor-mattefs.blogspot.com/

My Blog

My last and final blog....Namaste.

Love and hate both color your sight and then you cannot see clearly. If you love a person, you start seeings things that are not there. No women is as beautiful as you think she is when you love her, ...
Posted by on Wed, 06 May 2009 22:01:00 GMT

The same question is still there....and answers have been given...it all rests on me now.

Well, as you can plainly tell, the question has now been upgraded a tad to a blog, well, not really upgraded per say, just copy/pasted haha. Mainly tho cuz i'd like this question to simmer for awhile ...
Posted by on Wed, 25 Feb 2009 20:51:00 GMT

A thousand Apologies...

I'm a new man...I've been one for almost two years now, I've met new people that have touched my life in so many ways and talked to the old who still share that same love....but over the years my prom...
Posted by on Fri, 18 Apr 2008 11:17:00 GMT

Deja Vu theory 1

Deja Vu, one of this worlds paranormal phenomenons, has been quite puzzling to this nation, for years nobody has been able to actually figure out how it happens, there have been theories about it, I h...
Posted by on Mon, 11 Sep 2006 21:54:00 GMT

What to do in my Extra Time of Life

It has come to my attention that my funds are relatively low, so I've decide to acquire a job, Well that didn't take very long, sorta, I have an interview at Meijers this week, and I hope they hire me...
Posted by on Sun, 30 Jul 2006 12:36:00 GMT

Buddha wants us to learn the noble truths of pain.

Now this, monks, is the noble truth of pain:birth is painful; old age is painful;sickness is painful; death is painful;sorrow, lamentation, dejection, and despair are painful.Contact with unpleasant t...
Posted by on Wed, 19 Jul 2006 23:52:00 GMT

I just want everyone who reads this to see the Begining of the Cherokee tribe.

When all was water, the animals lived above in Galunlati but it was very crowded and they wanted more room. Dayunisi, the little Water-beetle, offered to go see what was below the water. It repeatedly...
Posted by on Wed, 19 Jul 2006 00:26:00 GMT