...I recently lost my sister...and wish more then anything I could have had just one more day with her...they say it will get easier over time...but I dont want it to get easier...I just want her back...I LOVE YOU JEN...MISS YOU MORE ANYONE WILL EVER UNDERSTAND...~*~7/3/80-9/27/08~*~...I never thought about my sister not being here and always thought I had all the time in the world to spend time with her...but that was all cut short and there is nothing I can do to change any of that now...I know after time it will get easier...at least thats what I've been told...but I don't want it to get easier...i just want my sister back...cause as you grow all the movie stars and singers you like and want to meet sooo bad well that list will change...but as for me this will never change...I WILL ALWAYS WANT HER BACK...cause trust me when your favorite celebrity dies yeah you'll cry but when someone you know and loved and always had in you life dies you don't just cry...you yourself die a little too...everyday i walk threw this house and im still waiting for her to walk out of her room and come greet me like she always did...or as i walk in with the baby to just hear her yell "MY PEANUT IS HERE!"...its the little things i miss the most...her yelling at me for drinking the last of the ice tea...as everyday passes the pain is still there...but what hurts the most is knowing she wont be here to see my daughter grow up...