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Winter is what they call me

Sanity is a madness put to good use; waking life is a dream controlled

About Me

Here's how Jen's life is going at the moment:
12-15 :"I will open the book. Its pages are blank. I am going to put words onto them myself. The book is called Opportunity and its first chapter is New Years Day."
12-8 : I've recovered from my life hiccup. Thanks all my lovely friendly minions who supported me with phone calls, massive IMing, and cookies. Wait... I didn't get any cookies.... WHAT THE HELL? Someone totally owes me cookies...

You are Strength

Courage, strength, fortitude. Power not arrested in the act of judgement, but passing on to further action, sometimes obstinacy.

This is a card of courage and energy. It represents both the Lion's hot, roaring energy, and the Maiden's steadfast will. The innocent Maiden is unafraid, undaunted, and indomitable. In some cards she opens the lion's mouth, in others she shuts it. Either way, she proves that inner strength is more powerful than raw physical strength. That forces can be controlled and used to score a victory is very close to the message of Strength, which might be why, in some decks, it is Justice that is card 8 instead of Strength. With strength you can control not only the situation, but yourself. It is a card about anger and impulse management, about creative answers, leadership and maintaining one's personal honor. It can also stand for a steadfast friend.

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BRIGHTNESS - That which is bright rises twice: The image of Fire. Thus the great man, by perpetuating this brightness, Illumines the four quarters of the world.
THIS WOULD BE ME.... if I was a dude that is.... lol. God I love my dog.

My Interests

My dog Bushi. massages. Music, especially good music. Video games. ANY kind of book. painting, especially when I just mush a bunch of color together. studying criminal cases. baths and showers. Knives. swimming/the ocean. camping. astronomy. astrology. I-Ching. Taoism. Halloween makeup. Medicinal herbs. singing (probably badly). Quantum physics. Ireland. dirtbikes/motorcross. guns. Giving and receiving gifts! Halloween, Cranberry juice, Chewable vitamins. java chip frappachinos, peacock feathers, ninja monkeys, being sneaky. Ghouls. Energy Drinks. My ripped up 10 year old Dr. Marten's. Playing in the rain. Making Vampires. Candy Corn. Dark Chocolate M&M's. Learning how to fire a 40mm and handle an autobaton. (My being tough is the only way to get people to take such a little girl seriously.) Dane Cook. Reavers. I am 60% Promiscuous.
.. I like sex and have a healthy sex life. I get just enough and know how to use my sexuality. Some people might have a problem, but that is their problem not mine. They just need to get more. Take the
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I'd like to meet:

I'd like to meet.....
John Constantine.
The Girl who Overcame Time and The Boy who was Just Overcome.
Mal.

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Our love is God, let's go get a Slushie.
I was at this casino minding my own business, and this guy came up to me and said, "You're gonna have to move, you're blocking a fire exit." As though if there was a fire, I wasn't gonna run. If you're flammible and have legs, you are never blocking a fire exit.
I'm crushing skulls with the rhythm of the radioactive beat playing hide and seek with the humans in the streets

Music:

Mostly psychobilly, punk, alternative. Mad Sin, Horropops. Pirate songs. NIN, Dresden Dolls, The Faint, PRESIDENTS OF THE USA (fuck yah), Tool, Meteors, Necromantix, The fantabulous Stellar Corpses, Placebo, The boop-boop song that Wrigley sings, MSI, incubus, Oingo Boingo, NIGHTMARE BEFORE XMAS SOUNDTRACK, The Cure, System of a Down, The lovely sound of my voice. Sneaker Pimps. Perfect Circle. Misfits. Dead can Dance. The Devils Makes Three. The Rocketz. Danzig. Skinny Puppy. Rasputina. Demented are Go.

Movies:

Pretty much everything. Constantine. Star Wars. Nb4X, V for Vendetta, Office Space, Edward Scissorhands. Ferris Buelers Day Off. Resevoir Dogs. Jay and Silent Bob Strike Back. Bill and Ted 1&2. Waynes' World 1&2. Waking Life. Fight Club. All Dogs go to Heaven. Gone with the Wind. 40 Year old Virgin. Monty Python. Kung Fu Hustle. Serenity. Chicago. 13 Ghosts. Big Fish. 28 Days Later. Four Rooms. Top Gun. Bubble Boy. Gattaca. Army of Darkness. Lucky # Slevin. Shaun of the Dead. Romancing the Stone. Ghostbusters, Lost Boys.

