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JT loves you [FTW]

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About Me


Let's get one thing straight right now, I don't like myself. I have too many flaws. I know what you're thinking, your flaws can never compare to mine. Well guess what, you're wrong.My flaws make it hard for me to write these things because, let's face it, no one likes admiting their mistakes, much less thier flaws. I'm going to attempt to do both while writing this. I wouldn't call these my "confessions", but it's pretty damn close.
This is me finally coming to terms with myself with a little information thrown in.
Brace yourself.
Now that we got that out of the way...
Hi, my name is JT, it stands for Jessica Taylor. It's pretty rad, I know.
I'm just your typical teenager.
Okay, maybe not "typical", but I do enjoy most typical teenager activities.
Music is my passion, but by no means would I call it my life. That's going a little too far, wouldn't you say? I enjoy nearly all the differnt styles of music, at least the ones I have been exposed to, and it's rare for me to find a band who doesn't have at least one song I really love.
I don't dislike music for being mainstream though. Just because music has exposure doesn't make it any worse than music that no one has heard of.
Like every typical teenager, I enjoy a little mischief every once and a while. It's not that I go looking for trouble, but it always manages to find me as I'm sure it finds the rest of the world. I've done drugs, but nothing too extreme. I've gotten drunk, but not on a regular basis. It's just not my thing. I smoke cigarettes. If you don't like that, tough, because if I can't even quit for myself, I sure as hell can't quit for you.
I'm ADHD to the max, and frankly I don't care if you believe in it or not, because if the medication works, I really could care less if it's just acting as a placebo. I'm also Bi-polar, but no, I'm not going to flip out on you at the drop of a hat. At least not without good reason. That's what they make medication for.
I go through friends pretty fast, and I regret it. I tend to fuck people over, and I hate myself for it. It's not that it's hard for me to make friends, it's hard for me to make them last. I change so much, mainly because I'm still immature as crap, and that makes it hard for me to find similarities with the people I once had so much in common with.
I'm socially retarded, as people like to remind me so much. It's hard for me to start a conversation if it doesn't somehow pertain to myself.
I worry too much about what people think of me, and I'm paranoid with no good reason. If you see me walking to my table in the lunch room, or see me walking around at a show, my eyes probably are death-locked onto the ground. I'm so afraid to make eye contact because I feel like if I can't see them, they can't see me. Don't question my warped logic.
I get upset pretty easily, and I don't try to hide it. If you see this happen, don't ask if I'm alright or if I'm upset, this will just make me explode in either (a) tears, or (b) rage. Neither of these is a good thing.
I'm pretty good at pissing people off. It's not that I get off on it or something, it just seems to be one of my "many talents". For those of you who don't get mad easily, just talk to me for a couple of months, it's bound to happen.
That about sums me up, if you have any questions, just message me. I'm not shy.
AIM = Pandamoranda45

My Interests

Music
Shopping
Boys
School
Friends
Family

I'd like to meet:

A sweet guy.

Music:



#’s
100 Demons, 1066, 12 Summers Old, 18Crown6, 2 Pac, 24 Seven, 3 Doors Down, 30 Seconds to Mars, 311, 36 Crazy Fists, 36 Mafia, 50 Cent, 7 Angels 7 Plagues, 98 Degrees

A’s
Aaron Carter, Abandoned Pools, Abigail Williams, Above and Beyond, The Acacia Stain, The Academy Is, Across Five Aprils, Ad Astra Per Aspera, Adair,The Adored, Adema, Aesop Rock, AFI, Afroman, After the Tragedy, Against All Authority, Against Me!, Agent Orange, Agnostic Front, The Agony Scene, A-Ha, Aiden, Akinyele, Akon, Alan Jackson, An Albatross, Alanis Morissette, Alexisonfire, Alice in Videoland, Alkaline Trio, All Time Low, The All-American Rejects, Allister, The Almost, Amber Pacific, American Hi-Fi, Anatomy of a Ghost, Anberlin, And Then I Turned Seven, Andre Nickatina, Andrew W.K., Animal Collective, Anti-Flag, Apples in Stereo, Aqua, The Aquabats, Aqualung, The Arcade Fire, Architecture in Helsinki, Armor for Sleep, As Cities Burn, As I Lay Dying, ASG, Ashley Gearing, At the Drive-in, The Ataris, Atmosphere, Atreyu, Avenged Sevenfold, Avenue D, Avril Lavigne, Azure Ray

