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About Me

† † † † ' † ' ' † † ' † ' ' † ' † ' † † † ' † † He ionizes and atomizes -Then turns to sunlight.I'm LiZz with two Z's, yeah. I can’t explain who I am, or what I am, for what I do or say. Or maybe I just don’t want to. Who cares. I’ll try. I’m better talking to you in person, really. Nowadays people take things the wrong way, especially on here. I’m always sarcastic, not a smartass – well rarely. Depending if you piss me off, but rarely that to because I don’t take most people seriously, you shouldn’t take me seriously either. That’s unless I get into the subject of something. Messin around is always fun. If you’re not that type of person who takes things that way, it’s hard for me to get along to people like you. I don’t hate people – some I just, detest. I hate drama, enough said. I talk to all types of people, but I don’t talk to too many people. I don’t get attached or love as easy. I guess it’s hard for me to gain trust from most. I say what’s in my head, no matter if it’s stupid or blunt. But when it comes to things between people or home or any of that jazz – not really. Still, I have nothing to hide. Without the seven people I truly love and trust in my life, I’m bleak. They should know who they are, and if they don’t, you will. I can be a very sweet and loving person, blah blah. That’s only because those people tell me I am. It’s heard for me to show people I love them. It depends whom it is- I’m more open to one than the other. It’s through my actions that they know. I’m only vulnerable to them. I throw myself at them when I need to, and they’re there for me. They help me much and I couldn’t thank them enough. I choose not to go out a lot. I get homesick easily. Well, not homesick, more like I miss being in my room doing something. But when I do go out, I enjoy it, a lot. Most of they time I hate to say I’m not grateful for what I have. Maybe it’s that I’m spoiled- I don’t know, really. I usually get what I want, when I want, sometimes I don’t, but that’s when I think things over and realize it’s a good thing to not get what I want because it makes me want it more- and more. I like that feeling. It makes me give effort for it even in the end I don’t get it, still. I have my weird moments.

My Interests


Frank and lots and lots of Violet.

I'd like to meet:

Kitties - lots of them. Message &Add

Music:

Los Deftones Los Deftones Los Deftones Los Deftones Los Deftones Los Deftones &Frank's ipo0dee.

Movies:

-Bedazzled -velvet goldmine -enduring love - suburbia -crank and the illusionist

Television:

Falling out of aeroplanes and hiding out in holes Waiting for the sunset to come, people going home Jump out from behind them, and shoot them in the head Now everybody dancing the dance of the dead The dance of the dead The dance of the dead.

Books:

I speak of the immense city, that daily reality composed of two words: the others, and in every one of them there is an I clipped from a we, an I adrift,…I speak of the buildings of stone and marble, of cement, glass and steel, of the people in the lobbies and doorways, of the elevators that rise and fall like the mercury in thermometers,… of the coming and going of cars, mirrors of our anxieties, business, passions (why? toward what? for what?) of the hospitals that are always full, and where we always die alone, I speak of the half-light of certain churches and flickering candles at the altars, the timid voices with which the desolate talk to saints and virgins in a passionate, failing language…

My Blog

Detalles

No ganas al intentar& el olvidarmeDurante mucho tiempo en tu vida,Yo voy a vivirDetalles tan pequeños de los dos,Son cosas muy grandes para olvidarY a toda hora van estar presentes,Ya lo verás. Si otr...
Posted by 12:42 on Wed, 28 Feb 2007 11:08:00 PST

Paper Scars

Fall into pairs like two ugly fish, too rare for extinction I know, the veins in your hand felt sort of like summer, calm to the touch, on no, and my god how did we survive the paper scars, oh, bless...
Posted by 12:42 on Mon, 29 Jan 2007 11:24:00 PST

Precious Bee

Very little is more worth our time than understanding the talent of Substance & a bee, a living bee, at the window glass, trying to get out, doomed... it can't understand. __________________________...
Posted by 12:42 on Tue, 12 Dec 2006 10:24:00 PST

Some Lamb

No one is listening. Now you can sing the selfsong, as the bird does, not for territory or dominance but self enlargement. Let something come from nothing&...
Posted by 12:42 on Mon, 23 Oct 2006 10:07:00 PST

Cannibal

Hide me from me fill these holes with my eyes for mine are not mine. Hide my head and need for I am no good so dead in life so much time& By wing, and shade my me from my desire to be hooked fish. Th...
Posted by 12:42 on Fri, 20 Oct 2006 10:52:00 PST

Anniversary of an uninteresting event...

Mmm, not really.  
Posted by 12:42 on Fri, 14 Jul 2006 07:09:00 PST

The Singer.

The cup is not have empty as pessimists say  as far as he sees nothing is left in the cup. A whole cup full of nothing for him to indulge since the voice of ambition has long been shut up. &nbs...
Posted by 12:42 on Thu, 13 Jul 2006 11:27:00 PST

The Love Song Writer...

Sitting alone in the dark of a stadium he whispers his secrets into a cheap guitar. With the flick of his wrist he turns words into melodies. Chords into church bells, fill up the allies. Lovers entwi...
Posted by 12:42 on Thu, 13 Jul 2006 11:44:00 PST

Let's talk about this for a second...

Warped Tour today...I went to see Throwdown. And they were awesome.Actually better than I thought. Eighteen Visions wasn't all that great :/ James Hart is way hotter than Mick Morris, I can tell you ...
Posted by 12:42 on Thu, 13 Jul 2006 10:41:00 PST

Fuct.

Yeah it's over,You can bet in mid-october I will still be ranting 'bout most early may.Yeah he's a winner-he's a goddamn sinner.While he dines I'm on the wrong side of the day.And I said, "I don't und...
Posted by 12:42 on Tue, 11 Jul 2006 12:17:00 PST