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About Me

Symphony

Seriously, it has taken me 5 years to fill out this About Me section. I have filled it in and like clockwork I soon after delete it. I definitely don't put my all into letting people know about me. Even now, between sentences I pause to wonder if I am putting too much or not enough. I am an overthinker. I am also an Aries-a Fire Sign. I am just about every lil thing astrology says about Aries and then some. I have been married for twelve years now, and right when you think you know it all, you find out you really don't know enough. And right when you think you know your husband completely, you find that there is always some room to learn more--which is what keeps it interesting I guess. I am a mother of two, a girl and a boy. They are growing up way way WAY too quick! This is where I stop again and say," hmmm what should I tell them now?". So instead of deleting all of this I am going to pause, enter it all in, and go walk to the coffee shop with the kids. Gonna get some fresh air, then I will put more. Oh yeah, I looooove iced coffee( too much).

My Interests

**My main interest is my family-aren't my two kids absolutely beautiful?!**
.. I'm Drawn to Your Cage to Wage This Rage

I'd like to meet:

I'd love to meet a few people I have some high respect for...like BrenBren, Ted, and Stephanie. I'd like to meet Sarah McLaughlan, Maynard Keenan, Natalie Merchant, Stevie Nicks, David Grey, and a few dead musicians. I'd also like to meet a newer improved me. I'd like to meet the wind Gods. And my guardian angel, because Lord knows I have one.

Music:

When it comes to music.....I love just about anything and everything.....except a lot of this new teeny bopper stuff that has been coming out. Favorites are Portishead, Flyleaf, Alpha, Garbage, Tool, APC, U2, Alice in Chains, Pearl Jam, Depeche Mode, Sarah McLaughlan, Stevie Nicks, The Sundays, Morrissey, Cure, old 80's crap, Erikah Badhu, oh gosh...could go on and on...

Graphic Comments

Who begins a star ?
Who will roll far ?
Took the way I know
Move along now
So sad I lost my memory
The shape of things to come
Circus heart stops inside me
There's just no time.
Halcyon days
Pine the roadways
Got to let you know
And I walk the way the wind blows
Softly in clouds of envy
I see those eyes
Fireflies in time
Don't ask for anything more
There seems no room in my life
Don't ask for anything more
Don't know why
Talk to me
Drag my memory
Across a seashore of sin
Yes I care
I'm trying to say it
I'm getting tired, so look
I'll never
Whenever
Hold your hand, hold the light
Indian took another butterfly
Anything cloud nor dirt
Funny bird
Burning words
Traveling dreams for me
In time.
Heads down
Words from an Indian
Words tiny in tone
Peace signs
Hitching a ride
With destiny on tow
--Firefly

Movies:

Sixteen Candles, Say Anything, Weird Science, Taladequa Nights, 300, Natural Born Killers, Texas Chainsaw Massacre, Blood Diamond, Pulp Fiction, Napolean Dynamite, The Pursuit of Happyness, Semi-Pro, Juno, Bucketlist, etc., etc., etc.

Television:

Books:

I don't have a long enough of an attention span to sit and read a book.

Heroes:

I believe that in a way..my husband is my hero for taking me away from situations I was putting myself into. I also believe my brother is a hero for the work he does , along with all the other Marines in Iraq. We all count the days until he comes back home.

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My Blog

Your guess is as good as mine

I want to screamHolding my ears tightThings aren't how they seemI will let it out With the dark of tonight You know the rollercoasterof life is real as we areBut the ride never endsUps and downs It co...
Posted by Courtney on Fri, 20 Jun 2008 11:47:00 PST

Only on Paper

Laugh out loud in your dreamsIn darkness shoots sunbeamsDirect hits on neglected spotsBlinding glares with black dotsAll over this vision I see...while learning the word freeWhile it may seem...that I...
Posted by Courtney on Thu, 05 Jun 2008 09:53:00 PST

Not So Random

I don't really know where to begin...I just know that I need to do this. Maybe just to let thoughts flow into feelings that end up making sense....or just a way of acknowledging something ...
Posted by Courtney on Sun, 02 Dec 2007 09:41:00 PST

nothing more than me

one single life has many notebook pages combined with complicated stages of growing....showing lessons learned ...and so the pages are turned new thoughts....a new found love that is sent gently from ...
Posted by Courtney on Sun, 25 Nov 2007 12:00:00 PST

I’m back !!

so yall .....yay !!!! i cant hold back my excitement right now....our neighbors have three friggin computers and decided to sell me and my husband their laptop!!! so now im sittin comfy on our c...
Posted by Courtney on Sat, 03 Nov 2007 03:28:00 PST

Taking in the Fresh Air

VarietyThe spice of LifeFree to chooseStaying away from strifeGod gave it to usfree willPriceless love or...cheap thrillsthrill rides only last so longbut living lifewith His love - forever STRO...
Posted by Courtney on Sun, 07 Jan 2007 08:03:00 PST

30 Days Clean

I don't have much to say except that when the clock striked midnight ....opening up the door to a whole new year ....it also meant I had now been clean for thirty whole days ....woohoo. I ...
Posted by Courtney on Tue, 02 Jan 2007 05:55:00 PST

Venting

I need not worry myselfin the direction you point ur fingerjudging everyone but yourselfare you trying to hide the guilt that lingers ?of all mistakes you've made ?am I not human also ?are you holier ...
Posted by Courtney on Wed, 27 Dec 2006 11:23:00 PST

80% Chance of Storms

So I figured I'd sit at the computer and write a lil bit about the way I am feeling ...the thoughts pouring through my head as it rains outside. Sometimes my want to write it all out in poem for...
Posted by Courtney on Thu, 21 Dec 2006 02:44:00 PST

The Serenity Prayer ( it does help )

Posted by Courtney on Wed, 20 Dec 2006 12:21:00 PST