B’s
Baby Boy da Prince, Backseat Drive, Backseat Goodbye, Backstreet Boys, Bad Brains, Bad Religion, The Banner, Bayside, Bear Vs. Shark, A Beautiful Silence, Beck, Bedlight for Blue Eyes, Bedouin Soundclash, Belle & Sebastian, Ben Kweller, Between the Buried and Me, Beyonce, Bif Naked, Big D and the Kids Table, Big Wig, A Billion Ernies, Billy Talent, The Black Dahlia Murder, Black Eyed Peas, Black Flag, Black Giraffe, Black Jettas, Blackalicious, The Bled, Bleed the Dream, Bleeding Through, Blessthefall, Blinded Black, Blink-182, Blonde Redhead, The Blood Brothers, The Bloodhound Gang, Blue October, Blue Scholars, Bob Dylan, Bob Marley, Bone Thugs-N-Harmony, The Bouncing Souls, Bowling for Soup, Boxcar Racer, Boy Sets Fire. Boys Like Girls, Brand New, The Bravery, Bright Eyes, Brighten, Britney Spears, Broken Social Scene, Bubba Sparxxx, Bullet for my Valentine, Bury Your Dead, Busta Rhymes, The Butthole Surfers, The Buzzcocks

C’s
Cake, Camera Obscura, Camron, Candlebox, Cannibal Corpse, Cap ‘n Jazz, The Cardigans, Carrie Underwood, Cartel, The Cary Brothers, The Casualties, Chalkline, A Change of Pace, Chantal Kreviazuk, The Chariot, The Charms, Cheap Trick, Cherry Monroe, Children of Bodom, Chingy, Chiodos, Chris Brown, Chris Cornell, Chris Issak, Chronic Future, Chyme, Ciccone Youth, Circa Survive, The Circle Jerks, Circle Takes the Square, City High, CKY, Classified, Clay Aiken, The Click Five, Cobra Starship, Comeback Kid, Commander Venus, Converge, Copeland, Counting Crows, Cradle of Filth, The Cranberries, Crash Romeo, Creature Feature, Crime Mobb, Cryptopsy, The Crystal Method, The Cure, Cursive, A Cursive Memory, Cute is What We Aim For

D’s
D4L, D12, Daft Punk, Damien Rice, Damiera, Daniel Powter, Danzig, Daphne Love Derby, Dashboard Confessional, Dave Matthews Band, David Allan Coe, Dead Kennedys, Deadstar Assembly, Dear Whoever, Death Cab For Cutie, Death From Above 1979, Death in December, Dashboard Confessional, The Decemberists, Definace Ohio, The Deftones, Dem Franchise Boys, Depeche Mode, Desaparecidos, Devendra Banhart, Devil Driver, Dir En Grey, Dirty Sanchez, Disturbed, DJ Kayslay, DMX, Do Make Say Think, Dog Fashion Disco, Don’t Look Down, Down By Law, Down to Earth Approach, Dr. Acula, The Dresden Dolls, Drino Man, Drop Dead Gorgeous, Dropkick Murpheys, Dropping Daylight, Drowning Pool

E’s
The Early November, Eighteen Visions, Eisley, Electric President, Electrocute, Eleventy Seven, Eli Young Band, Ella Fitzgerald, Elliott Smith, Elton John, Elvis Presley, Elysia, Emaunel, Emery, Eminem, Enrique Iglesias, Escape the Fate, Eurythmics, Eve 6, Everclear, Evergreen Terrace, Everlast, The Everly Brothers, Every Time I Die, The Explosion, Explosions in the Sky, The Eyeliners

