falling |
Im so lost in this darkness afraid I will never get out the nightmares haven't left and Im still stuck here alone, I reach out for something to hold onto something to steady the fall.. but there is no...
Posted by Toosh!! on Mon, 22 Jan 2007 12:25:00 PST |
Thank you!! |
I'm in this room, no doors, no windows, no way out. Just blackness, pure darkness. I'm sufforcating again, struggeling to breath. I want to love again, to trust once more.
Why have I let them take tha...
Posted by Toosh!! on Sun, 10 Dec 2006 06:12:00 PST |
being me |
So I haven't written a blog since I arrived in Israel, 3 months ago. I think its time to start writting again.
When I arrived in Israel I'm not quite sure what my expectations were, but I wanted...
Posted by Toosh!! on Fri, 08 Dec 2006 06:43:00 PST |
Trust |
Trust, such a big word. Think about it trust and honesty go hand in hand. Such abig thing in fact it's right up there with love. If you don't have trust what do you have??
I trusted someone, I l...
Posted by Toosh!! on Wed, 23 Aug 2006 04:00:00 PST |
Last goodbye |
As I sit here, thinking what I say next. I stare into your beautiful eyes, I have longed for them to look at me with the same amount of love, that I offered you. Now as I prepare to walk away for the ...
Posted by Toosh!! on Fri, 11 Aug 2006 08:12:00 PST |
Internet Lust |
My heart is beating so fast. I can't stop it, I'm willing for it to slow, for it to quiet, my thoughts to slow. Willing my heart to wait it's moving so fast I can't keep up. This isn't true, it's not ...
Posted by Toosh!! on Mon, 07 Aug 2006 03:38:00 PST |
