I am a man of many mysteries. I fought through my life, struggling to survive my childhood, in need of a family my tenage years, and my body isn't broken because my mind is stronger. I live a fucked up life which tought me how to deal with things and get over it, even if i didn't want to; I had to! For those who dont know me, here's a part of my life for you. I grew up never knowing my mother. She passed when I was 17 months old. I don't know what her face looks like so I never got the chance to have the pleasure in life of saying "MOM!" My father on the other hand, Yeah I knew him but I only saw him but twice a year as far as I can remember, but what I did remember... was great, nothing more could be asked when I was with him...He showed nothing but love and the dicipline of right from wrong... he was the greatest love of my life and always will be. Thanks for the even the little time I spent with you, You might have been a great dad but I'll never know but it was great having you for what I did. But anyway, I lived with my grandparents shortly after my mother died, and they were the ones who raised me. But that's the only thing I'll ever give them credit for. But in their abuseive actions and their mental put downs, they blessed me with one thing. MY INTELLIGENCE; My grandparents showed love at times but they are confusing people.... They fought my father for custody. They won the case because they were more financially fit and stable... but then when they raised me I always heard the words "I dont have to keep you here", threats of one day removing me from the house tearing me apart from my sister because I was too much of a hastle as a chile! O.k. I might be a little understanding of that now but regardless... no parent would ever say that to one of their own direct flesh and blood if they loved them.... but love is not nedded is the materialistic household I was raised in where money and gifts were used to cover up emotions such as love or care and also the disclipine of right and wrong! They refused to raise me after 15 years of living and sent me to live with my aunt who said I followed no rules when there were no rules to follow except for the ones behind my back.. a misunderstang of a bunch of events which led to me living with a family I met by Magic!..... Magic is a big part of my life. My dad inspired it. I persued it and I get better and better with every awakening breath! This goes out to my grandparents the ones who doubted me! My magic brought me love from strangers. They showed me love and care in a house of understang for almost 3 years, much love for them Jermain,Rog D,Jeanel, Big rog, aswell as my boy Jason. Those guys are all considered family to me. Their parents wer demanding of financial need when a month after my 18 birthday I had to move in with my girlfriend because I didn't want to pay them anymore because I wanted to save for college and possibly get a car... but I had to leave because they could barely support themselves let alone take me on as well as 2 grows sons and another teenager in the house at the time. So without my magicial abilities I might not have had a home for a coupple of years, or mabe even in this world, in addition after moving on from that place which became crowded and I was turned away for the wrong reasons, I lived on my own in the adult world trying to survive and the only reason I am still here is because of myself and my magic.. Of coarse I cut hair to survive as well.. I am sharp with designs, I feet like a natural, with an A+ on the first test I had no tought knowledge of. Now I am going on to college life to learn my goal.. to become an architect... and now my grandparents are giving me, and life another chance... my family is back... They are in my life now but it is back to the same game. I sleep there when I am not in college and Thats all! No love, no catering, no emotion of a family... I Love my brother Kevin The most.. He was and is my second Father, then my twin sister Kimmy.. she is my world my number 1 female, after that Is My best friend J. Black-J.J. he once stood up and had my back for the true reason of a friend, After that is my boy Shotti-E, I grew up with him he was there when I had no hwhere else to go in my young days no matter what we go through thats my boy... ups and dows may occur in our lives and I am one who knows plenty of both... Its hard to decide what to really do with your life without guidance.... My only advise is to "work hard play hard"... If you do a job you love, you will never work a day in your life.3@$+w00d
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