F’s
The Faint, Falcon, The Fall of Troy, Fall Out Boy, Fastball, Fear Before the March of Flames, Feist, Fergie, Finch, Five For Fighting, Flogging Molly, Folly, The Foo Fighters, Forgive Durden, The Format, Fort Minor, Fountains of Wayne, Foxy Shazam!, Frank Sinatra, Franz Ferdinand, The Fratellis, The Fray, From a Second Story Window, From Autumn to Ashes, Funeral For A Friend, Further Seems Forever, The Fury

G’s
Gallows, Gatsby's American Dream, Gecko, George Michaels, The Germs, The Get Up Kids, Ghost Mice, Ghost Face Killah, Glass Bottom Boat, Glass Jaw, Glass Eater, Gnarls Barkley, Gogol Bordello, Goldfinger, Go Betty Go, The Goo Goo Dolls, Good Charlotte, Gorilla Biscuits, Gorillaz, Graham Colton Band, The Grateful Dead, Gravy Train!!!, The Great Redneck Hope, Greatdayforup, Greeley Estates, Green Day, Guff, Guttermouth, Gwen Stefani, Gym Class Heroes
H’s
Halifax, The Hand Me Downs, Hanson, Haste the Day, Harvey Danger, The Haunted, He is Legend, Head Automatica, Heavens, Hellogoodbye, Helmet, Here Comes the Metric System, Hey Mercedes, The Higher, Hilary Duff, Hinder, Hit the Lights, Hitman Sammy Sam, Hollywood Undead, The Honorary Title, Hootie & the Blowfish, The Horrorpops, Horse the Band, Hot Hot Heat, Houston Calls, Huey Lewis & the News, The Human Abstract, The Hush Sound

I’s
I Am Ghost, I Got Shot in the Face, I Killed the Prom Queen, Idiot Pilot, Ima Robot, Image, Imogen Heap, Incubus, Infinites End, Ingrid Michaelson, Into Eternity, Iron and Wine, It Dies Today, IVEBEENSHOT

J’s
Jack Johnson, Jack off Jill, Jack's Mannequin, James Blunt, Jesse McCartney, Jet, Jethro Tull, Jets to Brazil, Jewel, Jimmy Eat World, JJ72, Joan Jett and the Blackhearts, Joanna Newsom, Job for a Cowboy, Joe, John Barry, The Jonas Brothers, Juicy J, Jump Little Children, Justin Timberlake

K’s
Kaddisfly, The Kaiser Chiefs, Kane & Abel, Kansas, Kelis, Kelly Clarkson, Kelly Rowland, Kill Paradise, The Killers, The Killing Moon, Killswitch Engage, Killwhitneydead, Kimya Dawson, The Knack, Korn, Kottonmouth Kings, KT Tunstall

L’s
Lakes, Le Tigre, The Legion of Doom, Less than Jake, Letter to Cleo, LFO, A Life Once Lost, Lifehouse, Lil Flip, Lil Kim, Lil Troy, Lil Wayne, Lil Wyte, Lily Allen, Lisa Hilton, Lit, Little Anthony & the Imperials, The Living End, Llyod, Long Shot Hero, Lordming, Lords of Acid, The Lost Prophets, Lovedrug, Lovehatehero, Ludacris, Luke Pickett, Lustra, Luther Vandross, Lynard Skynard

M’s
M2M, M83, Madball, Mad Caddies, Madina Lake, Mae, Magnetic Fields, Mariah Carey, Marilyn Manson, Maroon 5, Mary Beth Maziarz, Mat Kearney, Matchbook Romance, Matchbox 20, The Matches, Mayday Parade, MC Lars, McFly, Me First And The Gimme Gimmes, The Medic Droid, Meg and Dia, Men Women & Children, Meriwether, Mest, Methods of Mayhem, Michael Buble, The Microphones, Midtown, Mike Jones, Mike Pursley, Millencolin, Mindless Self Induglence, Ministry, Minus the Bear, Misery Signals, The Misfits, Missy Elliott, Modest Mouse, Mogwai, Moneen, Motion City Soundtrack, The Mountain Goats, Municipal Waste, Muse, Mute Math, MxPx, My American Heart, Mystikal

