♫ 4M3THYST ♫

I'd like to meet:

The nice guys/girls that finish last. They always have the best stories to tell. The ones that REAL people can relate to.

Music:

Alternative, Alternative Rock, Classic Rock, 80's Rock, Punk, Ska, Pop, J-Pop, Country, TEXAS Country, Techno, Dance, Trance, Lounge, Jazz, Metal, Reggae, Grunge, Hip-Hop, Rap Rock, World Beat, Blues, Southern Rock, and than some...

Movies:

50 First Dates, Billy Madison, Little Nicky, The Wedding Singer, Happy Gilmore, The Longest Yard, The Waterboy, Garden State, Crazy / Beautiful, Clerks, Dogma, Jay & Silent Bob Strike Back, Empire Records, Serenity, The Island, Walking Tall, The Fast & The Furious, 2 Fast 2 Furious, Master Of The Flying Guillotine, Sin City, The Notebook, Into The Blue, 300, V For Vendetta, Americano, The Marine, Stranger Than Ficion, and a ton more...

Television:

X-Files, WWE Raw, WWE Smackdown, That 70's Show, Survivor, Ghost Hunters, Criss Angel: Mindfreak, Friends, Will and Grace, According To Jim, Family Guy, ECW, CSI: Crime Scene Investigation (the Vegas one), CSI: Miami, Unsolved Mysteries, Ghost Whisperer, Jericho, Criminal Minds, King of Queens, Reines, Avatar: The Last Airbender, Naruto, Hajime No Ippo, and quite few others...

Books:

Just about anything! There's this clearance book rack at the grocery store I go to... and I swing by it every time I'm in there. If it's under $3, I buy it! I love to read, and will get into just about ANYTHING! I'm especially fond of Dean Koontz books, because he uses the best analogies to describe things!

Heroes:

4M3THYST's Survey

What is your biggest dream? To be successful in life. I don't want to flounder around as a detriment to society in any way. Your typical married-house-kids thing is good too.
What is your worst fear? Losing the people I care about and love. Also, grasshoppers. Grasshoppers make me want to pee my pants!
What do you think of when you think of being alone? Being suspended in a gray void with no walls, floor, or ceiling....
Does blood scare you/make you sick? It used to, but having worked at a vet clinic so long now... around poop, pee, blood, and vommit... nah. It doesn't make me gag anymore.
Do you have morbid thoughts? Not really. I'm mostly an optimist.
What is the worst trait a person can have? Dishonesty.
Do you know who you are? Nope. Not fully. I don't think any of us ever REALLY do. We spend our whole lives figuring it all out. How boring would life be if we always knew exactly what we wanted and needed. Life throws us curve balls for a reason.
What is your worst addiction? Spoiling my pets... and getting piss drunk at family gatherings! Yeehaw!
Do you hide who you really are to keep your family happy? I don't hide who I am, but there are some subjects we just don't approach... like religion.
Would you die for another person if it saved their life? If they were an honorable person. No crimimals or anything... I'd like to think my sacrifice went towards something worthy.
Do you cry when a disaster happens in the world? YES! OMG! I lose it! I'm such an empathetic person... bad things like that destroy me! Especially if there's children involved! *tears up*
If you could go back and change one thing from your past, what would it be? Honestly, I don't know if I'd change a thing... There were some decisions I wish I hadn't made... Hind-sight is always 20/20, you know? But every choice I made in the past has gotten me here... and I'm pretty content "here" for the most part.
Do you ever lie to make someone happy? Yes... sometimes you just can't get around it. If you read this question and answered "no" to yourself.... you're a liar. However, I try not to do that to the important people that matter to me. I save my "white lies" for office politics, and things that aren't close to my heart.
If you could cure one disease, what would it be and why? Lukemia. In honor of "Crucial BBQ".... RIP bro.
What do you hate the most about yourself? My self esteem... and that I can be SOOOOO shy most of the time.
What do you love the most about yourself? My empathetic nature. I can relate to anyone, anywhere, at any time. It's very useful... makes me a good listener, too.
Do you contemplate life after death, and what do you conclude when you do? No. There is no life after death. I believe in the "circle of life". Watch "The Lion King"... seriously.
How do you think your karma is doing? Good or bad? I might still get payed back for a thing or two that I owe on from the past... but mostly I'm just hanging in there.
If you could live a different life from birth to now, what would it be? I don't quite understand the question... but I guess I'd want to live the life of a bird, so I could fly!
Do you believe your dreams/nightmares hold truth? When I do dream, I feel like it's for a reason. But I rarely recall them...
Do you think human life is too short? Why or why not? Not in comparison to alot of other species in nature! I don't think it's too short... it's just a matter of what you do with it while you have it.
Would you prefer to have a shorter life with no chance of health issues? Hmmm... interesting question. I suppose the answer is yes. I would willingly knock 10 years off my lifespan if it meant the possibility of not having to deal with these spine and leg injuries ever again!
How do you think humanity willend? why? We'll either kill off the planet, kill off each other, die by way of meteor, or get sucked into the sun. Those are the only scenarios that could occur. *shrug* (Not to sound negative, or anything. Lol.)
Would you rather live forever in a bunker, or die in a nuclear blast? Hm... I'd give the bunker a shot for a while. Deff/ not forever... but if there were other survivors in parts of the world, there's no telling what their technology could accomplish while I'm hiding out down there. It's worth the wait/gamble. At least for a bit.
What is your worst death you can imagine for yourself? Suffocation. I know it's cliche.... but it's the truth. In a fire... underwater... being smothered by someone... choking on something... no matter how you think about it: suffocation is SCARY!
How would you "prefer" to die, what age? Old, happy, and knowing I left my mark somewhere or with somebody! *grin*
Do you believe that herbal medicines are just as good as chemicle? Indeed. Our species survived for hundreds of thousands of years without Walgreen's. And I think that was more the natural order of things. They go on and on about how great it is that humans are living longer than ever these days... but I don't feel like it was ever intended to be that way. No wonder the planet is becoming over populated, and we're killing it off. We have all sorts of unnatural medicines keeping all sorts of unworthy people alive. Maybe that sounds mean... but I think it's the way it's suppossed to be??? Am I right???
Have you ever done acid/LSD/Shrooms? What was your worst trip? No. The worst thing I ever did was Roll X yeeeeaaaars ago. Not doing it again. I'm clean these days.
What was your best trip? At the time I might've thought I had a good one, but I've honestly outgrown that scene. It was all stupid.
What's the scenario that best allows you to best get in touch with yourself? Relaxing music, post yoga-workout, meditating.
Do you believe in destiny? What is yours? I do believe in destiny. I believe that my destiny is to care for people and be there for them. It's that empatheic nature of mine...
Can music really heal us? Absolutely.
If you could be told your future in detail, would you want to know? I might want to know the biggies, like do I live to a ripe old age? Do I get married? Do I have kids? Do I stay healthy? Yadda yadda ya...
If you had 5 more days to live before you died, what would you do? Spend it with the people I love. This question makes me want to cry though. :(
Do you believe that animals have souls? Yes. I most certainly do.
What was your favorite childhood game? Make-believe!
What person are you most afraid of and why? James in Colorado.... because he did bad things...
Have you ever thought of harming another person? Funny you should ask that right after the question about who I'm most afraid of... because the answer would be yes. I've thought (many times) about hurting him...
Do you have some memories that never actually happened in your past? YES!
If so, do you believe they are from a past life? No... but I sorta think they might be somebody elses... like our cosmic wires got crossed. I wonder what memories of mine are floating around out there that other people might have!
When are you most happy? When I'm with any of the people I care about.