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♠LeaStein♠

***'whos the bastard who forgot to flush the dead baby?' -Punk Rock Sam

About Me


♣My name is Lea, I'm generally an optimistic person.. Generally.. I sing, scream, write lyrics, play the violin and various other instruments. Music takes up most of my time, and if I'm not doing something musical I'm probably at work, sleeping, or chilling with my mates. I'll do almost anything to make my friends laugh, because their laughter is the most beautiful music I have ever heard. I like to draw pictures with vivid colours, there is probably a proper term for them but I call them 'druggie drawings'. I also make clothing as a hobby. I tend to question everything over and over again, and I like to make others rethink their beliefs and ideas. Learning is also a large part of my life, not exactly the textbook kind of lreaning, but learning about people, learning about the world through my experiences and mistakes. I believe that there is good in every situation, even if it is not immediately apparent.♥
This is my bestfriend and cousin Brit singing a Karaoke version of Heart breaker. I'm so proud of her ♥
I've known and know at least one person who has suffered through and some that have been lost to each of the above cancers. Its the hardest thing knowing that there isn't a sure cure to any of them, and those who are still living with it may not have much longer. All I ask of anyone and everyone is to not forget that life is precious and can be taken in any moment.

My Interests

Memorable Quotes
"There is beauty in everything, even death, even depression, even darkness...you just have to look harder to see it." Danny Bon
alyssa: how do u have an abortion with your pants on? does a baby just fall out while your in safe way??What if your water breaks in the frozen food aisle?! Me: Clean up on aisle 9!! -everyone is dieing of laughter-

Ashley: Scott dont give my fish cancer!!!

Waiter at Timberhouse: What kind of toast would you like? Alyssa: -in all seriousness- French. Waiter: ...........Sourdough?

Ashley and Cassie: what kind of ice cream do u have? the waiter: vanilla (in Spanish accent....)... Ashley and Cassie: ..... banana!!!! Scott and I: VANILLA!

Alyssa: I should just get pregnant so I don't have my period... oh wait ill just take the pill like you.. (the following happened simultaneously) Me:-look of disbelief- Ashley:... oh my god you still have your period!! Cassie: hahahahaa Scott: -tried to eat in peace-

"stand in boy friend! its like prostitution but with out the sex"-lea

"i cant find jade.....or lea....or the small child.....oh god...."-chris

"ahhhh, suicidle awkward turtle!"-jade

I thnk a hero can be a family member, someone who goes out of their way for your happiness, a fire fighter, or even someone who smiles at you when you're having a bad day. I think that often a hero is a friend.-Krissy

"I just hit my elbow on the guitar and blacked out!"- Ashley

"If I dont get laid soon I'm going to chop off my dick and give it to charity." -Vinnie

''Remember to follow your heart, just keep it protected. true love is in the most unlikely places.''~Ayesha

''Things can work out in very STRANGE ways.''-Casey

"I had pants once! They were awesome!"-Danny

Thrust and continue walking." -Derek

Madi~Lol not many peoples goal is to die :ninja: We're cool 8) Me~HAHAHAHAH hells yes!! Our goals: To die in the SICKEST FUCKING WAY POSSIBLE at a System of a down show!!!

''I'd just like to see Elvis in a heavy metal band'' -Cortland

Kyle- i so cant have a baby right now Kyle- =( Me- hahaha Awwwe why not? Kyle- cuz man Kyle- i dont even have a placenta man Kyle- my baby's gonna diee!! Kyle- :c-section: !!! Me- -died laughing-

Punk Rock Sam's going rate is "5 bux, 4 beers and 1 sandwhich"

"Being a teenager isn't a curse, it's an experiance." -Danny

""Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away." -Unknown

"Gum is playdough for my mouth!" -Shannon (4/20)

"online, yes we rule the online drinking" -Cassie

"Josh- I will eat your first child! Me- What if I'm not going to have kids? Josh- I will daterape uhhm drug Chris, then datedrug you, force him to impregnate you, wait 9 months, then eat your child Chris- Whaaaat?!

