dispersion |
a huge hole has opened underneath everything familiar, i feel change, cold winds licking my face with barbed tounges, try as i might, the flood gates are open, all i know will slowly disappear or muta... Posted by on Thu, 09 Jul 2009 04:04:00 GMT |
unwell |
eating myself from the inside out, vomiting all over the fucking room, wish i was, might actually make everything worthwhile, i am so very tired, your eyes burn a hole in the fabric of everyday life s... Posted by on Wed, 27 May 2009 14:32:00 GMT |
aura |
i couldn't bare to kill anything, i suppose, thoughts trail off, never resolved, dissonant chords, the decay trailing across the black sky, hope, no idea what anything means, inside your head is a pla... Posted by on Mon, 25 May 2009 11:15:00 GMT |
sleep |
countless stars fall on my eyelids blood trickles across my face, falling unconscious into sleep i believe again, sometimes we cannot grasp reason i must just forget that i exist that i am taking this... Posted by on Sun, 03 May 2009 16:24:00 GMT |
water |
I throw it all up in the air, the wind can do what it wants with it, with me, washed ashore, breathe that first breath over and over again, underwater seems a million seconds ago, veins still good, st... Posted by on Thu, 30 Apr 2009 07:06:00 GMT |
blue |
the vibrational rate of our bodies has sucked me in and there's no going back, try as i might to view another path, nothing sticks, nothing feels the right way except this road i'm on right now, even ... Posted by on Wed, 29 Apr 2009 03:56:00 GMT |
headaches |
it runs without me cascading blinding fractured segments, thoughts just run on and on and on i can't catch them they slip through my fingers, despair, augmented, deeper and deeper, eyes bleed under pr... Posted by on Wed, 22 Apr 2009 14:11:00 GMT |
catalyst |
and doves cut down mid flight, lashed down with wire and glue, blood billowing from arsenic filled wounds, screeching high, flood lit, uncompromising. only the best will attempt to fail. Posted by on Sun, 19 Apr 2009 13:17:00 GMT |
all is calm |
I don't know what we are, but right now, i really don't care, i guess i don't normally write things this straightforward, but i guess i should try and make sense for once. I can't explain where my hea... Posted by on Sun, 19 Apr 2009 10:42:00 GMT |
everything means nothing |
i will destroy myself again, i have lost count, emotions shouldn't exist, i hate me, i hate everything, i wish i had never met you, i wasn't supposed to find my soulmate, ever, especially not now, it ... Posted by on Wed, 08 Apr 2009 05:46:00 GMT |