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Beav (lgdtdfs)

Before you and I were stained and purity was so far away that I cannot remember feeling innocence.

About Me

I mean, we're all going to die. We know that on an intellectual level. We figure it out sometime when we're still fairly young, and it scares us so badly that we convince ourselves we're immortal for more than a decade afterward.
Death isn't something anyone likes to think about, but the fact is that you can't get out of it. No matter what you do, how much you exercise, how religiously you diet, or meditate, or pray, or how much money you donate to your church, there is a single hard, cold fact that faces everyone on earth: One day it's going to be over. One day the sun will rise, the world will turn, people will go about their daily routines—only you won't be in it. You'll be still. And cold.
And despite every religious faith, the testimony of near-death eyewitnesses, and the imaginations of storytellers throughout history, death remains the ultimate mystery. No one truly, definitively knows what happens after. And that's assuming there is an after. We all go there blind to whatever is out there in the darkness beyond.
Death.
You can't escape it.
You.
Will.
Die.

AIM = No Broadcasting


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My Interests

JESUS

MUSIC

PHOTOGRAPHY

THEATER

COMPUTERS

LIVING MY LIFE TO THE FULLEST EXTENT WHILE I'M ALIVE



I'd like to meet:



Music:



Wizard Cock

Books:

Authors Jim Butcher Piers Anthony Dean Koontz Steve Alten James Patterson J.R.R. Tolkien

Heroes:



My Blog

End Of An Era

As this portion of my life comes to an end, all I can do is look back on it with fond memories.It saddens me to no end that The Factory must die. I agree that a church is not a building, but it wasn't...
Posted by Beav (lgdtdfs) on Tue, 15 May 2007 09:09:00 PST

Just so you know.

I update my livejournal more than I update my myspace blog. So, you should add me as a friend on there....
Posted by Beav (lgdtdfs) on Mon, 14 May 2007 10:21:00 PST

Confused, Hurt, and Lonely.

I hate it when she has so many problems in her life. I want to help her in every way I can, but in reality, there's nothing I can do. It makes me feel so bad, so worthless. I just wish there was some ...
Posted by Beav (lgdtdfs) on Sat, 12 May 2007 04:07:00 PST

The state of Pensacola's music scene.

"oh you ironic pop rock fuck dont you fuck with METAL!"-Devin TownsendNowadays, people don't know the meaning of real music. Especially not in Pensacola. All of these "hardcore" kids seem to think tha...
Posted by Beav (lgdtdfs) on Fri, 04 May 2007 12:45:00 PST

Religious Debate with a friend in England

[13:21] Apathetic: I have a question for you[13:22] Ben: ok[13:22] Apathetic: When/if you take communion. Do you believe that it is actually the body and blood of Christ, or is it just symbolic?[13:22...
Posted by Beav (lgdtdfs) on Thu, 03 May 2007 12:10:00 PST

New Blog Group

I started a new blog group for regulars of the factory. So, ya know, if you's a reggaler, join tha sheezy.
Posted by Beav (lgdtdfs) on Wed, 02 May 2007 12:01:00 PST

29/04/2007

Well tonight was pretty amazing.Went to mass @ St. Mark's @ 5:30. Hung out with Gina after that until 8.Then I went to The Handlebar and saw Cartright, Mosey, and Reynosa play an amazing show. All thr...
Posted by Beav (lgdtdfs) on Sun, 29 Apr 2007 12:57:00 PST

Karaoke Dreams and Murderous Screams

OK, so a lot of things have happened in the past few days.I actually got to go to bible study last night. My uncle came and picked me up, and gave me some cash for food and necessities. He's also goin...
Posted by Beav (lgdtdfs) on Sat, 28 Apr 2007 07:00:00 PST

FUCK

FUCK LIFEFUCK LOVEFUCK MEFUCK YOUFUCK IT ALL
Posted by Beav (lgdtdfs) on Fri, 20 Apr 2007 10:50:00 PST

Crazy Survey

If I were a stone, I would be: Fire OpalIf I were a tree, I would be: A Dead OneIf I were a bird, I would be: A Raven If I were a machine, I would be: A soda fountain If I were a tool, I would be: A H...
Posted by Beav (lgdtdfs) on Wed, 18 Apr 2007 02:10:00 PST