mjdesignsHonestly, I never thought I would subject myself to this sort of ultra-isolated, impersonal form of disconnected communication. MySpace...what a funny, funny freaky feature. But I'm a freak so here I am. It has taken me over a month after joining the cult to even enter anything on my profile and that’s because I am a flake in every, single sense of the word. I have been an extremely over-zealous, highly dedicated student for five years and devoted girlfriend… and all sorts of other focused, binding activities such as these have brought me to a place of total and utter and complete chaos. I’m breaking free, I’m going crazy. I’m a free agent. I’m OPEN like a coconut split on the sharp edge of a sturdy rock next to where a will soon stand on one of the raging, deserted coastlines of Costa Rica…whose comin with me?! Surfing is my next adventure in this life and I think that’s all anyone really needs to know about me at this point. Why Costa? Because I can. Because I’m free like the wind. I am split and divided and multiplying into infinitely tiny particles of sand. I am the waves and the sand and the salt and the heat…oh yes, the heat, I’m hot…hot for life and love and passion is the fuel that is driving me forward and backwards and through and around and I don’t have to make sense because this is about ME and I don’t make sense…I live and I love and I love to live….FREEDOM….Viva la Revolution!!!! And my people gonna RIZE! So if you feel me, hop on the peace train to Costa, cause the surf is UP dude and this life is righteous…if you are open…coconut…sand…salt…crazy…beautiful…love….a
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OOOOOOOMMMMM UMMMM HUMMMMM....yeah so now where do i go? sooooo much has changed and soooo damn fast, i am not sure i have yet the capacity to capture the delicate dishes of my current desires...which have been so dramatically drowning my senses in daring and delinquent senselessness. oh hummm-bug, i went and FELL IN LOVE. what to say, what to say, what to say??? i suppose we all know how that stuff goes...but one thing you all must know is that I HAVE CRACKED! i did split open...my coconut frame, my hard brittle shell...split, divided, as i rided (i am well aware that is not proper english, but i have a weakness for rhyme) the most powerful, unrestrained force in the universe.... THE OCEAN WAVES! i did it! i harnessed the power of the great, wild, man swallowing sea, in COSTA RICA!!!!!!...and for that...i am still free, even more so, you see. Relationships are like the ocean...euphoric, orgasmic, breathtaking, earthshaking, completely unpredictable, and no matter how much you trust and give at any moment you could be thrown on your perdy lil face, at HER mercy, and tossed around like sac o potatoes! ouch! but...HEY, THE SURFS UP, dude! i am on that wave, I AM IN IT...LUUUUUUUV!!! here's hopin for the best...AHHHHH OOOOOMMMMMMMMMMM!!!!!
