Ladybug

I'm a generally happy person who loves life and everything about it. I hike during the day, surveying for power companies. In the summer I work with kids, teaching kayaking, caoeing, survival skills, camping, and to just love nature in general. Either way, I get paid to play, life is good. I'm a firm believer that although we have to make the best decisions we can for ourselves, there are some things that were decided for us long ago. I try to live my life like that, I am exactly where I'm supposed to be, when I'm supposed to be there. The universe is unfolding exactly as it should. No worries. I'm a surveyor, bartender, Real Estate agent, certified firefighter and EMT, and now I'm back in school because I still don't know what I wanna be when I grow up...

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From Marie Howe's What the Living Do......

I've been thinking: This is what the living do. And yesterday,

hurrying along those

wobbly bricks in the Cambridge sidewalk, spilling my coffee down

my wrist and sleeve

I thought it again, and again later, when buying a hairbrush: This
is it.

Parking. Slamming the car door shut in the cold. What you called

that yearning.

What you finally gave up. We want the spring to come and the

winter to pass. We want

whoever to call or not to call, a letter, a kiss-we want more and

more and then more of it.

But there are moments, walking, when I catch a glimpse of myself

in the window glass,

say, the window of the corner video store, and I'm gripped by a

cherishing so deep

for my own blowing hair, chapped face, and unbuttoned coat that

I'm speechless:

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