Television:

Firefly. Buffy. Samurai Jack. Full Metal Alchemist. Dead Like Me. But I watch all this on DVD, the actual TV is never really used.

Books:

I read too much because I enjoy books more than people. I've decided I can list a few, although you'll probably get bored. Hitchhikers Guide, The Art of Happiness, His Dark Materials, The Abhorsen Trilogy, The Sandman, Ishmael, Lord of the Rings, Any Neil Gaiman, Brave New World, JTHM, Wicked, HarryPotter, Fight Club, The Art of War, All Narnia, Memnoch the Devil, my autobiography. Hemingway can suck it.

Heroes:

HH the Dalai Lama, Myself, My brother (it happened all of a sudden, I can't explain it.) John Constantine. The Cowboy Bebop Crew. Johnny Depp

My Blog

Thankfulness

Normally for me Thanksgiving is all about the pumpkin pie.  But there was this eerie moment yesterday where the idea jumped into my head that I have ALOT that is good in my life, stuff I don't no...
Posted by Ace of Hearts on Sat, 25 Nov 2006 05:21:00 PST

Yup, it's halloween alright

And I'm actually at home, going to bed early.  Weird. Well, I got my halloween kicks at Lumpy's wedding and last weekend in Santa Cruz, so it's not like I haven't been living it up costume-wise.&...
Posted by Ace of Hearts on Wed, 01 Nov 2006 10:33:00 PST

Happy Birthday to Me!!

Hooray! it's my birthday!  And it's been about a week-long jen-celebration, how great.  I went down to Santa Cruz Friday night, and had a fabulous time with friends.  We hung out all Fr...
Posted by Ace of Hearts on Wed, 04 Oct 2006 12:36:00 PST

Good times

So it begins, my test is tomorrow, Hamlet's opening night is tomorrow!! Wooo!  I'm kinda excited, not only that my stress is finally starting to lessen, but... things are just interesting.  ...
Posted by Ace of Hearts on Fri, 22 Sep 2006 05:49:00 PST

Hamlet

I just read this blog before posting, and wanted to warn you that it's mildly temporally disjointed.  Sorry.I think this blog was supposed to be something about logic and emotion.  That's th...
Posted by Ace of Hearts on Thu, 10 Aug 2006 07:53:00 PST

I ran a marathon, no shit!

Dude, I ran the 6-mile Wharf to Wharf in Santa Cruz this weekend. I guess it's not "technically" a marathon, but still, hot damn huh?  I'm not big on endurance tests, and never thought I'd be abl...
Posted by Ace of Hearts on Tue, 25 Jul 2006 09:19:00 PST

Scoobies

Summer is so damn...hot.  I'm wandering around dazed all day, mild heat stroke from the 100+ degree weather this past week. I don't know how I managed to make it to the Ren faire and actually sur...
Posted by Ace of Hearts on Wed, 28 Jun 2006 10:41:00 PST

My MRI

So I finally got to get an MRI today for my shoulder. The actual MRI wasn't so bad - I sorta felt like I was on the Space Mountain ride at Disneyland. Except minus the actual rollercoaster. And minus ...
Posted by Ace of Hearts on Tue, 13 Jun 2006 03:07:00 PST

So who wants to see a Child Actor me?

Yah, I found this in an old comment Jon posted.....  Good Lord.  Back when I had a chance to kick Kirsten Dunst's ass in the Interview with a Vampire audition...I think the problem was of co...
Posted by Ace of Hearts on Tue, 23 May 2006 07:46:00 PST

Mad Sin in Santa Cruz Weekend

So here I am, my eyes half-opened after a too-long yet too-short weekend.  Jon, Malyse and I drove down to SC Friday night, stayed at a ridiculously expensive hotel, the Pasatiempo Inn, but we go...
Posted by Ace of Hearts on Mon, 15 May 2006 07:16:00 PST