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Tidal Waves are Slaves to Everything You Do

I am here for Friends and Networking

About Me

I'm not sure what I'm looking for anymore
I just know that I'm harder to console
I don't see who I'm trying to be instead of me
But the key is a question of control
Can you say what you're trying to play anyway
I just pay while you're breaking all the rules
All the signs that I find have been underlined
Devils thrive on the drive that is fueled
All this running around, well it's getting me down
Just give me a pain that I'm used to
I don't need to believe all the dreams you conceive
You just need to achieve something that rings true
There's a hole in your soul like an animal
With no conscience, repentance unknown
Close your eyes, pay the price for your paradise
Devils feed on the seeds that are sown
I can't conceal what I feel, what I know is real
No mistaking the faking, I care
With a prayer in the air I will leave it there
On a note full of hope not despair
All this running around, well it's getting me down
Just give me a pain that I'm used to
I don't need to believe all the dreams you conceive
You just need to achieve something that rings true

My Interests

music...listening and creating, writing poetry, art, spirituality, serious love addict, exercise, reading, meditation, prayer, spicy foods, hot sauce, vodka anything (and everything), my friends, those that touch my heart and keep pulling at it, sparkling wonders, old trees, cemeteries, new socks, a new toothbrush, electro, car singing, being ridiculous, the word DOUCHE when applied to Jerry, acting chinese (so sorry if i offend you), thai food, mexican food, watching movies, crying at sad movies, crying at happy movies, Silver and Zion, SOCCER! (a new love, but a love!) soccer shin guards on little legs, ice cold water, lying perfectly flat and breathing, butterflies, fairies, the words MOTHER FUCKER when applied to anyone, dabbling in profanity, vulgarity, playing games, star wars, legos, lego star wars!, nylons, stockings, boots, heels, skirts, corsets, makeup, talking like yoda (talk like yoda, at times i do.) leaving silly messages on everyone's voicemail, being silly with the boys... taking a shower, quiet time alone, sushi, the Feast, Blue Fin, COCK SUCKERS, going out & staying in, giggling, whispering, the computer, my iphone, the gazelle glider, plucking my eyebrows, wine and cheese with my girls, dancing in my fishnets like a fat tapper

I'd like to meet:

It is human to hate those whom we have injured. –Tacitus

Words have the power to both destroy and heal. When words are both true and kind, they can change our world. -Buddah

The way you speak to others can offer them joy, happiness, self-confidence, hope, trust, and enlightenment. Mindful speaking is a deep practice. -Thich Nhat Hanh

Your task is not to seek for love, but merely to seek and find all the barriers within yourself that you have built against it. -Rumi

Music:

Nebulous 9, The Orkid Project.

Movies:

The Matrix, LOTR, Amelie, anything and everything Jet Li (he's swell), sci-fi

Television:

bleck!!!!!!

Books:

Reading the Harry Potter Series right now.... Dios Mio Dumbeldore!!!!! The Way of a Pilgrim, Marianne Williamson books...This ends my transmission on books I am currently reading or have read in the past month. Disengage.

Heroes:

Jesus Christ, The Buddah, William Dyer, Marianne Williamson, Soccer Moms, Albus Dumbledore, Estelle Magwitch, Queen Elizabeth, my inspirational friends, people who don't stop trying to live the dream, Albert Einstein, people who say FUCK YOU when the time is right (wait..is there such thing as a spiritual fuck you???), Silver & Zion

My Blog

Halloween Photo Blog! High Speed or Die!

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Posted by Tidal Waves are Slaves to Everything You Do on Fri, 02 Nov 2007 08:18:00 PST

I see something that is not there

nothing that I see means anything.I have given everything I see all the meaning that it has for me.My thoughts do not mean anything, they are like the things I see.I am never upset for the reason that...
Posted by Tidal Waves are Slaves to Everything You Do on Wed, 31 Oct 2007 07:00:00 PST

another crazy day

Highpoint: building a Lego crusty crab. Lowpoint: every conversation about business.Sweetpoints: silver and I packed a lunch together. Baby dude was sick and he required extra love, and a long hot bat...
Posted by Tidal Waves are Slaves to Everything You Do on Tue, 30 Oct 2007 07:58:00 PST

I need to call you right now and tell you that i love you


Posted by Tidal Waves are Slaves to Everything You Do on Sat, 27 Oct 2007 12:05:00 PST

Sacred Friendship

I'm so proud of our Jerry. I am honored to call him friend.  Please stop by his page and give him your support and prayers. http://www.ntm.org/jerry_pettigrew/ love, c ps. jerry you're still a d...
Posted by Tidal Waves are Slaves to Everything You Do on Thu, 25 Oct 2007 08:35:00 PST

arrrgghhhhh!

Ok, so Anna burned me a daily meditation cd.Seeing how my life is in eternal fast forward, the only time I get to do the morning meditation is in the car.So I'm driving on the way to work this morning...
Posted by Tidal Waves are Slaves to Everything You Do on Thu, 18 Oct 2007 06:38:00 PST

At rest

My grandmother passed away yesterday.I was with her yesterday, and she kept talking to her mother. Her mother has been dead for a very long time.I asked my mom how long she had been talking to her de...
Posted by Tidal Waves are Slaves to Everything You Do on Sun, 29 Jul 2007 02:35:00 PST

For my friends...an album update.

My dear loves,Let me first begin with great news. The Nebulous 9 Cd is FINALLY finished. We should have it in our hands by the end of this week. Our next step is album artwork and duplication.As fo...
Posted by Tidal Waves are Slaves to Everything You Do on Fri, 01 Jun 2007 04:38:00 PST

Nebulous 9 NEWS!

I'm sorry it has been so long since I've posted, so much has developed.First, we must congratulate our member Michael (negative 1) on his success outside of Nebulous 9.We amicably parted ways because ...
Posted by Tidal Waves are Slaves to Everything You Do on Sat, 12 May 2007 07:03:00 PST

MISSING: UPDATE

Missing: One adorable Goldfish.Answers to Smitty Wormanhermenmanjenson.Large Reward!!!!i received this anonymous letter:Poor ol' Smitty, he was once mine, and swam to the name of Gilldersleeve but was...
Posted by Tidal Waves are Slaves to Everything You Do on Wed, 28 Feb 2007 06:06:00 PST