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About Me

Allo ladies and gentlemen!
My name's Kandis but please call me Vara.For the first time in my life I know what I want to do. I've decided to be a maker of armor and weapons. I have always loved metal works of all kinds and thought there would be no better way to spend my life. I drive a 94 camaro that I call Ivy.(Ivy Tamwood, if you dont know who that is look it up.) Im an avid reader with an affinity for Nightwish.
I am friendly unless you prove yourself to be an idiot...if you cannot type without using chatspeak please do not even bother talking to me.
I am in love with the most amazing young woman! She's intelligent, an actress, a painter, she make's her own clothing, she can sing with the best of the muses, she speaks french, she's breath takingly beautiful, and she can reach the insane extremes of both the sexy seductress and an adorable fairy princess. To put it simply..I have found my dream girl! I hope one day we will be married and will never have to spend a moment apart.
I've recently taken up the guitar and am loving it. Soon I will be taking piano and fencing aswell.
I love art(even though I cant make it). And I also enjoy alot of books! Some of my favorites are:
The adventures of Sherlock Holmes
Nearly every work by Shakespeare
Kim Harrison's dead witch walking series has won my heart.
Hawksong,Snakecharm,Falcondance,and Wolfcry.
I love reading about Mythology and supernatural but give me A mid Summer's night dream and I am quite happy..
I really don't know what else to say so simply send me a message if there is something more you want to know.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Anybody interesting.

My Blog

I just don't get it

Ok, So I was surfing you tube and I came up on all these gay rights videos. It got me thinking again, are we seriously still so primitive? Have we not learned that everyone should have rights? Straigh...
Posted by on Sat, 20 Jun 2009 04:19:00 GMT

How I hate this feeling..

The fight has left my body.. Im helpless. I once stood so strong but now I simply lay back take whatever the wold choses to cut me down with. I do not fight for myself...my feelings, my heart, my soul...
Posted by on Fri, 30 Jan 2009 21:53:00 GMT

Trying..

I'm trying so hard lately to be a better person. I've gotten my anger under better control, my deperession is coming along too. I'm getting new skills like working with chainmail, guitar, fencing, and...
Posted by on Thu, 20 Nov 2008 02:21:00 GMT

why do I always end up listening to it?

It seems like every time I can feel life starting to twist against me I get pulled towards one song.It's sad but in the end it urges you to push on. Like yeah it sucks...you're hurting...But life isnt...
Posted by on Fri, 03 Oct 2008 03:43:00 GMT

Yes. Me and Page did split up.

For some reason alot of people arent getting this. Me and Page broke up. There were alot of reasons but I really dont want to talk about them. Yes, I have started dating someone else. She makes me hap...
Posted by on Wed, 24 Sep 2008 12:26:00 GMT

late night thoughts..

It's 3 in the morning and I cant sleep. But that gives me time to think which isnt always a good thing.I've learned some new things about myself lately and my life has been hectic.I know I'm not full ...
Posted by on Thu, 21 Aug 2008 08:08:00 GMT

IM FUCKING SICK OF IT!!

IM SICK OF IT!The next time I hear fucking gay bashing or someone calling someone a fag, shit pusher, or any of it...Im hurting someone.Im not kidding.I reached my limit. WHAT THE FUCK MAKES YOU THINK...
Posted by on Thu, 23 Aug 2007 22:38:00 GMT

I didnt write this..

I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.I am the sister who holds ...
Posted by on Sun, 19 Aug 2007 19:07:00 GMT

The secrets I keep.

"It's late at night the worlds asleepAnd I'm trying not to thinkI take some pills cuz my mind bleedsI'm thinking what is wrong with meBecause the only thing i knowAbout honestyIs every lie i toldThat ...
Posted by on Thu, 16 Aug 2007 07:16:00 GMT

funny rp scene XD

ok so we were RPing and i just had to post this for you guys.Kal: *punches malfoy in the face* That's how muggles fight punk!Snape: WHAT IS THIS ROMPUS?!Malfoy: He hit me professor!Kal: He invaded my ...
Posted by on Sun, 12 Aug 2007 17:35:00 GMT