Lynn

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I'm just a girl who's finally figured out that my purpose in life is to love & be loved by God. Enjoying my journey on this earth, but trying not to get too comfortable because we're all just "passing through". I'm amazed at how much I've grown in the past few years. I realize how immature & selfish I was as a teenager & young adult. But I now understand that it's a phase that everyone goes through at one time. I was just blessed that I was able to see it as a phase & get passed it & eventually matured (sort of). I pray for the same for all teenagers...especially my nieces & nephews & eventually my children. I took so many things for granted & unfortunately I can no longer get back the times that I lost, but hopefully I can make up for it in the future. My biggest fear is failing as a mother. It's the hardest job in the world, but most rewarding & a 24/7 job at that. Every day I question if I did a good job that day & pray that the decisions I make & actions I take will mold my children to be the people that God created them to be. I don't like to disappoint people & it's hard for me to be happy if the people I love are unhappy. I have everything I've ever wanted...all my prayers heard & answered. I have a wonderful husband that continues to put up with me & loves me no matter what. He takes such wonderful care of this family...I would be so lost without him. I have 2 beautiful children (1 boy, 1 girl) that never cease to amaze me & brings a smile to my face every single day. I find my strength in them. I have amazing family & friends that are so supportive, I have my very 1st beautiful home which happens to be in Texas, I'm able to stay home with my children & raise them & most importantly I have a relationship with Jesus who helps & guides me through everything. Without His love & without His grace, I would be a lost, confused, miserable mess struggling to get through life. But since I've accepted Him I've experienced true joy for the first time in my life. I never realized what joy meant, I always thought it was just another word for happy, but I was wrong. It's an indescribable feeling that I hope everyone will get to experience.