BrianHumble! Be strong nico, get through this

"I have stopped believing the unbelievable,," "Try as he would, he could not clutch hold of it"....because of all the stuff that has happened.....So this year has been pretty tough but i have amazing people that do amazing things to helped me out.....I haven't talked to my dad in years because he just ditched me and that kinda hurts...ok it hurts a lot i cry about it a lot too...Im scared of the future but im also excited because i planned a lot of it out ;)...Im going to be honest that most of my friends don't act like friends a lot of the time...until i really need them then they're awesome....i hate super cocky people......i wanna be a professional photographer for nature....ya you look at me and say no but i say HECKA YES!...Music is my savior...it has helped me a lot through rough times but it also has brang me down...if thats even a word lmao...Losing friends suck never want that to happen again...my bro is in QUWAIT...capslock because im scared...i wish everything was back to normal :( but also everything that has happened has taught me valuable lessons...and im a bit RANDOM...yes like airheads i mean they're outta control! __________________________________________________