its funny how the past catches up to you... |
went to wal-mart today to return some stuff... a lady out front was selling tamales...only in so cal, i swear.
mormens just came to my door and wouldn't leave even though i wasn't answering.&nb...
Posted by ♥ LONSTER MONSTER on Sun, 25 Mar 2007 01:29:00 PST |
Hurt my last feeling. |
The past week has been horrifying... ash knows... it's so painful to find someone you love so much... unconditionally... thinks you're a liar. hate. I've been nothing but competely honest ...
Posted by ♥ LONSTER MONSTER on Sat, 24 Mar 2007 10:54:00 PST |
I've caught the smit |
? I feel more love at this moment then I ever thought possible. I want him to hold me in his arms forever... close my eyes and get lost in his heartbeat. I want him to grow inside me and r...
Posted by ♥ LONSTER MONSTER on Sun, 14 Jan 2007 08:39:00 PST |
"You don't love my... love?" |
All day, all I've needed has been a hug... or a kiss... or a... something to make the stinging stop. Supposed to get my echocardiogram soon but I'm too scared to call and make the appointment.&n...
Posted by ♥ LONSTER MONSTER on Fri, 14 Jul 2006 08:39:00 PST |
Release yourself from misery |
The world is changing around me but I feel like everything's just passing by. Like I haven't moved or changed or grown... just everyone around me. Like there's circles of networks of peopl...
Posted by ♥ LONSTER MONSTER on Tue, 04 Jul 2006 10:09:00 PST |
Better? or better... |
Sean and I have met and passed the year mark and I still love him more than anyone. I can't picture my life without him and I really don't want to. Ashley and Daryl are getting married in ...
Posted by ♥ LONSTER MONSTER on Sat, 29 Apr 2006 11:46:00 PST |
I've found something else to amuse myself |
This weekend I had a horrible time. I don't feel like elaborating... i know no one cares. Sean is amazing though. I finished my book, STIFF, and it was amazing. now i'm half wa...
Posted by ♥ LONSTER MONSTER on Tue, 13 Dec 2005 07:20:00 PST |
Like learning to breath |
¤¤Suddenly it's occured to me that I've never been the type to be happy. Even when it seems like life is going perfectly, I always want a little something to kick start the drama again. Ye...
Posted by ♥ LONSTER MONSTER on Wed, 23 Nov 2005 08:14:00 PST |
How does a year pass? |
It seems like not but a few weeks ago that I was someone else. Taking a step back means seeing me for who I thought I knew I was. It makes me wonder, "Did I ever know who I was? Do I...
Posted by ♥ LONSTER MONSTER on Tue, 22 Nov 2005 06:43:00 PST |
Time to ponder... |
♥I've taken the past few months to think about everyone and everything that's happened in the past few months. I feel like I've lost some parts of myself. Friends have nearly forgot...
Posted by ♥ LONSTER MONSTER on Sat, 19 Nov 2005 06:07:00 PST |