N’s
Natalie Imbruglia, Nelly, Nelly Furtado, Neon Blonde, Neutral Milk Hotel, Never Heard of It, New Found Glory, New Stories, Ne-Yo, Nickleback, Nightcore, Nine Inch Nails, Nirvana, No Doubt, No Trigger, No Use for a Name, NOFX, Norma Jean, Nysnc, The Number Twelve Looks Like You

O’s
Octopus Ink, Of Montreal, The Offspring, OK Go, Omarion, Olympia, OMC, On A Friday, One Republic, Onelinedrawing, Only Crime, Only Innocent Die, Orange Park, O-Town, Outkast, Ozark Mountain Daredevils

P’s
Panic! At the Disco, Papa Roach, Papoose, Paramore, Parkway Drive, Pat Green, Paulson, Pavement, Peaches, Pedro the Lion, Perfect Chaos, Peter Bjorn and John, Phil Collins, Piebald, Pink, The Pink Spiders, Pistolita, The Pixies, Placebo, The Plain White T’s, Planes Mistaken for Stars, Playradioplay, Plus 44, Poison the Well, Porcelain and the Tramps, The Postal Service, Protest the Hero, Puddle of Mudd, The Pussycat Dolls

Q’s
Queen, Queen Latifah, Queens of the Stone Age, The Queers, Quietdrive

R’s
The Raconteurs, Radiohead, Rancid, The Rasmus, Reach the Sky, The Red Hot Chili Peppers, Red House Painters, The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, Reel Big Fish, Refused, Reggie and the Full Effect, Relient K, Remembering Never, Revolting Cocks, Rick Springfield, Rihanna, Rise Against, The Rising End, The Riverboat Gamblers, Rob Zombie, Rock N Roll Soldiers, The Rocket Summer, Rod Stewart, Ronnie Winter, Rooney, Roses Are Red, Rufio, Rush, Ryan’s Hope, Ryan Huston

S’s
Sage Francis, Salt –N- Pepper, Saosin, Savage Garden, Saves the Day, Say Anything, Scary Kids Scaring Kids, The Scene Aesthetic, School Boy Humor, Sea and Cake, Sean Kingston, Secondhand Serenade, The Secret Handshake, Secret Lives of the Freemasons, Self Against City, Senses Fail, Set Your Goals, Severed Head, Shakira, Shattersphere, Shawnna, She Wants Revenge, Sherwood, Sheryl Crow, The Shins, Shiny Toy Guns, Silverstein, The Silversun Pickups, Simple Plan, Siouxsie and the Banshees, Sister Hazel, The Skatalites, Sky Eats Airplane, A Skylit Drive, Slightly Stoopid, Slint, Slipknot, Smash Mouth, Smoke or Fire, Snow Patrol, So They Say, Soilwork, Something Corporate, Son of a Dork, Sonic Youth, Soulja Boy, The Sound of Animals Fighting, The Sounds, The Spice Girls, The Spill Canvas, The Spin Doctors, Spineshank, Spitalfield, The Starting Line, State Radio, A Static Lullaby, The Stiletto Formal, Still Remains, The Stills, Stone Sour, Strawberry Alarm Clock, The Stray Cats, Street Dogs, Stretch Armstrong, Strike Anywhere, Strung Out, Sublime, Sugar Ray, Sugarcult, Suicidal Tendencies, Sum-41, The Summer Obsession, Sunny Day Real Estate, The Sunstreak, Swollen Members

T’s
T.I., Taking Back Sunday, Tapes 'n Tapes, Tatu, Tears for Fears, Tech N9ne, Tegan and Sara, Terror, Test Icicles, These Arms are Snakes, They Might Be Giants, Third Eye Blind, This Providence, A Thorn for Every Heart, Thrice, Through The Eyes Of The Dead, Throwdown, Thursday, Tiger Army, Tilly and The Wall, Timbaland, Toad The Wet Sprocket, The Toasters, Tokyo Rose, Tom Petty & the Heartbreakers, Tracy Chapman, Train, Trapt, Tsunami Bomb, Tyler Hilton

U’s
Umphrey's McGee, Underoath, Unearth, The Unicorns, The Unseen, Unwritten Law, The Used, Usher