"Wouldn't you get arrested for ripping out your child's vagina?"- Ashley G

"Nothing is as it appears"-Horoscope

" i guess its easy to pour your heart out to a stranger "-- Kendra

"Life is sweet, and so is cookie dough."-- Jade

"hey look a fence.. it'd be cool if we could walk through fences! do you wanna try? YES! " -- Shannon and I

"The sky looks purple. Actually... It looks more like a lightish shade of lavender."-- Britney and I

"Dude I think there IS milk in that milkshake!..... Wait what the hell did I just say?!" -Kyle [on peanut butter milkshakes]

"Ugh dude penises are so frustrating!" -Kyle

"Duuudddeee.. Vicagra! You'll go numb with you boner!" -Derek

"Keep the Booze and Boobs and im set for life haha :]" -Ulysses

"im so sexually upset and fustrated" -Jordan

(Upon seeing a large group of kids enter the theater) "are you thinking what I'm thinking?"-Me "uhh Stew?" -Derek

Kera: That beer tastes soapy [referring to Guinness] Me: -eyes widen- They make Sobe flavoured beer?!

Kera: "Apparently they didn't know how much a $20 phone card was...." Me: ".....Wait. How much IS a $20 dollar phone card.....?" Kera: "$20" Me: ".... shit -_- I just said that didn't I?" Kera: *laughs*

"Hammet Sheets"- Pete's and my odd inside thought.

"...everything happens for a reason...and ppl come into ur life for a reason...and i guess they leave for a reason too."- Vinnie

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I'd like to meet:


I would love to find someone that I can connect with and who is willing to put up with my bullshit. Someone who will love me not just for the way I look, but for who I actually am. Someone who is willing to go to the beach with me at night, just to look at the stars. Someone who is not afraid to dance to the music in their head, and sing along with it as loud as possible. Someone who can accept the fact that I'm not so sure all of the time, but will hold me close and say its all alright. I want to meet someone who will not hurt me if I start to love them, and someone who won't break my trust when I start to trust them.... I'm beginning to think that this someone does not exist though...

Music:

Metallica
Cliff Burton

You died in a bus crash but will always be loved and remembered
I will listen to anything. Though my main listening pleasures include metal of every bloody kind and punk.Rock Ensemble - June 08

Movies:


My favorite flicks are

+Moulin Rogue
+Across The Universe
+The Shawshank Redemption
+Star Wars (all of them!)
+Life As A House+
+The Devil Wears Prada
+Legally Blond
+Bill and Teds Excillent Adventure
+American History X,
+Romper Stomper
+Cliff 'em All
+The Matrix
+The Lost Boys
+Interview with the Vampire
+SLC Punk.

Television:

~VICTIM OF THIS LAND!~
I DON'T want to live my life
With my face in the toilet
AND MY FINGERS
DOWN MY THROAT!

Tears
Snot
And saliva
DROWN me
in my own misery
Butt
jiggles
too
much
when I walk
E at whatever the fuck I
WANT
and continue to see
those number s
DROP!
confuse anyone...
I AM A VICTIM OF AMERICA!
Within this TOUGH BITCH attitude
obviously sick in the head
Lies a girl
Who CRIES
to the sound of her
DYING PERFECTION
FUCKED UP
She's DYING from her own
Self inflicted d isease
MIA you're fucking murdering me!
If BEAUTY lurks about, she will seek it out.
If perfection abounds, there she will be found.
If a damsel be in distress
SHE WILL BE THERE in her dress
I AM A VICTIM OF
AMERICA!

Because I've learned beauty is pain
And it's something I'll never gain.
Her pant size is d ouble digit
that means she's HIDEOUS!
GIRLS DON'T PICK ON ME
I pick on MYSELF
[except for last night]
I DON'T CARE WHAT YOU SAY
I'll always be a FAT
LYING
CHEATING
UGLY
WHORE!
CAUSE GOD DIDN'T MAKE ME THIS WAY
I AMERICA did.
I
PURGE
BINGE
STARVE
Chew & Spit!
WHEN I WANT..
Not caring who is nearby
MY TEETH rotten
and bloodshot my eyes
I AM A VICTIM OF
AMERICA!

