Ghost

i could make a dress a robe fit for a prince i could clothe a continent but i can't sew a stitchi can paint my face and stand very very still its not very practical but it still pays the billsi can't change my name but i could be your type i can dance and win at games like backgammon and lifei used to be the smart one sharp as a tack funny how that skipping years ahead has held me backi used to be the bright one top in my class funny what they give you when you just learn how to aski can write a song but i cant sing in key i can play piano but i never learned to readi can't trap a mouse but i can pet a cat no i'm really serious! i'm really very good at thati can't fix a car but i can fix a flat i could fix alot of things but i'd rather not get into thati used to be the bright one smart as a whip funny how you slip so far when teachers dont keep track of iti used to be the tight one the perfect fit funny how those compliments can make you feel so full of iti can shuffle cut and deal but i can't draw a hand i can't draw a lot of things i hope you understand i'm not exceptionally shy but i've never had a man that i could look straight in the eye and tell my secret plansi can take a vow and i can wear a ring and i can make you promises but they won't mean a thingcan't you do it for me, i'll pay you well fuck i'll pay you anything if you could end thiscan't you just fix it for me, it's gone berserk... fuck i'll give you anything if you can make the damn thing workcan't you just fix it for me, ill pay you well, fuck ill pay you anything if you can end this hello, i love you will you tell me your name? hello, i'm good for nothing - will you love me just the same?I sing, write, do my art, model, and play the violin. Im kinda a loner. Id like to get out more though. I like going to concerts too. But I like to keep my schedule open and not plan anything. I like to be spontaneous. So Ill sometimes just go do something randomly if I get an invite or an urge. Life is fun that way. :p Right now, I wouldnt say that Im happily solitary, but half of the time, I do enjoy it. Its just the artist in me.For me, painting is a way to forget life. It is a cry in the night, a strangled laugh. It requires courage. I dont see things how they really are. If I did, I would cease to be a artist. Im selfish, impatient, and a little insecure. Im out of control and at times, Im hard to handle. But if you cant handle me at my worst, you dont deserve me at my best!