Heart Devoted

My name is Megan. I warn you ahead of time; my parents are separated so don't be suprised if we become friends and i give you two home phone numbers. I try to tell myself they're not divorced though they might as well be. I have trouble adjusting to things that hurt me a lot. I've been hurt by everyone I loved at some point; betrayed, ignored, and disrespected by those I thought cared about me. I've learned to become very independent, I can take care of myself and I don't need others' help. Yet I still love my friends and family very dearly and I care about their opinions.
I am quite a unique person, very playful and happy around large groups of friends but very short-tempered, sometimes vicious, and often solitary but terrified of being alone. I'm a highly logical person, lover of math and sensibal debates, although my greatest fears are the dark, heights, and unimaginable pain no matter how illogical, and I simply love fantasy. I'm extremely indesicive, possibly related to my zodiac sign 'libra' and i'm always arguing for the innocent.
I'm an atheist, yes, but that doesn't mean I don't have morals and hate all religious people. True, I think that the crusades were pretty damn stupid, but I respect a belief in god because it's a bliss I wish I could believe in. My morals may be different than yours, as I'm sure everyone's are, but my best friend in the world is a seventh-day adventist and we get along swimmingly ^_^
Don't judge me. Don't gossip about me. I won't do the same back to you, but I'll surely never respect what you have to say. I am my own person with my own style and personality. I'm sorry if I'm not a perfect little clone with dyed-blond hair because I don't believe in conforming.