V’s
Vanna, Vaux, VCR, The Velvet Underground, The Ventures, The Veronicas, Versus the Mirror, Veruca Salt, The Vervepipe, The Vines

W’s
Waking Ashland, The Wallflowers, The Warriors, The Waterboys, We Are Scientists, We Are the Fury, The Weakerthans, Weezer, Westlife, Wheatus, The White Stripes. The Who, Wilco, With Broken Wings, Wu Tang Clan

Y’s
The Yeah Yeah Yeahs, Yellowcard, Yes, Ying Yang Twins, Youth of Today

Z’s

Zao, Zebrahead, Zombie Gutz, Zox

Movies:

10th Kingdom
12 Angry Men
Constantine
The Exorcism of Emily Rose
Failure to Launch
Grandma's Boy
Harry Potter 1-4
Hide and seek
The Hills have eyes
Idle Hands
The Jacket
The Langileers
My Cousin Vinny
Rumor has it

Television:

Degrassi
Instant Star
Danny Phantom
The Fairly Odd Parents

Books:

Journals
Brave New World
Harry Potter Series
Angus thongs and full frontal Snogging

Heroes:

Savannah

I love you girl.
Nothing will ever change that, I promise.
I hope you have fun in Michigan!

My Blog

I STOLE THIS MUWHAHAHA

What Would You do if...I cried:I said I liked you:I kissed you:I was hospitalized:I ran away from home:I got in a fight and you were there:I got dumped:I pissed you off:What Do You Think Of My...P...
Posted by JT loves you [FTW] on Sun, 06 Aug 2006 11:12:00 PST

We love us some Walmart

Oh Snap Duh: WAL TO THE MART!Pandamoranda45: YESPandamoranda45: ANDPandamoranda45: LEONPandamoranda45: IS GETTINGPandamoranda45: US A RIDEOh Snap Duh: TO WHERE?Oh Snap Duh: to walmart?Pandamoranda45: ...
Posted by JT loves you [FTW] on Sat, 28 Jan 2006 09:18:00 PST

BOYFRIEND APPLICATION THAT I STOLE FROM JESSICA CANDPANTS!

Name: Age: Where you live: Why are you filling this out? What do you think about me? What was your first impression of me?Do you still feel that way? Do you wanna hold my hand? Do you wanna hug me? Do...
Posted by JT loves you [FTW] on Mon, 28 Nov 2005 01:45:00 PST

Promises must be kept

He said goodbye to her with a kiss, It's meaning and reason were masked. He told her he loved her, and always would. "Please don't forget me," he asked. He ran his hand through her hair, Softly sque...
Posted by JT loves you [FTW] on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

One is for the passion, one is for the spite

This is a poem I wrote, let me know what you think. A boy and a girlCompletely unawareOf what theyre getting intoBut I doubt theyd really careOne is for the passionOne is for the spiteSeparate they ...
Posted by JT loves you [FTW] on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Staring at these for walls

That's the way every god damned fucking emo song starts out these days. Gets on my fucking nerves. Been a while since I actually "blogged", so to speak. I am in the mood to just fucking cut someone's ...
Posted by JT loves you [FTW] on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

please read this!!

Even if you don't care, or even comment, just read this ok? thanks. I wrote it. We tried once at the game of love, but theres a flaw in our plan youre no lover, Im no fighter, so why try a...
Posted by JT loves you [FTW] on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

test thingy

1. What is your name? Jessica Taylor Grubb 2. What color underwear are you wearing? black 3. What are you listening to right now? ICP 4. What are the last 2 digits of your phone number? 48 5. What...
Posted by JT loves you [FTW] on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Boyfriend Application

BOYFRIEND APPLICATION i dont care if you're a girl, fill this out :D name: Age: Birthday: Location: Sexual Preference: Height: Weight: Body Type: Eye color: Hair Color: interests ...
Posted by JT loves you [FTW] on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

My Poems

Define Perfect The screen flickers light onto blank faces, And the sudden brightness erases the previous one, Branding each new image as the last one in their minds. One image in my head that I ...
Posted by JT loves you [FTW] on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST