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~*Ashley*~

..It's Not Over...

About Me

http://lust-lies.livejournal.com/ _____The Live Journal
Unique. Thats me, there is no other girl even remotely like me out there. Its a fact, deal with it. I can come off as completely innocent but, I guarantee I have seen more problems in my life than most. I choose to try to be optimistic because being depressed does nothing to help me at all. I have dealt with, Eating Disorders, abuse (of many different forms), Depression, Abandonment and some other things.
I am very open with my life. Secrets only lead to more problems later. I will keep yours, but I don't like having secrets of my own. There are some things I haven't told people, but thats because people haven't cared enough to ask.
I have trust issues. If you dealt with half of the things I have, you would too. I don't trust anyone fully, don't think I ever will. Maybe one day when someone proves to me that, they wont leave me too. I just might trust them. But until then my little system works.
I speak my mind, at all times. I don't sugar coat anything, because no one sugar coats life. I am a nice person, friendly, a good listener, funny but at the same time theres a darker side.
Get to know me, thats all I can ask of you
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My Interests

anything and everything. I am always willing to try anything once. I like adventure. Surprises, Kisses in the rain, swimming at night, being with my best friends, having fun and oh you know all that other stuff too.

I'd like to meet:

Every time I find that "someone" they leave me,so as of right now I am not eager to go looking for it again. But if someone thinks they can fill that spot, I will be more than happy to give them that chance.

Movies:

I will watch basically anything. Its true. I would list them all, but there are way too many.

Television:

I am not a huge fan of tv. I usually leave it on mute, and listen to music.

Books:

I read basically anything I can get my hands on that is interesting. I read at least three books a month.

Heroes:

I dont have any heroes at the moment. People let me down too much.

My Blog

Glycerine

Bush Lyrics Glycerine Lyrics Must be your skin I'm sinking in must be for real cuz now I can feel and I didn't mind it's not my kind not my time to wonder why everything's gone white and everythin...
Posted by ~*Ashley*~ on Tue, 02 Jan 2007 04:06:00 PST

Life Is All About Dissapointments

so lately, life has made me want to give up..and just lie down and admit defeat. People are dissapointing me left and right, and I just dont know how to handle it. I have been crying more than usual, ...
Posted by ~*Ashley*~ on Sun, 24 Dec 2006 05:33:00 PST

Spilling My Mind Upon This Page

so I am just going to write my little heart out...about all the little things that are in my head right nowso, I basically hate my heart. I wish I didnt have one to be honest. Its just there to get hu...
Posted by ~*Ashley*~ on Wed, 15 Nov 2006 12:54:00 PST

Thankyou all so much

Today I actually came to realize I had so many more friends than I ever thought.Thankyou to those who tried to give me money to pay the debt to the school to pay for prom, and those who just let me be...
Posted by ~*Ashley*~ on Mon, 15 May 2006 11:57:00 PST

Where I now write

Where my real thoughts goWARNING: things in there may upset you, read if you want, dont complain because I really couldnt care less....
Posted by ~*Ashley*~ on Sat, 22 Apr 2006 02:05:00 PST

What Would You Do....

what would you do if I?1. I made a move on u:2. I kissed you:3. I lived next door to you:4. I started smoking:5. I asked you on a date:6. I was hospitalized:7. I ran away from home:8. I got into a fig...
Posted by ~*Ashley*~ on Fri, 21 Apr 2006 06:26:00 PST

I need to get away

I need to get out...and run so far away....and be free and alone.....I hate my family...will someone please love me?
Posted by ~*Ashley*~ on Thu, 13 Apr 2006 03:58:00 PST

If any of you care

... to find out any of my real feelings...I post here http://xspokenfeelingx.blogspot.com/thats my new blog...just thought someone out there would like to know...
Posted by ~*Ashley*~ on Sat, 01 Apr 2006 06:37:00 PST

Do This And I WIll Love You

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Posted by ~*Ashley*~ on Sat, 01 Apr 2006 04:44:00 PST

New Song...It seems to get to me...I love it

Saosin Lyrics Seven Years Lyrics Taking on seven years the holy ghost had left alone Test my arms, kick like crazy I've been trying way too long only push the way off to fight you Now I'm so...
Posted by ~*Ashley*~ on Wed, 15 Mar 2006 06:18:00 PST