My Names Austin...Osolo is my spirit name that most dont know...but fyi it is native and means Lone Wolf ...Yes I am a Cowboy but not the kind you'd think me to be...or atleast Im not the stereo Typical Type...honestly I dont fit any one catagory group or social type...so pls dont try to contain me...I am just me and me is a free spirit...I am open to just about anything. I love experienceing life from every possible aspect...I enjoy new things...situations, ppl, ect, but mostly I just live to love and love to live...I can at times be an eccentric..or social outkast with my Ideas..views and beliefs...but I dont really care what you think about me...I try and be there for anyone and everyone at any time they may need...but I cant help you if your not helping yourself..So dont waste my time...however I am always here for you...well shit I am the guy who will break you heart though I’m not proud to and I don’t intend to do so…I just do I always have. I am the friend who is always there...if your there for me or not. Don’t preach to me I have my own morals, beliefs, and standards. if you say your looking out for me then really have my back… Don’t lie to my face I can hear and handle the truth. When your with me I should be your one and only and I will promise to be the same for you. I am not a prince nor am I your knight in shining armor…But I can be your friend, your lover, and your man and I will aspire and do my all to be the man you deserve and a man that you can be proud of… All I ask is that you be honest with me and be my Woman…Don’t tell me what to do I am my own person and no one knows me because I don’t even know myself…I’m still learning I’m still finding more about myself that I didn’t know, but I do know myself better than most know themselves…I am a random person and I quite often tend to live in the moment or do things impulsively which sometimes hinders more than helps I love not knowing what is going to happen next, surprise me if you can…If you can’t be gentle with my heart then please don’t attempt to touch it… I’m a little fragile where that’s concerned… If you want to go to that level with me, do not try and keep your heart from me…If I can’t connect with you on that level and feel safe in your presence…If I cannot feel your love and our hearts are unable to intertwine then I will not let you see what lies behind the alluring mystery of the man…I am an attached person if I say your my friend consider yourself family and I would give my life for you…When it comes to love I do know what it is…but you may not agree with my views on the matter for they are quite unlike most. I love everyone and I’m not afraid to say or show it…Yet I’ve only loved one person in that way and if that was love as I believe than love is found somewhere between heaven and hell… It is like an angel and a demon being in love and knowing the way they feel for each other they simply cannot have the love they seek…or at least not in their worlds…so their love is found amongst the stars in the a world of their own that only they know and only they can find…but they can only find it together in each other and cannot find that love in any other nor can they get there on their own, but only in the arms of each other…If you say you love me mean it otherwise don’t waste those precious words and lie to me. To me love is only a feeling until you are able to really feel it, and you must find it in yourself before you can find it in another…and when you do you know it is real because you would give your own life for that person. I am a poet, philosopher, dreamer a hopeless romantic and a free spirit…I do write poems and do so quite well…I love poetry it is art and beauty and love…it is truth and reveals ones deepest secrets, darkest fear, purest feelings and emotions…it is ones truth and to me it is spoke form ones heart and soul…I believe that you can learn alot about a person in the way they express themselves and to me poetry is one of the truest forms of self expression…I try and say what I feel and that gets me in trouble at times... I love to be random & serious and fun I can be loud and act like I’m 5 get over it I’m a kid at heart but still if everything I did do was for me I wouldn’t be telling you this… I make mistakes and fall flat on my face just like everyone… but I do not regret and in all fairness I did warn you… wow I sound gay…It’s not normal for a guy to talk like this and be open and in touch with his feelings…that’s queer right? Ha ha well having fun is what I’m about, I love to be in good moods if you have a problem then I’m here to listen but if its something I did I cant fix it or change who I am… I am who I am and I’m sick of changing for people in order to appease you and make you like me…If I’m not who you thought I was it is cause I’m sick of being you or who you want me disslike fake people too…I love animals, horses and dogs (wolves), my family and closest of friends, working with wood or anything that my mind can take and create something from, I enjoy using my hands as well as my mind to bring life to some unseen creation found in something as simple as an old weathered peice of wood and barbed wire or and antler, I recive much pleasure and joy from writing and drawing, I like to go horse back riding and spend as much time as I can away from the world off in the wilds of mother nature, the mountains are my home away from home, and that is where I am closest to God, God is a very very important part of my life and I believe myself to be both very spiritual and religious, wrenching on cars is a nice past time but I tend to preffer working on my own and not everybody elses, I enjoy being alone and love the company of myself, I love to just stop and observe and watch life and all it's wonder, geez lets see anything and everything cowboy, music is a nice escape, roses and sage brush, high mountain streams and wild rivers, the stars and the moon as well as the clouds and the sun...I have a weakness for sunsets and sunrises and am often found lying on the ground staring up to the heavens, watching clouds float by or counting the stars just trying to peer through the holes in heaven with hopes of catching a glimpse of that divine world...four wheelin’ camping hunting, fishing, long hikes into lost and untouched places away from the chaos of civilization…that and so much more so much infact that I am finding it difficult to list all that I enjoy, but essentially and in a nutshell I love life and all of it. I am too much to handle so don't try. Seriously I think I need a therapist…but no therapist could help me…however I have been know to be good therapy for those in my life. Oh and there’s no such thing as competition for me just friends and enemies! ..
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