OR AM I?
I CALL MYSELF a good girl
When I empty my stomach into the shitter
NO I'M NOT SICK
WANTING to be PERFECT is not a DISEASE.
When I watch them on T.V.
I smile.
because they look so happy
I'M JUST A SICK GIRL
LIVING IN A FUCKED UP WORLD

So lets all point and stare.
And when people talk
I hear them
WANT TO BE NEGATIVE 90 POUNDS!
that's my vision.
Surely I am a victim
OF THIS SHIT HOLE
you call America
YOUR BELOVED CUNT-TRY
your land of misery
[how could you be proud?]
ALTHOUGH I AM LOOKING FOR THAT BEAUTY WITHIN
I'll suffer for my latest sin
Until I'm happy in my skin.
The damsel in distress
Who wants to be rescued
WOMAN
VICTIM
BROKEN SPIRIT
WHO WON'T STOP UNTIL SHE HEARS IT

I WILL FIGHT FOR ME
CLIMB THE HIGHEST TOWER FOR ME
YET HATE ME
FROWN UPON ME
DROWN WITHIN ME
Murder myself
Destroy my HEALTH
MY OWN PRIZE WILL BE MY BODY
Until I define the word "hottie"
MY SICKNESS WILL BE PASSED DOWN
FOR MY FAMILY TO SEE AND FROWN
Each of their daughters will know who I WAS
and they'll know it's all because
SOCIETY TELLS ME THAT I'M UGLY
THAT I HAVE DEFINED FAT WHORE
A LIAR A CHEATER
AND NOTHING MORE

BUT YOU ASK any Mia and
she'll agree
"I truely miss the old Me."
AND MAYBE one day you'll understand
THAT I AM TRUELY A VICTIM
OF THIS VICIOUS LAND!

By Madi

Books:


I Love to read.. If I could, I would read everything... But I can't acheive that... so heres a few authors that I read frequently...
Jackie Collins
Stephen King
George Orwell
Jack Frost
Anne Rice
J.R.R. Tolkien
J.K. Rowling
Jack London

My Blog

Q&A

 deep questions that will really tell you something.Not stupid questions like "How Old Are You?"1.What is more difficult for you, looking into someones eyes when you are telling someone how you f...
Posted by ♠LeaStein♠ on Sun, 22 Jun 2008 11:58:00 PST

This I believe

I had to write a short paper about a specific belief that I have. This is what I came up with: This I Believe     Have you ever reflected upon your emotions and wished that you hadn&rs...
Posted by ♠LeaStein♠ on Wed, 09 Apr 2008 11:15:00 PST

Cant come down

my adrenaline's still pumpingtheres nothing I can doI cant come down (from this high)its all because of youI'm moving very shakilybut flowing smooth as graceeach time I hear your whisperevery time I s...
Posted by ♠LeaStein♠ on Sat, 08 Mar 2008 11:26:00 PST

I’ve got something to say....

Can I tell you something?But promise not to laugh I think that I am fallingFalling for you at lastI thought that it was crazyand now I'm thinking throughI kind of want to start something;somethin...
Posted by ♠LeaStein♠ on Mon, 03 Mar 2008 01:51:00 PST

The song that will not be called Bubbles!!

these words wont last foreverno matter what we saythey're caught up in the wind and like bubbles fly awaybut moments last a lifetimeand seconds end too soonthe only thing that mattersis that I am with...
Posted by ♠LeaStein♠ on Mon, 25 Feb 2008 02:56:00 PST

Some Advice for the guys

20 Things Girls want Guys to know1. We love when you cuddle with us2. A kiss on the cheek is a definite yes3. We want you to put your arm around us at the movies4. We dont care if you are the stronges...
Posted by ♠LeaStein♠ on Wed, 13 Feb 2008 09:43:00 PST

Stage two

lets break the fairy tale tradition, and create our own;with passion in our eyes, and each other's hand to hold.There will be no ending, not even a happy one,because my love, our story will never be d...
Posted by ♠LeaStein♠ on Sat, 08 Dec 2007 09:30:00 PST

rough draft

When this happiness falls, I'll feel much remorsebecause you've taught me, that it must run its courseI smile and weep, much at a timewith each moment,comes something divineso hear my criesin the dark...
Posted by ♠LeaStein♠ on Thu, 29 Nov 2007 10:22:00 PST

Impression

Dear Daniel....grab hold of the time thats floating awayhour pass like minutes, and weeks like daysI don't know when it is I'll see you againBut I hope before next time, something will beginyou're on ...
Posted by ♠LeaStein♠ on Thu, 22 Nov 2007 12:32:00 PST

My rant? CrAsHiNg

I'm a jumble of thoughts right now, with minimal release.Everything crashing down when I've worked so hard to get it up after last time.I just wish I knew what I was doing.I wish I knew what I wanted....
Posted by ♠LeaStein♠ on Tue, 20 Nov 2007 01:36:00 PST