Lisa

my old answer sounded like an answer to a thesis question in my old philo orals. i dont believe i'm as bitter as i was. i'm MORE bitter. filthy lie. ok half lie. here goes.i enjoy sunsets. i'd probably enjoy sunrises too if i were awake to see them. i like sunsets more because i'm generally grouchy just after i woke up or when i dont get enough sleep. aluminum foil fascinates me. especially when it's crumpled up into little foil sculptures. something about the way the light strikes the different facets.i love my life now because i can read whatever i want and as much as i want to. the only thing i dont like about the dark is that i cant read. i like hanging out with good friends, talking, laughing. people say my laugh is "contrived", but it really isnt. it just sounds that way according to some.i want to sleep under the stars someday, but without the bugs, heat or worms. hm i'd brave the bugs heat and worms if there were people/was a person to share it with (BLEK!). I like the sky. I'll be all moody but when I see colors and patterns in the sky that i like i feel better.Of all the things to be allergic to, I'm allergic to alcohol. But if there's a good reason to brave the itchies i'd get drunk in a heartbeat. in years there hasnt been a good reason nor an opportunity.I like driving at night. Make that traveling at night. it makes plopping down on the bed, smooshing under the blanket and thinking about the day feel so much better. my good friends and family are the sun, moon, earth, sky and stars to me. so is my sanity. i think and read to keep sane, thinking and reading makes me crazy too. vicious cycle.