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Mandiful

She's a mess of gorgeous chaos, You can see it in her eyes

About Me

Layout Provided By FreeCodeSource.com - Myspace LayoutsI'm Amanda. People call me Mandi. I'm pretty genuine.I have a bad habit of letting people touch my life just to get fucked over. I'm putting up a wall right now. If you don't like me, don't pretend you do. I might be vulnerable in the beginning but do not think for one second I won't figure you out. I will always find out if you are phony.
I like all different kinds of music. Lately I've been listening to slower music. R & B mostly. I think its just because its relaxing and I need to do that for a little bit.
Take the time to get to know me, and you'll be looking in the eyes of somebody completely different.
I'm just me in the end
The Truth?
I'm so tired of feeling the way I do over you When you can man up and tell me the truth I'll be here or there. Stop the bullshit I'm not going to be here when its only conveniant for you Not trying to be selfish, or nothing but what about me?! My heart is not there for your conveniance Frankly, neither am I. And do you know the most fucked up part? It took a complete stranger to make me see this How you gonna act like that?

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

"I'm selfish, impatient, & a little insecure. I make mistakes. I'm out of control & at times I'm hard to handle, but if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best." Marilyn Monroe
I'll be the rope from your window if you ever need to escape. You're my favorite ache inside; I'll be saving smiles for you

Music:

I love music
Goin' Crazy
By Natalie
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My Blog

One More Day With You

Last Night I had a crazy dreamA wish was granted just for meIt could be for anythingI didnt ask for moneyOr a mansion in MalibuI simply wished for one more day with youOne more dayOne more timeOne mor...
Posted by Mandiful on Thu, 11 Jan 2007 06:32:00 PST

Fall 07

After thinking really hard about what I want in the future--since what I wanted is no longer available. I've decided interior design is the correct thing for me and Baker College is right for me. A fe...
Posted by Mandiful on Mon, 01 Jan 2007 12:19:00 PST

Nice Things

Have you ever stopped to think of all the nice things people have done for you? For some reason--I have today.  Maybe because I just sat at the computer and wrote a paper and my mind seems to wan...
Posted by Mandiful on Thu, 21 Dec 2006 08:55:00 PST

I Miss These Memories

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Posted by Mandiful on Thu, 14 Dec 2006 09:36:00 PST

Perfection..

Last night during the storm I was sittin on my bed thinking-since I couldn't sleep good at all. Sara posted a blog about her perfect guy and then I started to wonder what I would consider "perfect" fo...
Posted by Mandiful on Fri, 04 Aug 2006 08:13:00 PST

quotes

it's funny how hello is always accompanied with goodbye,it's funny how good memories can start to make you cry.it's funny how forever never seems to really last,it's funny how much you'd lose if you f...
Posted by Mandiful on Wed, 28 Jun 2006 02:52:00 PST

Class of 06

Luk, Evonte, IsmaelI'm really proud of you guys!!! Keep doing what you do and don't ever change-you guys are awesome. ...
Posted by Mandiful on Fri, 26 May 2006 04:00:00 PST